1 00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:36,000 Saison 5 Episode 1 "A Coat of White Primer" 2 00:01:45,778 --> 00:01:48,839 Have you ever told her how you really feel? 3 00:01:50,309 --> 00:01:51,749 Of course not. 4 00:01:51,986 --> 00:01:53,414 Why not? 5 00:01:53,611 --> 00:01:56,362 Because she'd start screaming at me. 6 00:01:56,982 --> 00:01:58,399 Or cry. 7 00:01:58,464 --> 00:02:02,005 When else have you chosen not express your feelings 8 00:02:02,033 --> 00:02:05,230 So that someone wouldn't start screaming at you, 9 00:02:05,389 --> 00:02:07,136 Or cry? 10 00:02:08,375 --> 00:02:10,525 You mean, like with my dad? 11 00:02:12,319 --> 00:02:13,352 And? 12 00:02:14,253 --> 00:02:15,183 My sister. 13 00:02:16,633 --> 00:02:17,865 And? 14 00:02:17,894 --> 00:02:19,599 Oh, and leonard. 15 00:02:19,600 --> 00:02:21,141 So pretty much everyone. 16 00:02:21,170 --> 00:02:23,700 Andrea, would it be so bad 17 00:02:23,800 --> 00:02:26,500 If someone screamed or cried? 18 00:02:27,424 --> 00:02:28,714 Yes. 19 00:02:28,888 --> 00:02:30,482 - Horrible. - Really? 20 00:02:30,511 --> 00:02:34,839 Worse than feeling "isolated and invisible, 21 00:02:34,955 --> 00:02:38,505 Like an empty gaping hole in the universe"? 22 00:02:41,943 --> 00:02:45,754 Sometimes you talk about your life... 23 00:02:47,175 --> 00:02:50,368 In a way that makes me feel sort of bad. 24 00:02:52,841 --> 00:02:56,290 Okay, like, you make a lot of money, 25 00:02:56,754 --> 00:02:59,029 Your house is a palace. 26 00:02:59,130 --> 00:03:01,088 And you wear a size four... 27 00:03:01,175 --> 00:03:02,678 When you're bloated. 28 00:03:02,721 --> 00:03:06,344 So, when you get upset because you gain a few pounds, 29 00:03:06,373 --> 00:03:09,862 Or you complain about how high your taxes are 30 00:03:09,877 --> 00:03:13,960 With no comment on how much worse those situations are for me. 31 00:03:14,743 --> 00:03:16,500 makes me feel like 32 00:03:17,606 --> 00:03:20,272 I'm not a real person to you. 33 00:03:30,057 --> 00:03:33,700 I am... I am so sorry. 34 00:03:34,245 --> 00:03:36,926 I guess I get wrapped up in my own drama, 35 00:03:36,999 --> 00:03:38,738 Or something and... 36 00:03:38,810 --> 00:03:41,200 I am so glad you finally said something. 37 00:03:44,918 --> 00:03:47,469 I'm just asking you to think about how what you say 38 00:03:47,498 --> 00:03:49,500 might feel to me sometimes. 39 00:03:57,270 --> 00:04:00,749 When you tell me that you only want to hear good news... 40 00:04:01,807 --> 00:04:05,024 It makes me feel like you only, sort of... 41 00:04:05,256 --> 00:04:08,125 Love me if I get engaged 42 00:04:08,154 --> 00:04:10,500 Or promoted at work. 43 00:04:11,172 --> 00:04:13,501 And that makes me really not want to call you 44 00:04:13,530 --> 00:04:15,152 when I don't have good news, 45 00:04:15,196 --> 00:04:18,732 Which is, you know, most of the time. 46 00:04:29,047 --> 00:04:30,815 Dad? 47 00:04:31,200 --> 00:04:33,256 God, that is so not true. 48 00:04:33,285 --> 00:04:35,051 I'm just telling you how I feel. 49 00:04:35,080 --> 00:04:37,486 That I never think about your feelings? 50 00:04:37,950 --> 00:04:40,299 I shower you with gifts. I mean... 51 00:04:41,124 --> 00:04:42,964 God, Andrea! 52 00:04:43,051 --> 00:04:45,849 Look at this apartment! Look at all the beautiful things I've given you! 53 00:04:45,885 --> 00:04:49,479 That antique mirror? The Italian Gondola ashtrays. 54 00:04:49,566 --> 00:04:51,247 The Queen Anne Brass andirons! 55 00:04:51,319 --> 00:04:53,500 Honey, I don't smoke. 56 00:04:54,015 --> 00:04:55,595 I don't have a fireplace. 57 00:04:55,624 --> 00:04:58,134 And I don't like antiques. 58 00:04:58,192 --> 00:05:01,236 You like antiques. I like modern decor, which you know. 59 00:05:01,351 --> 00:05:03,786 Your modern stuff just isn't as nice. 60 00:05:03,917 --> 00:05:05,308 I like it. 61 00:05:05,583 --> 00:05:07,091 But it doesn't matter what I like. 62 00:05:07,134 --> 00:05:10,105 Fine. You know what? I'll take it all back then. 63 00:05:10,583 --> 00:05:11,888 Leonard! 64 00:05:12,004 --> 00:05:14,062 It's not about the things. 65 00:05:14,149 --> 00:05:16,130 It's not even about your reaction. 66 00:05:16,144 --> 00:05:18,898 - It's about me being able to express... - Give me the chair! 67 00:05:18,956 --> 00:05:20,333 - Give me the chair! Get up! - What are you doing? 68 00:05:20,347 --> 00:05:21,900 You hate it so much, give it back! 69 00:05:21,941 --> 00:05:24,144 I'm trying to tell you how I feel. 70 00:05:24,217 --> 00:05:25,600 Lenny! 71 00:05:28,246 --> 00:05:29,782 Andrea? 72 00:05:30,724 --> 00:05:31,600 Andrea? 73 00:05:43,565 --> 00:05:44,841 Oh, jesus! 74 00:05:46,696 --> 00:05:49,058 Andrea, don't do this to me! 75 00:05:49,333 --> 00:05:50,493 Oh, god. 76 00:05:50,536 --> 00:05:53,536 Oh Jesus, now what am I gonna do? 77 00:06:05,135 --> 00:06:06,947 So how do you feel? 78 00:06:11,285 --> 00:06:14,082 Alive, uh, glad about that. 79 00:06:15,386 --> 00:06:17,691 Can you get this to stay on? 80 00:06:22,722 --> 00:06:24,751 This pin is defective. It won't prick. 81 00:06:25,504 --> 00:06:28,100 Looks like Nate may have to get married without a prick. 82 00:06:30,251 --> 00:06:32,063 What do you think, Ma? You got any advice? 83 00:06:33,232 --> 00:06:34,724 Advice? 84 00:06:35,130 --> 00:06:36,866 Oh, Claire, I don't know. 85 00:06:37,939 --> 00:06:38,800 Don't give up. 86 00:06:39,870 --> 00:06:41,696 Even when things get hard. 87 00:06:41,841 --> 00:06:43,710 And they always do eventually. 88 00:06:43,899 --> 00:06:45,900 Never stop trying. 89 00:06:47,351 --> 00:06:49,844 Oh my god! I nearly got killed on the way out here. 90 00:06:50,004 --> 00:06:52,351 Some crazy old lapdog lady almost ran me off the road 91 00:06:52,395 --> 00:06:53,870 With her Lexus SUV! 92 00:06:53,899 --> 00:06:56,522 Claire, where's David? I need the rings. 93 00:06:57,711 --> 00:06:59,242 I think he's over there. 94 00:06:59,590 --> 00:07:02,532 David, we're starting! 95 00:07:02,604 --> 00:07:04,198 The twins need to get the rings on the pillows. 96 00:07:04,242 --> 00:07:05,961 I just don't want them to get lost. 97 00:07:06,251 --> 00:07:07,961 Thanks. Come on. 98 00:07:09,591 --> 00:07:12,142 Oh yes, you can't stand 99 00:07:12,171 --> 00:07:14,700 Being away from mommy for moment, can you? 100 00:07:15,741 --> 00:07:17,987 - How do you feel? - Like... 101 00:07:18,494 --> 00:07:20,500 Every moment of my life had led up to this one. 102 00:07:21,118 --> 00:07:23,089 Like all of it makes sense 103 00:07:23,654 --> 00:07:26,665 Like this is the destiny that's been waiting for me. 104 00:07:27,507 --> 00:07:30,449 I know it's stupid to think in terms of "happily ever after," 105 00:07:31,116 --> 00:07:33,500 But that's what it feels like right now. 106 00:07:42,630 --> 00:07:44,152 Okay, let's do this thing. 107 00:07:44,254 --> 00:07:46,352 "Let's do this thing"? 108 00:07:48,932 --> 00:07:50,787 - No analyzing. - I'm not analyzing. 109 00:07:50,918 --> 00:07:53,294 I'm loving. Thanks. 110 00:07:55,222 --> 00:07:57,367 Coffee-- I can't even smell it. 111 00:07:57,410 --> 00:07:58,500 Sorry. 112 00:08:05,895 --> 00:08:08,721 We come together on this beautiful day, 113 00:08:09,040 --> 00:08:13,561 To witness and celebrate the union of Nate and lisa. 114 00:08:15,309 --> 00:08:17,772 - I vow to love and nurture you... - I'll skip the vows. 115 00:08:17,874 --> 00:08:21,109 - No, you can watch the vows. - I'll watch them later. 116 00:08:21,385 --> 00:08:24,038 Have you learned all kinds of interesting things? 117 00:08:24,777 --> 00:08:26,936 I just wanted to see it, you know? 118 00:08:27,327 --> 00:08:30,070 So that I didn't do the same thing in some weird way, 119 00:08:30,172 --> 00:08:32,215 Make everyone uncomfortable. 120 00:08:34,200 --> 00:08:37,250 I was the first one to shoot this location. 121 00:08:37,656 --> 00:08:41,337 We used it in "pack up your sorrows: the mimi farina story." 122 00:08:41,410 --> 00:08:43,917 - Isn't it gorgeous? - This is going to be different. 123 00:08:44,004 --> 00:08:45,766 I want it to be perfect. 124 00:08:46,027 --> 00:08:47,922 It's already perfect, even if it rains 125 00:08:47,951 --> 00:08:50,589 - And everybody gets soaked. - That's why I got the tent. 126 00:08:50,647 --> 00:08:53,082 Even if the band sucks and the food is rancid. 127 00:08:53,096 --> 00:08:56,221 That's why we're only having hors d'oeuvres. 128 00:08:56,250 --> 00:08:58,088 I love how weddings erase the past. 129 00:08:58,175 --> 00:09:00,451 Like a coat of white primer. 130 00:09:00,842 --> 00:09:03,620 Slap a veil on her and the biggest slutbag on the planet 131 00:09:03,649 --> 00:09:04,953 Becomes a fresh-faced ingenue. 132 00:09:05,779 --> 00:09:07,055 Oh, I'm gonna puke. 133 00:09:07,357 --> 00:09:09,777 Sorry. Is it the coffee? 134 00:09:28,547 --> 00:09:30,373 You okay, Bren? 135 00:09:38,646 --> 00:09:40,486 God damn it! 136 00:09:49,872 --> 00:09:52,582 Yeah well, that's not what she told me. 137 00:09:53,669 --> 00:09:55,670 Who wanted tuna fish? 138 00:09:57,626 --> 00:09:59,829 Hold the mercury! 139 00:10:00,307 --> 00:10:02,824 - Well, you're an idiot! - George? 140 00:10:02,867 --> 00:10:05,234 If you want mercury, i'll give you mercury. 141 00:10:05,370 --> 00:10:07,350 Hell, our bloodstream's already full of it. 142 00:10:07,379 --> 00:10:10,200 It's in all the water. The rivers are poisoned. The ocean's poisoned! 143 00:10:19,941 --> 00:10:21,825 - George. - No. 144 00:10:22,347 --> 00:10:23,303 No! 145 00:10:23,332 --> 00:10:25,695 No! No! 146 00:10:25,796 --> 00:10:28,695 No! No! 147 00:10:34,986 --> 00:10:38,362 I just don't know how this could have happened. 148 00:10:39,101 --> 00:10:42,055 I mean, they had such a good relationship, I thought. 149 00:10:43,591 --> 00:10:45,359 They never fought. 150 00:10:48,479 --> 00:10:50,595 I just don't understand. 151 00:10:50,667 --> 00:10:52,565 Some things in life... 152 00:10:53,515 --> 00:10:56,051 We can never understand exactly why they happened. 153 00:10:56,182 --> 00:10:59,765 But it's so unfair. She was just starting to really be herself 154 00:10:59,791 --> 00:11:01,634 For the first time in her life. 155 00:11:01,823 --> 00:11:03,200 That's rough... 156 00:11:04,467 --> 00:11:06,481 When people are just starting over. 157 00:11:06,539 --> 00:11:08,568 I know. I know. 158 00:11:11,895 --> 00:11:14,764 Your husband is suffering from a condition 159 00:11:14,793 --> 00:11:16,649 Called "depressive psychosis." 160 00:11:16,707 --> 00:11:19,134 The hallucinations, paranoia and delusions 161 00:11:19,192 --> 00:11:21,047 Are all characteristic. 162 00:11:21,105 --> 00:11:23,899 We generally get good results from a combination 163 00:11:23,928 --> 00:11:27,420 of tricyclic antidepressants and antipsychotic medications. 164 00:11:27,449 --> 00:11:29,291 But how did this happen? 165 00:11:29,378 --> 00:11:32,175 Any kind of stress can trigger this type of condition. 166 00:11:32,944 --> 00:11:35,407 A death in the family, pressures at work, 167 00:11:35,465 --> 00:11:37,770 Marital conflicts. 168 00:11:38,828 --> 00:11:41,596 But he was fine when we met. 169 00:11:41,639 --> 00:11:44,596 He was so... lovely. 170 00:11:44,683 --> 00:11:46,915 It can come and go throughout one's lifetime. 171 00:11:46,929 --> 00:11:49,190 And, according to his daughter, 172 00:11:49,233 --> 00:11:52,335 Your husband has had a long history of mental illness. 173 00:11:52,494 --> 00:11:55,654 What I'd like to do is get him started on the meds right away. 174 00:11:55,784 --> 00:11:58,031 And we'll keep him here for observation for a couple of days 175 00:11:58,060 --> 00:12:00,500 And see how he takes to it. 176 00:12:08,569 --> 00:12:09,931 I liked that girl janine. 177 00:12:10,004 --> 00:12:11,859 What do you think? 178 00:12:12,293 --> 00:12:14,577 - About what? - Her sister. 179 00:12:14,925 --> 00:12:16,418 She was nice, I thought. 180 00:12:16,766 --> 00:12:19,157 I guess she was nice. She was in shock, 181 00:12:19,273 --> 00:12:21,882 So it's a little hard to tell what she'd be like on a date, 182 00:12:21,954 --> 00:12:24,300 - If that's what you're asking. - Jeez. 183 00:12:25,223 --> 00:12:27,179 What'd he do, stab her in the eye? 184 00:12:27,252 --> 00:12:30,107 That's what happens to couples who never learn how to fight. 185 00:12:32,918 --> 00:12:34,252 "Ricky, are you there?" 186 00:12:34,281 --> 00:12:36,686 - Uh, ricky? - Oh, shit. 187 00:12:36,759 --> 00:12:38,454 I gotta deal with this girl. 188 00:12:38,498 --> 00:12:41,512 - What girl? - Just someone I dated a few times. 189 00:12:41,991 --> 00:12:43,773 - Really? - Yeah. 190 00:12:44,063 --> 00:12:46,523 I signed up on match.com just to... 191 00:12:47,274 --> 00:12:50,447 - You know, get out there a little. - Good for you, dude. 192 00:12:50,506 --> 00:12:53,491 - I got to break up with her now. - On an instant message? 193 00:12:54,288 --> 00:12:56,274 I don't want to lead her on. 194 00:12:57,864 --> 00:12:59,662 What do you think? 195 00:13:00,169 --> 00:13:02,852 "I'm looking for someone with a more positive attitude about life." 196 00:13:02,896 --> 00:13:04,730 That's a little harsh, dude. 197 00:13:04,788 --> 00:13:08,281 She should know for her other dates. She was a downer, man. 198 00:13:08,411 --> 00:13:10,700 That's very thoughtful, "ricky." 199 00:13:33,295 --> 00:13:37,257 Doctor: we're not getting the response to the medications I was hoping for. 200 00:13:37,329 --> 00:13:38,633 George and I have discussed it, 201 00:13:38,662 --> 00:13:42,054 And we agreed our best option is to move on to e.C.T. 202 00:13:42,459 --> 00:13:43,662 - e.C.T.? - what's...? 203 00:13:43,735 --> 00:13:45,793 Electroconvulsive therapy. 204 00:13:45,865 --> 00:13:48,996 - Shock treatments? - It sounds much worse than it is. 205 00:13:49,025 --> 00:13:51,517 We administer a slight shock to the brain to 206 00:13:51,735 --> 00:13:53,330 reboot the circuits as it were. 207 00:13:53,388 --> 00:13:54,359 But isn't that? 208 00:13:54,373 --> 00:13:57,692 It's a very effective treatment for this type of depression. 209 00:14:01,188 --> 00:14:03,333 Nothing else is working. 210 00:14:21,600 --> 00:14:23,300 George? 211 00:14:28,580 --> 00:14:30,841 - How's he doing? - Much better. 212 00:14:31,101 --> 00:14:33,700 They think he'll only need a few more sessions. 213 00:14:39,304 --> 00:14:41,623 Tonight? But he's still sleeping. 214 00:14:41,638 --> 00:14:43,217 He should wake up in about a half hour. 215 00:14:43,246 --> 00:14:45,884 He may have some nausea or mild confusion, 216 00:14:45,913 --> 00:14:47,159 But he'll be fine to go home tonight. 217 00:14:47,188 --> 00:14:49,101 - Are you sure? - It's fine. 218 00:14:49,130 --> 00:14:52,906 Worst case scenario, he'll have some short-term memory loss but nothing too severe. 219 00:14:52,949 --> 00:14:55,640 I think he should be observed one more night. 220 00:14:55,712 --> 00:14:59,100 - It's not necessary. - I am not bringing him home tonight! 221 00:15:02,538 --> 00:15:04,596 He's not ready. 222 00:15:07,164 --> 00:15:09,309 All right, one night more. 223 00:15:09,381 --> 00:15:11,193 But tomorrow, he has to go home. 224 00:15:11,222 --> 00:15:12,900 We need the bed. 225 00:15:18,222 --> 00:15:20,860 Fuck, I forgot to buy wine. 226 00:15:21,990 --> 00:15:24,800 Maybe it's rude to bring wine to a pregnant house. 227 00:15:24,961 --> 00:15:26,454 Maybe we should just pick up some ice cream? 228 00:15:26,483 --> 00:15:28,541 No, we should definitely buy wine, 229 00:15:28,946 --> 00:15:31,584 In case they forgot that other people still drink. 230 00:15:31,874 --> 00:15:35,135 Can I wear this, or will everyone think I'm a total indigent? 231 00:15:37,338 --> 00:15:39,200 What about that purple thing in the closet? 232 00:15:39,300 --> 00:15:40,613 - That's here? - Yeah. 233 00:15:40,671 --> 00:15:42,900 Oh, good. I totally thought that was lost. 234 00:15:45,570 --> 00:15:47,686 Maybe you should just move in. 235 00:15:50,628 --> 00:15:52,193 Really? 236 00:15:54,200 --> 00:15:57,048 - You mean, like, totally? - Wouldn't it just be easier? 237 00:15:57,570 --> 00:15:58,946 You're in my darkroom all day long 238 00:15:58,975 --> 00:16:01,265 - And you sleep over every night. - Is that annoying? 239 00:16:01,323 --> 00:16:03,744 Yeah, it's annoying, that's why I want you to move in, 240 00:16:03,787 --> 00:16:05,715 Because I'm a total masochist. 241 00:16:09,106 --> 00:16:11,758 Yeah, but how would we both work in here? 242 00:16:12,106 --> 00:16:13,889 It's been fine so far. 243 00:16:14,033 --> 00:16:15,916 Okay, 'cause I totally took over your space. 244 00:16:15,974 --> 00:16:17,467 I could use my studio at school 245 00:16:17,496 --> 00:16:20,293 If I ever get inspired to make anything again. 246 00:16:20,336 --> 00:16:22,200 Oh, come on. 247 00:16:25,438 --> 00:16:28,162 It would be a relief to never have to see my mother again. 248 00:16:28,438 --> 00:16:30,700 You're going to have to see her tonight. 249 00:16:33,307 --> 00:16:34,670 Would you be terribly disappointed 250 00:16:34,700 --> 00:16:36,699 If I couldn't make it tonight, dear? 251 00:16:37,612 --> 00:16:39,974 No. Is everything all right? 252 00:16:40,525 --> 00:16:42,400 I'm just feeling a little tired. 253 00:16:43,670 --> 00:16:45,192 Is George okay? 254 00:16:45,250 --> 00:16:47,916 - He's coming home tomorrow. - That's great. 255 00:16:48,148 --> 00:16:49,518 Is he going to be able to make it to the wedding? 256 00:16:49,576 --> 00:16:51,600 Make it to the wedding? 257 00:16:51,842 --> 00:16:54,100 Do you have any idea what kind of state he's in? 258 00:16:54,293 --> 00:16:56,438 I'm sorry. I thought he was better. 259 00:16:56,743 --> 00:16:58,120 He is better. 260 00:16:58,149 --> 00:17:01,400 He's just not himself yet. 261 00:17:01,771 --> 00:17:04,600 You sure you don't want to join us? 262 00:17:05,148 --> 00:17:07,090 Yes. 263 00:17:08,075 --> 00:17:10,465 I just need one last quiet night. 264 00:17:10,742 --> 00:17:13,699 I'll be in by 9:00 tomorrow if you need help with anything. 265 00:17:14,365 --> 00:17:16,370 All right. Bye. 266 00:17:21,876 --> 00:17:22,899 You look great! 267 00:17:22,919 --> 00:17:24,899 Thank you. I feel like shit! 268 00:17:24,900 --> 00:17:26,822 Hey. Welcome. 269 00:17:27,213 --> 00:17:28,874 Non-Alcoholic sparkling cider. 270 00:17:28,961 --> 00:17:31,999 - Thank you very much. - So mom's not coming. 271 00:17:32,966 --> 00:17:34,560 - Why not? - Because she hates me. 272 00:17:34,589 --> 00:17:37,300 - She doesn't hate you anymore. - Now she hates Claire. 273 00:17:37,400 --> 00:17:38,850 Why does she hate Claire? 274 00:17:38,908 --> 00:17:41,691 Mom thinks she's flushing her life down the toilet. 275 00:17:41,807 --> 00:17:43,676 Because she's taking the semester off. 276 00:17:43,749 --> 00:17:46,200 Not because she's dating my brother. 277 00:17:46,502 --> 00:17:48,700 Uh, no! Just the school thing. 278 00:17:49,256 --> 00:17:51,900 Brenda: because she's taking off one semester? 279 00:17:52,125 --> 00:17:55,000 I think she's terrified that Claire won't go back, 280 00:17:55,053 --> 00:17:58,270 And mom's biggest regret in life is that she never went to college. 281 00:17:58,415 --> 00:18:01,343 So if Claire doesn't graduate, it's like she... 282 00:18:01,459 --> 00:18:03,662 Failed twice or something. 283 00:18:06,669 --> 00:18:08,600 It's time for somebody to take a bath. 284 00:18:08,700 --> 00:18:10,364 - I'll do it. - You sure? 285 00:18:10,437 --> 00:18:15,099 Yeah! I got to pee anyway for the billionth time today. 286 00:18:15,785 --> 00:18:17,162 Where does it all come from? 287 00:18:17,205 --> 00:18:18,843 - Bye! - Bye! 288 00:18:20,393 --> 00:18:22,234 We'll go have a bath. 289 00:18:22,307 --> 00:18:24,408 - Sorry. - It's okay. 290 00:18:26,089 --> 00:18:28,249 She knows we all think Billy's a bomb waiting to go off. 291 00:18:28,480 --> 00:18:29,871 What does she think? 292 00:18:29,872 --> 00:18:31,843 She thinks he's fine when he's on his medication 293 00:18:31,886 --> 00:18:34,700 And he's been taking it for a long time, so whatever. 294 00:18:34,742 --> 00:18:37,554 I could almost deal with the guy if he wasn't fucking my little sister. 295 00:18:37,612 --> 00:18:39,700 He's better than gabe. 296 00:18:39,800 --> 00:18:41,506 Come on, he was a drug-crazed killer. 297 00:18:41,550 --> 00:18:43,173 He didn't kill the guy, he shot at him. 298 00:18:43,202 --> 00:18:45,389 She should have stayed with her nice gay boyfriend. 299 00:18:45,390 --> 00:18:46,947 That guy was an asshole. 300 00:18:46,976 --> 00:18:49,324 She knows how to pick them. 301 00:18:49,744 --> 00:18:52,353 - They're here! - Hey, Billy! 302 00:18:52,498 --> 00:18:53,976 Come on in! 303 00:18:54,266 --> 00:18:56,200 - How you doing, Billy? - Good. 304 00:18:57,411 --> 00:18:59,136 - Hello. - Hey. 305 00:18:59,179 --> 00:19:01,000 - Hey, guys! 306 00:19:03,541 --> 00:19:06,200 - Where's mom? - She's not coming. 307 00:19:12,198 --> 00:19:15,099 - Do your parents still live in ohio? - Columbus, yeah. 308 00:19:15,372 --> 00:19:17,503 - Where did you grow up? - L.A. 309 00:19:17,590 --> 00:19:19,546 West adams area, near where I work. 310 00:19:22,635 --> 00:19:24,099 I don't know L.A. that well. 311 00:19:24,142 --> 00:19:27,461 - How long have you been here? - Four years, But it's so big! 312 00:19:27,495 --> 00:19:29,278 My hours are crazy at the dentist, 313 00:19:29,307 --> 00:19:31,220 Because people schedule their appointments 314 00:19:31,292 --> 00:19:34,509 Before and after regular work hours, and on weekends too. So... 315 00:19:34,582 --> 00:19:36,220 - Yeah, my business too. 316 00:19:36,292 --> 00:19:37,843 You're never off. 317 00:19:37,930 --> 00:19:39,800 You could always get a call. 318 00:19:40,778 --> 00:19:42,764 That must be convenient for dating. 319 00:19:42,952 --> 00:19:45,300 - Uh, what? - Like, when you want to get out of a date, 320 00:19:45,400 --> 00:19:48,899 You can have a friend call you and pretend to be a dead person or whatever. 321 00:19:50,401 --> 00:19:52,720 Come on. I wouldn't do that! 322 00:19:54,169 --> 00:19:56,865 How's it going with the adoption thing? 323 00:19:57,401 --> 00:20:00,299 We have two interviews left for the home study. 324 00:20:00,894 --> 00:20:02,793 Then we just have to wait for a referral. 325 00:20:03,213 --> 00:20:05,000 What's a referral? 326 00:20:05,564 --> 00:20:08,825 - A kid. - Wow. How long will you have to wait? 327 00:20:08,912 --> 00:20:13,200 - Anywhere from a week to many years. - That's got to be hard. 328 00:20:13,435 --> 00:20:17,464 Yeah. But they all say sometimes being gay helps you get chosen faster. 329 00:20:17,623 --> 00:20:19,377 In this backward country? 330 00:20:19,464 --> 00:20:22,500 The birth mothers have to look at thousands of pictures of 331 00:20:22,600 --> 00:20:25,611 - straight white people. - So we kind of pop out. 332 00:20:25,727 --> 00:20:28,307 It's so weird to imagine going through all that-- 333 00:20:28,495 --> 00:20:31,600 Nine months and a delivery and you don't even want the kid. 334 00:20:32,017 --> 00:20:33,365 I mean, who would do that? 335 00:20:34,235 --> 00:20:36,200 - Christians. - No, not only. 336 00:20:36,300 --> 00:20:39,499 Some women just can't deal with making a decision, 337 00:20:39,798 --> 00:20:41,218 And they leave it too long. 338 00:20:41,262 --> 00:20:43,073 But they don't even get money, right? 339 00:20:43,204 --> 00:20:45,189 We'll have to pay the hospital bills. 340 00:20:45,276 --> 00:20:47,000 That's where they can scam you. 341 00:20:47,100 --> 00:20:48,898 If they change their mind, you're left with the bill. 342 00:20:48,899 --> 00:20:50,498 That rarely happens. 343 00:20:50,585 --> 00:20:53,222 It really makes you see the appeal of a surrogate. 344 00:20:53,758 --> 00:20:55,200 It does? 345 00:20:56,135 --> 00:20:57,150 Yeah. 346 00:20:57,193 --> 00:20:59,729 That and wanting to have your own kid. 347 00:21:00,019 --> 00:21:03,570 Yeah, but there are so many kids who already exist who need homes, 348 00:21:03,628 --> 00:21:05,483 Why would we want to make another one? 349 00:21:05,556 --> 00:21:07,729 For the same reason straight people do. 350 00:21:07,831 --> 00:21:10,900 But given that it's not quite as easy for us, 351 00:21:10,947 --> 00:21:13,564 Why would we do something so extreme? 352 00:21:13,637 --> 00:21:17,159 Why should we be the ones who don't get to have our own kids, 353 00:21:17,463 --> 00:21:19,300 Just because we're gay? 354 00:21:20,318 --> 00:21:22,300 It's not because we're gay. 355 00:21:25,869 --> 00:21:28,200 I just don't think a child has to have my genes 356 00:21:28,274 --> 00:21:30,400 For me to feel like it's mine. 357 00:21:30,754 --> 00:21:33,634 I'm sure people love adopted kids as much as their own. 358 00:21:33,899 --> 00:21:35,065 I mean, obviously. 359 00:21:35,100 --> 00:21:38,200 Maybe. It's easy to say when you have your own. 360 00:21:40,127 --> 00:21:41,344 I love Maya. 361 00:21:41,400 --> 00:21:43,300 And you still wanted one of your own. 362 00:21:46,060 --> 00:21:49,300 You just think you don't deserve to have what everyone else has. 363 00:21:59,872 --> 00:22:02,075 Would anybody have more wine if I open another bottle? 364 00:22:02,100 --> 00:22:03,800 Yes. 365 00:22:05,799 --> 00:22:08,162 You think you're the only one with dreams that don't work out? 366 00:22:08,205 --> 00:22:10,165 We both got what we settled for. 367 00:22:11,046 --> 00:22:12,900 I think you just don't love me anymore. 368 00:22:13,537 --> 00:22:15,900 - I do love you. - Hello! 369 00:22:16,334 --> 00:22:17,765 You're home early. 370 00:22:17,800 --> 00:22:21,000 Yeah, well, first date, you know. 371 00:22:21,044 --> 00:22:22,827 How was it? 372 00:22:23,247 --> 00:22:25,001 It was okay. 373 00:22:25,436 --> 00:22:26,900 Well, good night. 374 00:22:27,895 --> 00:22:29,764 Would you like some Sambuca? 375 00:22:31,837 --> 00:22:32,909 Sure. 376 00:22:32,953 --> 00:22:34,399 Unless... 377 00:22:34,400 --> 00:22:36,800 - I don't want to disturb you. - Oh no. 378 00:22:37,020 --> 00:22:39,281 I want to hear about it. 379 00:22:40,455 --> 00:22:43,296 Was this the dental hygienist or the investment banker? 380 00:22:44,078 --> 00:22:46,000 The hygienist. Sharon. 381 00:22:47,687 --> 00:22:50,368 The banker was too... shiny. 382 00:22:51,869 --> 00:22:53,318 You know... 383 00:22:53,419 --> 00:22:56,299 It may have just been an unfortunate lotion. 384 00:22:57,709 --> 00:22:59,912 But let's hear about sharon. 385 00:23:05,086 --> 00:23:07,651 Well, uh, she was nice. 386 00:23:08,506 --> 00:23:10,999 I liked her, I guess. 387 00:23:11,521 --> 00:23:14,956 Did you get a sense of what kind of person she was? 388 00:23:15,535 --> 00:23:17,072 Does she seem solid? 389 00:23:18,347 --> 00:23:20,066 Yeah, definitely solid. 390 00:23:20,211 --> 00:23:23,691 It's so important. To feel you could rely on someone. 391 00:23:23,807 --> 00:23:27,100 Yeah. It's interesting, this whole dating thing. 392 00:23:27,353 --> 00:23:29,599 I never really did it before vanessa. 393 00:23:29,686 --> 00:23:31,512 Enjoy it, dear. 394 00:23:32,309 --> 00:23:35,313 But try not to be blinded by lust, if you can. 395 00:23:42,944 --> 00:23:45,640 Hey, do you guys want to get high? 396 00:23:46,973 --> 00:23:48,596 I could get high. 397 00:23:48,799 --> 00:23:50,292 I've got some really good pot. 398 00:23:50,350 --> 00:23:53,000 - I've got some. - I actually have some in my jacket. 399 00:23:53,988 --> 00:23:54,669 You do? 400 00:23:54,683 --> 00:23:57,400 It's left over from when we went to the hollywood bowl. 401 00:23:57,683 --> 00:23:59,000 That's too old. 402 00:23:59,046 --> 00:24:00,191 I just got this. 403 00:24:00,234 --> 00:24:03,133 Mine cost $200 for an eighth. 404 00:24:03,408 --> 00:24:06,100 - Let's smoke that. - It's inside. 405 00:24:07,600 --> 00:24:08,909 Don't tell Keith we're smoking. 406 00:24:08,952 --> 00:24:10,851 He gets really annoying when he's high. 407 00:24:10,909 --> 00:24:13,518 I don't want to make a big deal about it in front of Brenda. 408 00:24:13,604 --> 00:24:17,532 I know what you mean. Billy can't smoke because of all his medications. 409 00:24:24,911 --> 00:24:26,752 So how's mom? 410 00:24:27,346 --> 00:24:29,600 When was the last time you talked to her? 411 00:24:32,186 --> 00:24:33,795 You might want to call her tomorrow before the wedding 412 00:24:33,824 --> 00:24:37,200 - So it's not tense. - She can call me. 413 00:24:43,346 --> 00:24:45,114 There you go. 414 00:24:48,000 --> 00:24:50,407 So, um, what do you guys think about Billy? 415 00:24:50,450 --> 00:24:52,725 He's in a pretty good place, you think? 416 00:24:55,175 --> 00:24:56,865 Yeah. Definitely. 417 00:24:57,160 --> 00:24:59,030 Good place, what does that mean? 418 00:24:59,392 --> 00:25:00,711 Just that he's doing really well. 419 00:25:00,740 --> 00:25:02,421 It doesn't mean I won't lay awake at night worrying 420 00:25:02,450 --> 00:25:04,580 About the fact you're in his bed. 421 00:25:04,986 --> 00:25:07,349 That's a nice thing to say about your wife's brother. 422 00:25:07,595 --> 00:25:09,479 She knows how I feel. 423 00:25:13,247 --> 00:25:15,392 It is so unfair to hold things that happened 424 00:25:15,450 --> 00:25:17,378 years ago against someone. 425 00:25:17,609 --> 00:25:19,595 That's saying that people can't change! 426 00:25:19,638 --> 00:25:21,754 I mean, you changed! 427 00:25:22,798 --> 00:25:24,204 Yeah, I've changed, 428 00:25:24,233 --> 00:25:26,624 But I'm not totally fucking insane. 429 00:25:26,667 --> 00:25:28,522 I didn't try and carve a tattoo off somebody's ass. 430 00:25:28,566 --> 00:25:30,291 Shut up! 431 00:25:31,015 --> 00:25:32,500 Here. 432 00:25:46,059 --> 00:25:47,479 What? 433 00:25:48,537 --> 00:25:50,000 I don't know. 434 00:25:50,740 --> 00:25:52,479 Did you have a bad dream? 435 00:25:53,464 --> 00:25:55,175 Maybe. 436 00:25:56,392 --> 00:25:57,667 Yeah. 437 00:25:58,754 --> 00:26:00,349 What? 438 00:26:02,392 --> 00:26:04,000 Oh my god, I'm bleeding. 439 00:26:05,733 --> 00:26:07,993 - Oh, Nate! - Okay okay okay. It's okay. 440 00:26:08,051 --> 00:26:09,327 It's okay. It's okay. 441 00:26:09,385 --> 00:26:12,800 I'm going to try to schedule the d&c for tomorrow morning. 442 00:26:13,153 --> 00:26:15,327 We can't do it tomorrow. 443 00:26:16,689 --> 00:26:18,153 We're getting married. 444 00:26:19,211 --> 00:26:21,300 Congratulations. 445 00:26:21,530 --> 00:26:22,900 Thank you. 446 00:26:25,800 --> 00:26:28,599 - Bren, we can cancel. - No, we have to do it today. 447 00:26:28,600 --> 00:26:32,000 I can't get an anesthesiologist today. 448 00:26:34,689 --> 00:26:36,600 We have to do it tomorrow, Bren. 449 00:26:39,530 --> 00:26:41,600 Oh, fuck. 450 00:26:43,066 --> 00:26:44,700 Can it wait till monday? 451 00:26:44,820 --> 00:26:47,225 Sure, monday's fine. 452 00:26:47,993 --> 00:26:50,051 Then we'll do it monday. 453 00:27:05,551 --> 00:27:06,928 Hey, how's it going? 454 00:27:06,986 --> 00:27:08,667 Good. 455 00:27:10,094 --> 00:27:11,703 Is that me? 456 00:27:11,775 --> 00:27:13,500 No, it's Nate. 457 00:27:13,529 --> 00:27:15,500 No, these pieces? 458 00:27:15,600 --> 00:27:18,100 That's Brenda. Narcissist. 459 00:27:19,297 --> 00:27:20,891 Well, it looks like me. 460 00:27:21,485 --> 00:27:23,717 Well, they're not. This is a wedding present. 461 00:27:23,746 --> 00:27:25,500 Why would I have you in there? 462 00:27:25,600 --> 00:27:27,908 Because she can marry Nate, but she'll always love me. 463 00:27:27,937 --> 00:27:30,401 She is me! 464 00:27:33,633 --> 00:27:35,100 No! 465 00:27:39,825 --> 00:27:41,463 Are you upset with me? 466 00:27:41,521 --> 00:27:43,700 No, I was just concentrating. 467 00:27:45,014 --> 00:27:46,347 All right. 468 00:27:47,593 --> 00:27:49,289 I'll leave you alone. 469 00:28:06,304 --> 00:28:07,941 I'm sorry. 470 00:28:09,184 --> 00:28:11,517 How do I get to my room? 471 00:28:12,214 --> 00:28:14,083 You mean our room? 472 00:28:14,272 --> 00:28:16,040 Our bedroom? 473 00:28:18,273 --> 00:28:20,403 If that's what it is. 474 00:28:21,041 --> 00:28:23,260 Come on upstairs now. 475 00:28:24,490 --> 00:28:26,838 We'll get you unpacked. 476 00:28:39,252 --> 00:28:41,933 David: you made it clear we're only considering a surrogate? 477 00:28:41,962 --> 00:28:43,900 Yeah. Now what about Tamara? 478 00:28:43,945 --> 00:28:45,643 She's got your forehead, an I.Q. of 120. 479 00:28:47,256 --> 00:28:49,922 She's 5'2" and she weighs 160 lbs. 480 00:28:51,299 --> 00:28:53,270 Maybe that's why she costs less than the other ones. 481 00:28:53,343 --> 00:28:55,053 It's not like I wouldn't love an obese child, 482 00:28:55,082 --> 00:28:58,082 But I'd rather not sign up for a lifetime of body issues, 483 00:28:58,111 --> 00:28:59,865 Especially if we get a girl. 484 00:29:00,299 --> 00:29:02,633 If we get a girl, you better hope she's obese. 485 00:29:02,807 --> 00:29:04,662 I'm not having some 12-Year-Old hottie 486 00:29:04,691 --> 00:29:07,140 Running around sunset boulevard with her ass crack showing. 487 00:29:13,009 --> 00:29:15,067 Hey, Rog, what's up? 488 00:29:18,676 --> 00:29:21,473 Yeah. I can do a couple of nights next week. 489 00:29:21,502 --> 00:29:23,821 Let me get my calendar. 490 00:29:25,198 --> 00:29:26,900 What nights were you thinking of? 491 00:29:26,951 --> 00:29:29,053 I know I'm free tuesday. 492 00:29:33,647 --> 00:29:35,807 Are you ready to meet the bachelorettes? 493 00:29:37,386 --> 00:29:39,575 Uh, I guess so. 494 00:29:39,951 --> 00:29:41,604 Ladies. 495 00:29:42,821 --> 00:29:45,053 Hi. I'm Sierra. 496 00:29:45,951 --> 00:29:47,299 I'm 20. 497 00:29:47,300 --> 00:29:50,864 I have a combined S.A.T. Score of 675. 498 00:29:51,212 --> 00:29:52,937 And I want to be your egg donor-surrogate 499 00:29:52,966 --> 00:29:55,850 Because, although I'm not ready to start a family of my own, 500 00:29:55,922 --> 00:30:00,067 I want to put as many versions of myself on the planet as I possibly can. 501 00:30:01,864 --> 00:30:04,430 Hi! I'm Deedee from san pedro. 502 00:30:04,604 --> 00:30:06,465 I'm 27 years old. 503 00:30:06,560 --> 00:30:09,299 I love outdoor sports, and i'm your dream surrogate 504 00:30:09,300 --> 00:30:11,864 Because I've given birth to nine healthy babies. 505 00:30:11,908 --> 00:30:13,865 And it's my personal mission to have children 506 00:30:13,900 --> 00:30:17,199 For Bourgeois narcissists who can't conceive on their own. 507 00:30:17,734 --> 00:30:19,300 Hi. 508 00:30:19,705 --> 00:30:21,560 I'm Lindsay. 509 00:30:21,662 --> 00:30:23,600 I've got a degree in applied science from yale, 510 00:30:23,692 --> 00:30:27,359 A masters from M.I.T. And $60,000 of school loans to repay. 511 00:30:27,699 --> 00:30:29,641 I'm hoping you pick me so I won't have to resort 512 00:30:29,670 --> 00:30:32,916 To more obvious forms of prostitution to get out of debt. 513 00:30:33,250 --> 00:30:35,600 So, have you found her? 514 00:30:37,088 --> 00:30:39,682 I can't do this, Keith. I'm sorry. 515 00:30:40,305 --> 00:30:43,900 I can't just rent out some woman's uterus like it's a storage locker. 516 00:30:47,580 --> 00:30:49,000 Okay. 517 00:30:53,189 --> 00:30:54,586 Hi, guys! 518 00:30:54,644 --> 00:30:56,499 Daddy got us a gamecube! 519 00:30:56,500 --> 00:30:58,571 - You could say hello! - Hi. 520 00:30:58,716 --> 00:31:00,615 Share with your brother, Julio! 521 00:31:00,789 --> 00:31:02,399 You're spoiling them. 522 00:31:02,470 --> 00:31:04,803 Can you take them tomorrow for a couple of hours? 523 00:31:04,919 --> 00:31:06,800 I can't. It's Nate's wedding. 524 00:31:07,166 --> 00:31:09,296 Oh, that's right. I forgot. 525 00:31:10,021 --> 00:31:11,615 Who are you bringing? 526 00:31:12,050 --> 00:31:14,079 No one. You want to come? 527 00:31:14,180 --> 00:31:15,890 No, thank you. I'm happy for Nate, 528 00:31:15,934 --> 00:31:18,100 But I have a week of errands to do. 529 00:31:21,340 --> 00:31:23,365 - You should bring a real date. - To a wedding? 530 00:31:24,238 --> 00:31:25,237 Isn't that weird? 531 00:31:25,238 --> 00:31:27,300 You should bring someone so it won't be boring. 532 00:31:27,400 --> 00:31:29,847 What happened with that makeup artist dana? She sounded nice. 533 00:31:30,050 --> 00:31:34,300 Yeah, she was too... I don't know, cheerful or something. 534 00:31:34,400 --> 00:31:37,600 Nobody's perfect. You have to give people a chance to grow on you. 535 00:31:37,803 --> 00:31:39,108 Yeah. 536 00:31:40,050 --> 00:31:42,122 Don't take this the wrong way, but... 537 00:31:42,890 --> 00:31:44,340 No one's you. 538 00:31:44,600 --> 00:31:46,600 That's sweet, but I was never me either. 539 00:31:46,700 --> 00:31:49,195 - Yes, you were... - No, if you were this picky 540 00:31:49,224 --> 00:31:51,615 when we were going out, you never would have married me. 541 00:31:51,731 --> 00:31:54,700 You just have to find someone you like and be nice to them. 542 00:31:55,615 --> 00:31:57,557 Is that how it is with kenny? 543 00:31:58,876 --> 00:32:00,383 Oh. That didn't work out. 544 00:32:00,441 --> 00:32:02,803 Really? What happened? 545 00:32:02,890 --> 00:32:05,064 Ugh, he's a pig. I don't even want to talk about it. 546 00:32:05,180 --> 00:32:07,165 But I'm too busy for all that now. 547 00:32:07,282 --> 00:32:09,700 It's okay for me. I don't need someone as much as you do. 548 00:32:11,064 --> 00:32:12,311 Oh really? 549 00:32:12,398 --> 00:32:15,064 It's not a bad thing, Rico. You're just... 550 00:32:15,195 --> 00:32:18,054 A person who does better with someone. 551 00:32:24,301 --> 00:32:26,388 So tomorrow, while I'm at the wedding 552 00:32:26,489 --> 00:32:28,501 I'm going to have a home aide come stay with you 553 00:32:28,530 --> 00:32:30,900 So you won't be alone, all right? 554 00:32:33,323 --> 00:32:37,033 - Whose wedding? - Nate's. My son. 555 00:32:37,200 --> 00:32:39,584 I know who Nate is. 556 00:32:40,381 --> 00:32:42,062 Who is he marrying? 557 00:32:42,178 --> 00:32:45,100 Brenda... his girlfriend? 558 00:32:50,377 --> 00:32:52,000 That's wonderful! 559 00:32:52,870 --> 00:32:54,246 Of course I'll be there. 560 00:32:54,594 --> 00:32:56,765 This is an important passage for Nate 561 00:32:57,346 --> 00:33:00,520 From being a widower to starting again as a householder. 562 00:33:00,607 --> 00:33:03,868 - I want to support him. - If you don't think it's too much for you. 563 00:33:03,897 --> 00:33:07,200 Too much? My only son is getting married! 564 00:33:12,138 --> 00:33:14,877 Well, why don't we see how you feel tomorrow? 565 00:33:14,950 --> 00:33:17,200 I wouldn't miss it for the world. 566 00:33:21,086 --> 00:33:23,765 The splendid young man who came to the throne in 1509, 567 00:33:23,854 --> 00:33:28,970 By 1547 had become a revolting swollen mass of putrefying flesh. 568 00:33:28,999 --> 00:33:31,173 You want the vicodin or some naproxen? 569 00:33:31,231 --> 00:33:33,346 - Vicodin please. - All right. 570 00:33:36,115 --> 00:33:37,520 Here. 571 00:33:42,524 --> 00:33:43,857 Cramps are pretty bad, huh? 572 00:33:43,901 --> 00:33:46,742 I just want to get a whole lot number. 573 00:33:52,753 --> 00:33:57,043 God, this is so not the vision I had of the night before my wedding. 574 00:33:59,970 --> 00:34:02,100 Where is the stripper? 575 00:34:03,014 --> 00:34:06,200 It would be so easy to postpone this for a couple of weeks. 576 00:34:07,999 --> 00:34:10,100 It would not be easy. 577 00:34:10,202 --> 00:34:11,651 And it would cost a fortune. 578 00:34:11,680 --> 00:34:13,057 So what? It's just money. 579 00:34:13,086 --> 00:34:14,985 I'd rather not even have a wedding 580 00:34:15,014 --> 00:34:18,100 Than have to deal with rescheduling everything. 581 00:34:18,405 --> 00:34:20,100 Yeah. Yeah. 582 00:34:22,100 --> 00:34:24,898 Let's just-- We can run off to vegas. 583 00:34:25,057 --> 00:34:27,854 - Yeah right. - Come on, you loved that idea. 584 00:34:27,883 --> 00:34:32,056 That was before I spent six months planning my stupid fucking dream wedding. 585 00:34:32,142 --> 00:34:34,099 That's why I think we should reschedule. 586 00:34:35,244 --> 00:34:36,900 It's only going to be depressing. 587 00:34:37,000 --> 00:34:39,056 - For you? - Yeah, for me! 588 00:34:39,070 --> 00:34:41,345 And it's going to be depressing for you too, I think. 589 00:34:41,389 --> 00:34:43,998 It's not as depressing as calling 100 people 590 00:34:44,012 --> 00:34:47,780 And telling them that it's canceled because I lost my fucking baby, 591 00:34:47,809 --> 00:34:50,699 Which I just told the whole world I was having. 592 00:34:50,700 --> 00:34:53,900 Why did you let me tell so many fucking people? 593 00:34:55,751 --> 00:34:57,693 I just... I don't think that you... 594 00:34:59,925 --> 00:35:01,606 I don't think you realize how upset you are. 595 00:35:01,635 --> 00:35:04,418 Don't tell me how I feel! I think I know how upset I am! 596 00:35:04,476 --> 00:35:07,766 Then why are we going through with this? Because when I think about not doing it, 597 00:35:07,795 --> 00:35:10,096 I want to throw myself under a bus. 598 00:35:10,700 --> 00:35:12,099 I want to swallow razor blades. 599 00:35:12,143 --> 00:35:14,650 I'm gonna have to take every painkiller in the house 600 00:35:14,679 --> 00:35:17,737 Just so I could pick up the phone and cancel the caterer. 601 00:35:20,650 --> 00:35:22,012 Then fuck it! 602 00:35:22,607 --> 00:35:24,200 Let's get married. 603 00:35:24,708 --> 00:35:26,056 Okay? 604 00:35:27,751 --> 00:35:29,621 It will be a great day. 605 00:35:30,578 --> 00:35:31,780 Yeah. 606 00:35:35,737 --> 00:35:37,954 You can have one of my vicodin if you want. 607 00:35:38,300 --> 00:35:39,462 Thank you. 608 00:35:39,621 --> 00:35:42,400 Just make sure you leave enough for tomorrow. 609 00:35:43,462 --> 00:35:46,244 ... which meant that he constantly stank 610 00:35:46,600 --> 00:35:49,157 of rotting flesh. 611 00:35:51,447 --> 00:35:53,200 Oh god. 612 00:35:56,708 --> 00:35:59,099 Are these big granny-panties your "something old"? 613 00:35:59,154 --> 00:36:01,038 Because they really kill the mood. 614 00:36:01,074 --> 00:36:03,121 You can't see them through the dress, can you? 615 00:36:03,266 --> 00:36:06,000 No, but they're hideous, sweetie. 616 00:36:06,219 --> 00:36:08,103 Would it kill you to wear a thong? 617 00:36:08,375 --> 00:36:10,096 These are fine. 618 00:36:10,223 --> 00:36:11,853 What's the matter? 619 00:36:12,016 --> 00:36:14,969 Nothing's the matter. I just don't want to wear a thong. 620 00:36:18,411 --> 00:36:21,491 Did something happen? Is it the baby? 621 00:36:23,139 --> 00:36:25,784 What is it? What happened? 622 00:36:31,078 --> 00:36:32,600 Oh, baby. 623 00:36:33,180 --> 00:36:35,238 I don't want to fuck up my makeup. 624 00:36:36,049 --> 00:36:38,672 Oh, honey. We'll ean you up with a good powder. 625 00:36:38,730 --> 00:36:40,977 I've got chanel in my purse. 626 00:36:41,904 --> 00:36:43,064 I don't want to be late. 627 00:36:43,093 --> 00:36:46,499 You don't have to worry about everything going right anymore. 628 00:36:47,223 --> 00:36:49,000 That boat has sailed. 629 00:36:50,470 --> 00:36:52,557 You know it happens all the time 630 00:36:52,600 --> 00:36:54,919 So many of my friends... 631 00:36:55,136 --> 00:36:59,165 Joanie, Celia, aunt Mary before she had Deb. 632 00:36:59,368 --> 00:37:03,050 Even Teresa Heinz Kerry had one. 633 00:37:03,180 --> 00:37:06,300 And God knows, she looks terrific. 634 00:37:07,832 --> 00:37:09,745 - Aunt mary did? - I'm telling you, 635 00:37:09,962 --> 00:37:11,890 More women have miscarried 636 00:37:11,904 --> 00:37:15,904 Than they have masturbated with a dildo. They just don't talk about it. 637 00:37:17,049 --> 00:37:19,513 And then they have a baby, 638 00:37:20,484 --> 00:37:22,542 And then they're fine, sweetie. 639 00:37:30,484 --> 00:37:33,020 I'd better change this fucking pad. 640 00:37:33,049 --> 00:37:36,100 If I get blood on this dress I'm gonna kill myself. 641 00:37:40,496 --> 00:37:44,600 - I'm so sorry, Nate. - Yeah, well... 642 00:37:46,399 --> 00:37:50,200 Just don't tell anybody, all right? We want to keep today kind of nice, you know? 643 00:37:53,791 --> 00:37:54,907 Are you going to try again? 644 00:37:54,964 --> 00:37:57,515 Yeah, of course, as soon as we can. 645 00:37:58,385 --> 00:38:02,138 - You might want to give it some time. - No no no. I don't want to wait. 646 00:38:03,559 --> 00:38:05,799 No, I mean, to grieve. 647 00:38:07,356 --> 00:38:09,196 With all the fucked up shit that's happened in my life, 648 00:38:09,225 --> 00:38:11,167 I don't want to grieve anymore. I can't. 649 00:38:11,544 --> 00:38:13,443 I can't! I don't have it in me. 650 00:38:15,834 --> 00:38:17,153 Well, maybe Brenda needs to-- 651 00:38:17,182 --> 00:38:20,000 What Brenda needs to do is get pregnant again. Soon. 652 00:38:20,399 --> 00:38:22,225 'Cause it's not like she's 20. 653 00:38:22,675 --> 00:38:24,800 Yeah, but... 654 00:38:25,124 --> 00:38:27,138 With all the stuff Keith and I have been reading, 655 00:38:27,167 --> 00:38:29,964 It seems psychological stress can affect a woman's chances-- 656 00:38:30,008 --> 00:38:33,093 It's the only thing that's gonna make her feel better! Why should I wait? 657 00:38:33,312 --> 00:38:36,599 Why put it off? Because bad shit happened and we need to feel bad? 658 00:38:36,628 --> 00:38:38,500 Bad shit happens every day. 659 00:38:38,954 --> 00:38:41,800 You of all people should know that. 660 00:38:42,159 --> 00:38:44,100 Move fucking on, you know? 661 00:38:47,312 --> 00:38:50,196 Anyway, I've already got Maya so it's not for me. 662 00:38:51,720 --> 00:38:54,633 But it'll be your child, your flesh and blood. 663 00:38:54,662 --> 00:38:57,125 - How could it not be for you? - Because it's what Brenda wants 664 00:38:57,169 --> 00:39:00,430 More than anything, and i can make that happen for her. 665 00:39:02,322 --> 00:39:04,600 Listen, the justice of the peace is here. 666 00:39:28,035 --> 00:39:29,817 I take you, Nate, 667 00:39:30,339 --> 00:39:32,799 With all your strengths and faults 668 00:39:32,896 --> 00:39:35,600 As I offer myself to you 669 00:39:35,700 --> 00:39:38,900 With all my strengths and faults. 670 00:39:41,167 --> 00:39:42,674 From this day forward, 671 00:39:42,717 --> 00:39:44,800 I will be there when you need help 672 00:39:46,359 --> 00:39:48,041 And turn to you 673 00:39:48,490 --> 00:39:50,214 When I need help. 674 00:39:53,786 --> 00:39:57,322 I promise myself to you forever. 675 00:40:00,364 --> 00:40:02,700 I vow to trust, 676 00:40:03,147 --> 00:40:05,400 To honor and to cherish, 677 00:40:06,495 --> 00:40:08,582 To share and support your hopes, 678 00:40:08,872 --> 00:40:11,104 Your thoughts and your dreams 679 00:40:12,480 --> 00:40:14,843 As long as we both shall live. 680 00:40:27,273 --> 00:40:30,838 By the power vested in me from the state of california, 681 00:40:31,157 --> 00:40:33,911 I now pronounce you husband and wife. 682 00:40:34,244 --> 00:40:36,186 You may kiss the bride. 683 00:41:09,592 --> 00:41:12,224 So is it weird to see Brenda get married? 684 00:41:12,804 --> 00:41:14,195 "Weird"? 685 00:41:14,645 --> 00:41:15,824 No, it's great. 686 00:41:15,868 --> 00:41:18,737 I mean, because you guys used to be so close? 687 00:41:20,071 --> 00:41:22,027 I'm really happy. 688 00:41:24,172 --> 00:41:27,723 I'm happy we're both in healthy relationships. 689 00:41:27,998 --> 00:41:30,000 With siblings. 690 00:41:32,244 --> 00:41:34,900 It's funny how you both ended up with another set of siblings. 691 00:41:36,911 --> 00:41:38,230 Yeah, yeah. 692 00:41:38,273 --> 00:41:41,600 It's funny that you and Nate did too. 693 00:41:43,100 --> 00:41:45,607 God, what do you think it means? 694 00:41:50,172 --> 00:41:52,911 - It was a nice ceremony. - It was. 695 00:41:53,868 --> 00:41:56,500 You got a little choked up, didn't you? 696 00:41:57,317 --> 00:41:58,824 Yeah. 697 00:41:59,520 --> 00:42:01,013 I love weddings. 698 00:42:01,476 --> 00:42:02,563 Don't you? 699 00:42:02,607 --> 00:42:04,839 Sure. If it's right. 700 00:42:05,071 --> 00:42:07,200 The last one I went to, the people hated each other, 701 00:42:07,259 --> 00:42:08,984 - So it was depressing. - God damn it! 702 00:42:09,071 --> 00:42:11,781 It's so frustrating to not be able to help her! 703 00:42:12,288 --> 00:42:14,013 But you did help her. 704 00:42:14,158 --> 00:42:17,433 You helped her as much as anyone could under the circumstances. 705 00:42:17,694 --> 00:42:20,300 I don't know. I really believe in marriage. 706 00:42:21,346 --> 00:42:23,129 A lot of guys today don't even know how to make a commitment, 707 00:42:23,186 --> 00:42:26,056 But I was married 11 years. 708 00:42:26,592 --> 00:42:29,085 I'm the kind of person who's better with someone. 709 00:42:30,071 --> 00:42:32,172 Someone special, I mean. 710 00:42:34,042 --> 00:42:36,085 That's sweet. 711 00:42:37,114 --> 00:42:39,500 They couldn't have picked a prettier location. 712 00:42:40,694 --> 00:42:42,600 It looks beautiful. 713 00:42:43,955 --> 00:42:45,984 - All right, that's enough of that one. - All right. 714 00:42:46,027 --> 00:42:49,300 Lovely! A family portrait with two new Fishers. 715 00:42:59,772 --> 00:43:03,062 - Okay, what's next? - How about mom and George? 716 00:43:03,844 --> 00:43:05,800 Okay, I'm just gonna freshen up. 717 00:43:06,068 --> 00:43:08,600 Okay, mom. You guys wanna get over here in the light? 718 00:43:13,990 --> 00:43:16,338 - Let me take that glass. - Mom, it's fine. 719 00:43:23,231 --> 00:43:24,695 Sorry. 720 00:43:25,955 --> 00:43:28,491 - What are you doing? - What? 721 00:43:28,564 --> 00:43:30,200 Have a little respect! 722 00:43:32,628 --> 00:43:33,400 Oh my god. 723 00:43:34,931 --> 00:43:36,525 It's not funny! 724 00:43:37,989 --> 00:43:39,525 Oh my. 725 00:43:44,398 --> 00:43:46,572 - May I have some seltzer please, no ice? - Yes, ma'am. 726 00:43:46,818 --> 00:43:48,702 - Mom, are you okay? - I'm fine. 727 00:43:49,514 --> 00:43:52,500 - What happened with Claire? - She's in such a terrible phase. 728 00:43:52,543 --> 00:43:54,079 She's so out of control in her life, 729 00:43:54,123 --> 00:43:56,000 She doesn't care about anyone else's feelings. 730 00:43:56,342 --> 00:43:58,700 - What did she do? - She took a rude picture of George 731 00:43:58,762 --> 00:44:01,300 In an extremely compromised state. There's ice in this. 732 00:44:01,385 --> 00:44:03,385 - Sorry. - I'm sure she didn't mean it that way. 733 00:44:03,414 --> 00:44:05,700 She's always trying to make some statement! 734 00:44:05,982 --> 00:44:07,880 Yes, this is her way of saying I'm the fool 735 00:44:07,895 --> 00:44:10,500 Who has to take care of a crazy person for the rest of my life! 736 00:44:10,956 --> 00:44:12,420 I don't think she was trying to say that. 737 00:44:12,463 --> 00:44:15,700 I don't need a photograph to see that. I don't need to have my face shoved in it. 738 00:44:16,782 --> 00:44:18,637 Mom, we'll get you some help, a nurse or something. 739 00:44:18,680 --> 00:44:20,912 God! No! I'm still the one who has to be there all day and every night. 740 00:44:20,941 --> 00:44:24,400 - Why do you ? - Because there's no one else! 741 00:44:30,538 --> 00:44:34,249 Excuse me, dear. I have to clean the stain on his jacket before it sets. 742 00:44:42,459 --> 00:44:43,749 Oh, thank you. 743 00:44:44,112 --> 00:44:47,590 - Who's the third one for? - That's to put under our pillow. 744 00:44:49,309 --> 00:44:51,512 So who do you dream of if you're already married? 745 00:44:51,888 --> 00:44:53,714 You dream of a future love. 746 00:44:54,700 --> 00:44:56,164 You mean our second husbands? 747 00:44:56,222 --> 00:44:58,077 No. We could dream of our child. 748 00:44:58,120 --> 00:45:00,400 Or just get frosting in our ears. 749 00:45:02,599 --> 00:45:04,700 I think we should go forward with the surrogate. 750 00:45:06,483 --> 00:45:08,599 Really? Why? 751 00:45:08,903 --> 00:45:10,500 Because you want your own child. 752 00:45:11,512 --> 00:45:12,657 And... 753 00:45:12,686 --> 00:45:14,265 I don't want to be the one who denies you that. 754 00:45:14,309 --> 00:45:17,468 Want to be the one who helps you to have what you want. 755 00:45:19,801 --> 00:45:21,565 What about the kids who need homes? 756 00:45:21,628 --> 00:45:24,600 We can do both. I think we should do both. 757 00:45:26,917 --> 00:45:28,454 One of each? 758 00:45:28,816 --> 00:45:30,454 Which one comes first? 759 00:45:31,033 --> 00:45:32,758 Whichever shows up first. 760 00:45:34,149 --> 00:45:36,178 What if they both show up at the same time? 761 00:45:36,280 --> 00:45:37,999 Then we'll be really busy. 762 00:45:38,932 --> 00:45:40,801 You're serious. 763 00:45:43,867 --> 00:45:45,533 All right then. 764 00:46:18,914 --> 00:46:21,400 You don't have to worry about it being like my wedding. 765 00:46:22,206 --> 00:46:24,100 I had a three-Month-Old baby when I got married, 766 00:46:24,119 --> 00:46:26,500 So it was a much happier event, obviously. 767 00:46:26,945 --> 00:46:28,800 Really joyful. 768 00:46:29,066 --> 00:46:31,111 It all came very naturally to me. 769 00:46:31,372 --> 00:46:33,198 But I was always maternal, unlike you. 770 00:46:33,314 --> 00:46:34,600 I'm fucking maternal. 771 00:46:34,700 --> 00:46:36,700 Oh, come on. Look at your past. 772 00:46:37,140 --> 00:46:38,365 What about my past? 773 00:46:38,430 --> 00:46:40,299 You're a slutbag! You were. 774 00:46:40,697 --> 00:46:43,060 - That's got nothing to do with it. - Of course it does. 775 00:46:43,321 --> 00:46:45,900 All the moments of your life have led to this one. 776 00:46:46,740 --> 00:46:49,256 - You're being punished. - I don't believe in that. 777 00:46:50,373 --> 00:46:53,692 Your insides must have gotten damaged from all that anonymous cock. 778 00:46:54,562 --> 00:46:57,098 Oh, come on. That's why this happened to you. 779 00:46:57,504 --> 00:46:59,499 Look at that nice woman over there. 780 00:46:59,971 --> 00:47:01,623 She's got her baby. 781 00:47:01,666 --> 00:47:04,478 Everybody treated her like a princess for the whole nine months. 782 00:47:06,159 --> 00:47:08,579 There's a pregnant goddess, due in six weeks. 783 00:47:08,811 --> 00:47:10,579 She has two at home. 784 00:47:11,130 --> 00:47:13,200 She doesn't know it yet, but she's pregnant. 785 00:47:13,492 --> 00:47:15,100 She wasn't even trying! 786 00:47:15,156 --> 00:47:17,344 Boy, is she going to be thrilled. Twins! 787 00:47:17,402 --> 00:47:19,170 They'll be here in june. 788 00:47:19,228 --> 00:47:21,300 I'm gonna get my baby, you bitch. 789 00:47:22,300 --> 00:47:24,425 I got pregnant the fourth time I tried. 790 00:47:24,773 --> 00:47:26,222 I didn't have to try. 791 00:47:26,744 --> 00:47:28,799 But I never partied like you did. 792 00:47:30,280 --> 00:47:32,101 It's a miracle you even conceived! 793 00:47:32,924 --> 00:47:34,814 A lot of women have miscarriages! 794 00:47:34,825 --> 00:47:37,341 They don't talk about it so people don't realize. 795 00:47:37,840 --> 00:47:39,532 None of the women at this wedding have. 796 00:47:39,706 --> 00:47:41,202 Except you, of course. 797 00:47:41,239 --> 00:47:44,384 You're just bitter because you had to get pregnant to get Nate to marry you. 798 00:47:44,428 --> 00:47:46,949 I'm bitter? Who's drunk and yelling at a dead woman? 799 00:47:46,978 --> 00:47:48,631 And she might not even be his daughter! 800 00:47:48,674 --> 00:47:50,891 You were having an affair with your sister's husband! 801 00:47:51,254 --> 00:47:53,268 That was purely a spiritual thing. 802 00:47:54,689 --> 00:47:56,370 Nate is Maya's father. 803 00:47:56,442 --> 00:47:58,599 He's my husband, and he always will be. 804 00:47:58,674 --> 00:48:01,000 You will never feel his arms around you again. 805 00:48:01,384 --> 00:48:03,515 You'll never feel the air on your skin, 806 00:48:03,544 --> 00:48:05,428 Or wake up in a warm bed. 807 00:48:05,486 --> 00:48:06,600 You're done. 808 00:48:07,297 --> 00:48:09,428 You don't get the chance to try again for anything. 809 00:48:09,515 --> 00:48:11,065 - So what? - So I can. 810 00:48:11,210 --> 00:48:12,717 Oh, please. 811 00:48:13,007 --> 00:48:15,152 Every time you try to have a nice normal life, 812 00:48:15,225 --> 00:48:16,500 You fuck it up. 813 00:48:16,717 --> 00:48:19,399 You're never going to have your happily-Ever-After moment, 814 00:48:19,689 --> 00:48:21,906 No matter how many white veils you put on. 815 00:48:22,239 --> 00:48:24,268 You're just too fucked up for all that. 816 00:48:24,529 --> 00:48:25,660 Maybe you should just accept that, 817 00:48:25,732 --> 00:48:28,200 Instead of trying to be something you're not. 818 00:48:45,236 --> 00:48:46,685 Are you okay? 819 00:48:48,543 --> 00:48:50,354 - Bren? - You were right. 820 00:48:50,383 --> 00:48:52,572 I should never have tried to have this stupid day, 821 00:48:53,354 --> 00:48:56,050 This idiotic tent, the dumb-Ass wedding band. 822 00:48:56,093 --> 00:48:57,543 It's such a fucking cliche. 823 00:48:57,644 --> 00:49:01,731 Just to prove that I deserve my own special fucking day, 824 00:49:01,760 --> 00:49:03,500 Which I don't. 825 00:49:03,986 --> 00:49:05,522 Brenda, the only reason-- 826 00:49:05,638 --> 00:49:08,146 - The only reason why i... - No, come on! 827 00:49:08,204 --> 00:49:12,831 You knew. It was a pathetic attempt to become something I'm not, that we're not. 828 00:49:13,107 --> 00:49:15,744 I thought you might be too upset to enjoy the day. 829 00:49:15,788 --> 00:49:18,643 But it's so perfect this way! It's so perfect. 830 00:49:18,672 --> 00:49:22,107 The only way that I get to get married in a long white gown 831 00:49:22,165 --> 00:49:25,252 Is to have my dead baby leaking out of me all day. 832 00:49:25,759 --> 00:49:28,599 That's me. That's what i get for my wedding. 833 00:49:29,136 --> 00:49:31,150 You're really upset, maybe you shouldn't be drinking. 834 00:49:31,208 --> 00:49:34,020 Are you kidding me? This glass of champagne is the only thing 835 00:49:34,049 --> 00:49:35,759 in my universe right now. 836 00:49:35,831 --> 00:49:37,643 You have me. 837 00:49:40,802 --> 00:49:42,773 You don't really fucking want me. 838 00:49:44,512 --> 00:49:46,585 Not that I blame you. 839 00:49:47,179 --> 00:49:48,570 Who would? 840 00:49:48,686 --> 00:49:50,200 I do. 841 00:49:51,165 --> 00:49:53,570 Well then, you're a very disturbed person. 842 00:49:53,599 --> 00:49:54,817 Maybe. 843 00:49:55,295 --> 00:49:57,034 Don't be nice to me! 844 00:49:58,411 --> 00:49:59,570 What do you want me to do? You want me to hit you? 845 00:49:59,599 --> 00:50:02,400 Yes! That would feel fucking fantastic! 846 00:50:05,457 --> 00:50:06,674 Come here. 847 00:50:18,442 --> 00:50:19,703 I thought you were going to hit me. 848 00:50:19,732 --> 00:50:22,299 No. I'm disturbed, I'm not violent. 849 00:50:22,399 --> 00:50:24,935 You were when you threw your ring at me. 850 00:50:26,196 --> 00:50:28,008 Oh, memories. 851 00:50:30,625 --> 00:50:32,799 I'm glad today sucked-- 852 00:50:33,814 --> 00:50:35,307 'Cause I wouldn't want the happiest day of our life 853 00:50:35,350 --> 00:50:37,104 To be over already, would you? 854 00:50:38,607 --> 00:50:39,738 No. 855 00:50:40,477 --> 00:50:42,131 It's coming, right? It's coming. 856 00:50:42,175 --> 00:50:43,900 It fucking better be. 857 00:52:17,088 --> 00:52:18,610 Brenda? 858 00:52:22,639 --> 00:52:25,132 Oh, I'm sorry. You can't come in for this. 859 00:52:31,292 --> 00:52:33,364 Can you hold this? 860 00:53:00,000 --> 00:53:05,000 Sous-titres par la Fisher Team 861 00:53:05,000 --> 00:53:10,000 Transcript: Raceman 862 00:53:10,000 --> 00:53:15,000 Synchronisation : EZ, Occeane 863 00:53:15,000 --> 00:53:20,000 Relecture et corrections finales : Guzo 864 00:53:20,000 --> 00:53:29,000 http://www.sixfeetunder-france.com http://www.forom.com