1 00:01:07,100 --> 00:01:09,400 Sous-titres par la Fisher Team 2 00:01:09,607 --> 00:01:11,107 Transcript : RaceMan 3 00:01:13,150 --> 00:01:15,350 Adaptation : Sylvain, Petrushka, Paqui, KB 4 00:01:15,666 --> 00:01:17,666 Sous-titrage : EZ, Occeane, KB 5 00:01:18,700 --> 00:01:21,200 Relecture et corrections finales : KB, Guzo 6 00:01:22,245 --> 00:01:24,295 www.sixfeetunder-france.com www.forom.com 7 00:01:43,200 --> 00:01:44,700 EVERYONE'S WAITING 8 00:01:51,997 --> 00:01:54,288 She's crowning. She's crowning. 9 00:01:55,265 --> 00:01:57,410 Okay, you're doing great. 10 00:01:57,448 --> 00:02:00,368 Just relax. Easy. 11 00:02:00,931 --> 00:02:02,868 Breathe. 12 00:02:04,213 --> 00:02:06,856 You're doing fine. Just keep breathing. 13 00:02:15,851 --> 00:02:17,133 Why isn't she crying ? 14 00:02:17,161 --> 00:02:20,546 She just needs a little help getting her airways open. 15 00:02:20,733 --> 00:02:24,100 - She's not breathing ! - We're gonna help get her breathing. 16 00:02:27,386 --> 00:02:29,222 Okay... 17 00:02:36,452 --> 00:02:40,033 - Is she alive ? - Yes, she's alive. 18 00:02:42,940 --> 00:02:45,634 Where are they taking her ? 19 00:02:59,007 --> 00:03:01,059 She's so small. So tiny. 20 00:03:01,688 --> 00:03:04,542 Only 2 Ibs. 4 oz. 21 00:03:05,890 --> 00:03:09,209 A very kind nurse told me she's seen plenty of premature births 22 00:03:09,284 --> 00:03:11,749 And she could usually tell which ones... 23 00:03:14,458 --> 00:03:17,232 I don't know if I could... 24 00:03:17,364 --> 00:03:18,655 I- 25 00:03:18,758 --> 00:03:21,866 I can't take another child dying. 26 00:03:28,664 --> 00:03:31,284 Anyway, I'm at Cedars-Sinai. 27 00:03:31,960 --> 00:03:33,927 Brenda's in room... 28 00:03:34,031 --> 00:03:35,693 913. 29 00:03:35,824 --> 00:03:38,946 Poor thing, her mother won't be back until tomorrow. 30 00:03:40,533 --> 00:03:42,322 It's only me here. 31 00:03:42,434 --> 00:03:45,033 I'm sure you'll want to come too. 32 00:03:45,660 --> 00:03:47,634 Okay, bye. 33 00:03:52,834 --> 00:03:54,359 I hope you're okay. 34 00:03:54,453 --> 00:03:58,082 And I hope you will please call me and let me know you are. 35 00:03:58,430 --> 00:04:00,190 I know you're mad about me taking the keys, 36 00:04:00,228 --> 00:04:02,655 But don't be stupid, claire. 37 00:04:02,852 --> 00:04:04,603 Yeah, the world is fucked up, 38 00:04:04,679 --> 00:04:08,120 But you ending up in a wheelchair isn't going to make it any better. 39 00:04:08,514 --> 00:04:10,209 You're too smart. 40 00:04:10,331 --> 00:04:11,932 You're too good. 41 00:04:12,430 --> 00:04:14,378 Don't waste that. 42 00:04:18,176 --> 00:04:22,035 Okay, I just turned into my father... 43 00:04:22,669 --> 00:04:25,866 Like exactly. That was my father. 44 00:04:27,369 --> 00:04:29,777 This is what you do to me. 45 00:04:30,641 --> 00:04:31,866 Call me please. 46 00:04:35,662 --> 00:04:37,768 When you said go away, I didn't think you meant "Go away ! " 47 00:04:37,787 --> 00:04:39,978 This is bullshit and you know it. 48 00:04:39,992 --> 00:04:42,622 So this is what happens when I really need you. 49 00:04:42,753 --> 00:04:45,265 It's nice to know I can depend on you in a crisis. 50 00:04:45,331 --> 00:04:46,518 This is for us. 51 00:04:47,617 --> 00:04:51,011 No, this is for you, you arrogant macho fuck ! 52 00:04:51,035 --> 00:04:54,335 You think everybody's supposed to be so fucking strong all the time ! 53 00:04:54,420 --> 00:04:56,603 You can't stand to see me weak like this. 54 00:04:56,622 --> 00:05:00,287 You're revolted by me. "This is for us. ". Fucking liar ! 55 00:05:00,288 --> 00:05:02,579 I meant all four of us, you fuckin' idiot ! 56 00:05:02,604 --> 00:05:05,276 - You never even wanted those kids... - That's not fair. 57 00:05:05,285 --> 00:05:08,013 ...and now you honestly think you can take care of them on your own ? 58 00:05:08,041 --> 00:05:10,327 You're not up to being a single parent, Keith. 59 00:05:10,384 --> 00:05:11,991 Well, you're not up to being a parent at all. 60 00:05:12,029 --> 00:05:14,344 You are using this as an excuse to dump me, 61 00:05:14,362 --> 00:05:17,663 Which you've wanted to do ever since Anthony and Durrell came here ! 62 00:05:18,489 --> 00:05:19,790 Don't touch me. 63 00:05:19,855 --> 00:05:21,682 Come here ! 64 00:05:21,785 --> 00:05:24,254 - God ! - David, I love you. 65 00:05:24,775 --> 00:05:26,376 But I am those boys' father, 66 00:05:26,414 --> 00:05:29,423 And right now I have to take care of them, because you can't. 67 00:05:29,536 --> 00:05:34,198 You are sick, and I don't think you can get well here. 68 00:05:40,104 --> 00:05:44,006 Jesus, when am I gonna find a fucking medication that works ? 69 00:05:53,949 --> 00:05:57,386 She has a pretty severe lack of surfactant in her lungs, 70 00:05:57,592 --> 00:06:01,306 But she is breathing steadily with a ventilator. 71 00:06:01,560 --> 00:06:03,996 I wanna see her. Why hasn't somebody brought her in ? 72 00:06:04,057 --> 00:06:07,930 Well, she's in an incubator, and she's hooked up to monitors, a feeding tube. 73 00:06:07,987 --> 00:06:10,395 Then why doesn't somebody take me to her ? 74 00:06:10,846 --> 00:06:12,766 She's my baby. You can't keep her from me. 75 00:06:12,813 --> 00:06:15,841 We're still looking for sepsis, possible bleeds in the brain. 76 00:06:15,907 --> 00:06:19,480 - Oh god. - Most babies born before 30 weeks 77 00:06:19,517 --> 00:06:23,362 Experience cranial bleeding with varying degrees of severity. 78 00:06:23,822 --> 00:06:26,381 - When can I see her ? - As soon as she's ready. 79 00:06:26,503 --> 00:06:29,193 I promise you someone will come take you to her. 80 00:06:31,527 --> 00:06:33,234 Oh god. 81 00:06:34,818 --> 00:06:36,738 Don't you worry. 82 00:06:36,907 --> 00:06:39,494 Willa is going to get through this and be healthy, 83 00:06:39,522 --> 00:06:43,133 And she's going to be home with you soon. 84 00:06:49,362 --> 00:06:52,567 And Maya is gonna be home with you too. 85 00:07:16,358 --> 00:07:18,901 I know you don't like kiwi... 86 00:07:19,977 --> 00:07:24,189 But, really, I think you need to give it a second chance. 87 00:07:27,663 --> 00:07:29,372 What ? 88 00:07:29,484 --> 00:07:32,000 Was that pushy ? 89 00:07:33,690 --> 00:07:34,855 No. 90 00:07:38,362 --> 00:07:41,878 No, it's just I'm eating fruit salad 91 00:07:41,906 --> 00:07:45,977 In bed with a naked frat boy who voted for George Bush. 92 00:07:49,484 --> 00:07:52,568 We're listening to what sounds suspiciously like... christian music ? 93 00:07:52,629 --> 00:07:55,132 It is christian music. 94 00:07:55,404 --> 00:07:56,981 What ? 95 00:07:57,122 --> 00:07:58,714 I just hear songs on the radio 96 00:07:58,751 --> 00:08:01,765 And if I like them, I buy the cd. 97 00:08:01,930 --> 00:08:03,540 Oh my god, 98 00:08:03,634 --> 00:08:07,423 You might be the most deeply un-Hip person I've ever met. 99 00:08:07,526 --> 00:08:12,653 Ah, seeing how being hip is primarily an adolescent concern, 100 00:08:13,268 --> 00:08:15,906 I'll take that as a compliment. 101 00:08:16,263 --> 00:08:19,686 You know, if you really are christian... 102 00:08:20,465 --> 00:08:24,367 Um, I should probably tell you I had an abortion. 103 00:08:28,953 --> 00:08:30,902 That's okay... 104 00:08:32,747 --> 00:08:35,071 I sort of paid for one. 105 00:08:36,273 --> 00:08:39,357 Well i... didn't really pay for it. 106 00:08:39,385 --> 00:08:42,010 I still have to send her the check. 107 00:08:50,047 --> 00:08:53,498 God, I feel like I'm trapped underwater. 108 00:08:53,582 --> 00:08:55,944 And it's not just Nate dying. 109 00:08:56,028 --> 00:08:58,859 I mean, I have absolutely no idea 110 00:08:58,902 --> 00:09:01,892 What I am supposed to do with my life. 111 00:09:02,099 --> 00:09:04,934 Don't you still wanna be an artist ? 112 00:09:07,690 --> 00:09:09,734 Yeah. 113 00:09:15,606 --> 00:09:18,395 But I'm scared that maybe I'm not good enough. 114 00:09:20,000 --> 00:09:21,789 Is that true ? 115 00:09:22,427 --> 00:09:25,775 - Maybe. - So get better. 116 00:09:27,761 --> 00:09:30,968 I really don't want to go back to school. 117 00:09:31,747 --> 00:09:34,709 I mean, even though it's art, I still feel that I'm just being programmed. 118 00:09:34,737 --> 00:09:37,324 Just take pictures. If you're good enough, you'll find out. 119 00:09:37,362 --> 00:09:40,108 And if you're not, you'll get good enough. 120 00:09:41,244 --> 00:09:44,207 Or you'll find out you can't. 121 00:09:50,925 --> 00:09:53,501 But I bet you are, though. 122 00:09:57,690 --> 00:10:00,465 Maybe I should take pictures of you naked. 123 00:10:00,813 --> 00:10:02,734 Okay. 124 00:10:03,564 --> 00:10:05,249 Okay. 125 00:10:05,399 --> 00:10:09,390 But you have to promise that you won't post them on the internet. 126 00:10:09,578 --> 00:10:11,629 I might want to run for public office some day. 127 00:10:13,634 --> 00:10:16,000 - Are you serious ? - Yeah. 128 00:10:16,479 --> 00:10:18,300 Aren't you ? 129 00:10:47,277 --> 00:10:49,348 Too bad you don't believe in anything... 130 00:10:52,784 --> 00:10:54,568 Or you could pray. 131 00:10:59,958 --> 00:11:03,029 This is exactly what I was afraid of. 132 00:11:04,690 --> 00:11:06,597 Fuck ! 133 00:11:18,108 --> 00:11:20,517 Come on, charles. You're our hero ! 134 00:11:20,550 --> 00:11:22,738 - I'm no hero. - Sure you are. 135 00:11:22,784 --> 00:11:26,090 You've gotta snap out of it. You have to remember the good times ! 136 00:11:26,552 --> 00:11:29,782 - Like when ? - Like over there ! 137 00:11:29,948 --> 00:11:31,835 Uh, boys... 138 00:11:34,553 --> 00:11:36,990 I'm gonna be taking off for a few days. 139 00:11:37,628 --> 00:11:40,150 - Why ? - Well- 140 00:11:40,478 --> 00:11:42,398 'Cause y'all are splittin' up, 141 00:11:42,577 --> 00:11:46,215 And you're gonna leave us with him. That's why. 142 00:11:46,544 --> 00:11:48,586 - Like we don't know. - Durrell. 143 00:11:48,642 --> 00:11:52,098 - I'm not leaving, - Yeah, well, why you have a suitcase ? 144 00:11:56,445 --> 00:11:58,133 look... 145 00:11:59,642 --> 00:12:02,520 I have to go away for now... 146 00:12:05,164 --> 00:12:08,793 Because there's a funeral directors' conference in portland. 147 00:12:08,844 --> 00:12:11,647 Do you want me to bring you something back ? 148 00:12:11,844 --> 00:12:15,337 Yeah, bring me a silver Escalade. 149 00:12:15,671 --> 00:12:19,422 Durrell, I promise you I am coming back- 150 00:12:19,488 --> 00:12:22,501 I heard that before ! 151 00:12:34,018 --> 00:12:36,164 Are you gonna bathe yours ? 152 00:12:38,206 --> 00:12:40,300 Fuffle with it. 153 00:12:41,981 --> 00:12:44,112 - Tulips. - Pretty ! 154 00:12:44,713 --> 00:12:46,323 You leave your door open like that ? 155 00:12:46,445 --> 00:12:48,436 We were just outside picking flowers. 156 00:12:48,483 --> 00:12:52,159 Ruth, it isn't the '50s anymore, no matter how you dress. 157 00:12:55,769 --> 00:12:57,679 So you're ready to go, you little monkey ? 158 00:12:57,680 --> 00:12:58,403 No ! 159 00:12:58,464 --> 00:13:01,252 - No ? ! - Go where ? 160 00:13:01,356 --> 00:13:03,901 Well, back to Brenda's of course. 161 00:13:05,652 --> 00:13:07,943 Brenda said you agreed to that. 162 00:13:07,999 --> 00:13:11,473 Well, yes, but I thought Brenda was staying in the hospital a little longer. 163 00:13:11,567 --> 00:13:12,957 Brenda's not the one who's sick, 164 00:13:12,990 --> 00:13:15,835 And anyway, she can't really visit the baby after 10:00 p.m. 165 00:13:15,872 --> 00:13:17,567 So she's coming home tonight. 166 00:13:17,880 --> 00:13:21,317 And the baby's staying in the hospital an extra couple of weeks. 167 00:13:31,909 --> 00:13:34,243 I suppose I'd better go pack her things then. 168 00:13:34,487 --> 00:13:36,900 That would be helpful, Ruth. 169 00:13:42,328 --> 00:13:47,163 So he says the house alone is worth $2 million. 170 00:13:47,722 --> 00:13:50,609 So 25%, I should be entitled to half a miion dollars. 171 00:13:50,713 --> 00:13:53,666 - What "should be" ? You are. - Are we gonna have $1 million ? 172 00:13:53,722 --> 00:13:56,478 Mm-Hmm, someday, if you eat your eggs. 173 00:13:56,863 --> 00:14:00,323 You know, I could put half of that down as a deposit on the new place, 174 00:14:00,389 --> 00:14:02,261 Spend 100 or so on upgrades. 175 00:14:02,262 --> 00:14:04,825 The rest would tide us over until we got things going. 176 00:14:04,916 --> 00:14:08,165 Yeah. You really think this could work ? 177 00:14:08,982 --> 00:14:10,746 You know what, Rico ? I liked when I helped you out 178 00:14:10,747 --> 00:14:12,184 with that funeral yesterday. 179 00:14:12,234 --> 00:14:13,737 It was sort of like being a nurse, 180 00:14:13,774 --> 00:14:16,596 But without all the blood and bedpans and pills... 181 00:14:16,708 --> 00:14:18,760 And I got to wear better clothes. 182 00:14:19,042 --> 00:14:20,586 Julio, please, eggs. 183 00:14:20,671 --> 00:14:22,915 Augusto thinks they're gross. 184 00:14:23,469 --> 00:14:25,884 Well... they are kind of gross, But eat 'em anyway. 185 00:14:25,954 --> 00:14:28,780 All you gotta do now is get the Fishers to buy you out. 186 00:14:28,921 --> 00:14:30,958 Or sell... 187 00:14:31,137 --> 00:14:33,259 Preferably to someone who just wants the house and the land 188 00:14:33,278 --> 00:14:35,475 And wants to shut the business down. 189 00:14:36,273 --> 00:14:37,404 What ? 190 00:14:37,451 --> 00:14:39,174 Nate left his part to Brenda. 191 00:14:39,240 --> 00:14:41,231 I don't think she wants to be in the funeral business. 192 00:14:41,287 --> 00:14:43,069 I think David's going kind of nuts. 193 00:14:43,135 --> 00:14:45,388 He needs to get out. 194 00:14:45,886 --> 00:14:49,167 Plus, who needs the competition anyway, you know ? 195 00:15:02,834 --> 00:15:04,867 - Hello ? - Hi. 196 00:15:05,505 --> 00:15:08,374 I just thought I'd check in with you. 197 00:15:08,524 --> 00:15:10,275 How are you doing ? 198 00:15:10,407 --> 00:15:12,111 Any news about Willa ? 199 00:15:12,160 --> 00:15:14,460 No, and I'm fine. 200 00:15:14,958 --> 00:15:17,000 Doesn't sound very convincing. 201 00:15:17,057 --> 00:15:20,075 Well, I'm sorry, George, but I have enough to worry about 202 00:15:20,132 --> 00:15:23,348 Without having to convince you how I'm feeling. 203 00:15:23,545 --> 00:15:27,775 - Another bad day ? - Yes, it's a terrible day. 204 00:15:28,160 --> 00:15:31,567 Brenda's mother came and took Maya. 205 00:15:32,953 --> 00:15:35,559 Now I'm alone. 206 00:15:36,526 --> 00:15:38,672 I'm finally completely alone. 207 00:15:38,888 --> 00:15:41,155 Oh, honey. 208 00:15:41,193 --> 00:15:42,920 You're not alone. You have me. 209 00:15:42,957 --> 00:15:45,765 George, I have to go. David's here. 210 00:15:50,464 --> 00:15:53,230 I can't be at home right now. 211 00:15:54,075 --> 00:15:56,968 Where will you go ? 212 00:15:57,723 --> 00:15:59,324 Here. 213 00:16:02,948 --> 00:16:06,859 Go put your things upstairs then. I'll make you some cereal. 214 00:16:11,557 --> 00:16:14,177 Would you like it in your yellow bowl ? 215 00:16:14,937 --> 00:16:17,129 Mom, I don't think I've eaten out of that yellow bowl 216 00:16:17,130 --> 00:16:18,989 Since I was a little boy. 217 00:16:24,593 --> 00:16:26,631 Yeah, put it in the yellow bowl. 218 00:16:33,760 --> 00:16:35,957 Yeah, uh, I'm looking for Claire Fisher. 219 00:16:35,972 --> 00:16:37,597 This is Dennis at New Image 220 00:16:37,636 --> 00:16:40,087 And I'm just calling to find out where I should 221 00:16:40,106 --> 00:16:42,989 - Hello. - Hi, Claire Fisher ? 222 00:16:43,064 --> 00:16:43,824 Yeah ? 223 00:16:43,881 --> 00:16:47,477 I need an address to send your application package to. 224 00:16:49,359 --> 00:16:51,308 Are you from the temp agency ? 225 00:16:51,533 --> 00:16:53,373 No, I'm from New Image. 226 00:16:53,410 --> 00:16:56,931 'Re a stock photo production house in New York city. 227 00:16:59,400 --> 00:17:01,241 What kind of application ? 228 00:17:01,306 --> 00:17:03,274 Photographer's assistant. 229 00:17:03,367 --> 00:17:04,846 It's like a training position. 230 00:17:04,912 --> 00:17:08,513 About a quarter of our staff photographers started out as assistants. 231 00:17:09,823 --> 00:17:10,865 Really ? 232 00:17:10,903 --> 00:17:13,015 Uh, really. 233 00:17:14,410 --> 00:17:17,184 All I could think of is maybe the gallery owner from my show 234 00:17:17,222 --> 00:17:21,649 Is the one who suggested me. Or maybe it was Billy. Yeah, he would do that, 235 00:17:21,724 --> 00:17:25,466 Partly just to make me feel guilty for dumping him. Fuck that. 236 00:17:25,560 --> 00:17:27,555 And the pay is shit, I'm sure. 237 00:17:27,612 --> 00:17:31,105 But it is a job, New York city ! 238 00:17:31,349 --> 00:17:33,978 I actually could move up to become a staff photographer, 239 00:17:34,016 --> 00:17:38,246 Although I'm not gonna get my hopes up like I did about that grant. 240 00:17:38,405 --> 00:17:39,678 It's wonderful to hear. 241 00:17:39,734 --> 00:17:43,081 You couldn't pay me to live in New York city. 242 00:17:46,401 --> 00:17:48,959 Would you like a bowl of cereal ? 243 00:17:49,926 --> 00:17:52,203 Um, no thanks. 244 00:17:55,401 --> 00:17:58,992 I'm not sure who designed the stained-Glass window. 245 00:17:59,058 --> 00:18:01,551 I heard it was a somewhat influential artist. 246 00:18:01,579 --> 00:18:04,551 Uh, what about the water problems in the basement ? 247 00:18:04,607 --> 00:18:07,053 Oh, big repair job less than a year ago. 248 00:18:07,086 --> 00:18:11,095 They completely redid the plumbing as well as all the underground drainage. 249 00:18:11,161 --> 00:18:13,232 - What did I tell you ? - Wow ! 250 00:18:13,269 --> 00:18:17,565 Yes, apparently, there was some sort of a... a problem. 251 00:18:17,631 --> 00:18:20,818 Eh, when everything gets backed up, Then blood comes out of the toilet. 252 00:18:20,879 --> 00:18:24,044 Yeah, that happens. 253 00:18:24,185 --> 00:18:27,213 Can we get a copy of the work report and the guarantee ? 254 00:18:27,325 --> 00:18:28,692 - Yes. - Great. 255 00:18:28,729 --> 00:18:32,856 I will have the seller fax that over to you. 256 00:18:32,987 --> 00:18:35,715 We could put an espresso bar in this nook. 257 00:18:36,875 --> 00:18:38,757 You know, I always wanted to do that, 258 00:18:38,823 --> 00:18:41,706 But David thought it would be disrespectful. 259 00:18:45,607 --> 00:18:48,325 Great. 260 00:18:48,447 --> 00:18:50,311 Very nice. 261 00:18:51,537 --> 00:18:54,030 I can't say she's out of the woods for sure. 262 00:18:54,077 --> 00:18:56,114 You'll have to watch and see how she develops 263 00:18:56,142 --> 00:18:59,217 To know if there's any permanent brain damage. 264 00:18:59,274 --> 00:19:04,217 But, from a physical standpoint, She is doing remarkably well. 265 00:19:04,292 --> 00:19:05,912 Thank God. 266 00:19:06,250 --> 00:19:09,344 She's been taking your milk from the bottle all the time now, right ? 267 00:19:09,475 --> 00:19:11,198 - Right. - Then I think we can 268 00:19:11,283 --> 00:19:13,898 Permanently remove that feeding tube. 269 00:19:13,954 --> 00:19:15,114 When can I take her home ? 270 00:19:15,151 --> 00:19:17,316 Well, I'd like to keep her another 24 hours 271 00:19:17,353 --> 00:19:20,386 After the tube comes out just to be on the safe side. 272 00:19:21,428 --> 00:19:25,006 So there's absolutely no sign of spina bifida or down's ? 273 00:19:25,071 --> 00:19:26,363 Definitely neither of those. 274 00:19:26,364 --> 00:19:28,197 And you checked for every possible problem 275 00:19:28,198 --> 00:19:29,733 That the triple marker could have found ? 276 00:19:29,781 --> 00:19:31,433 And I can't find anything. 277 00:19:31,468 --> 00:19:34,576 Nothing that would be apparent at this point anyway. 278 00:19:34,688 --> 00:19:37,482 Great. So she'll seem normal for a while 279 00:19:37,548 --> 00:19:39,449 Before whatever's fucked up about her shows up. 280 00:19:39,487 --> 00:19:42,341 Well, that's positive news, isn't it, sweetheart ? 281 00:19:42,393 --> 00:19:45,196 Shut up, Marge, you fuckin' idiot. 282 00:19:45,843 --> 00:19:46,881 The fact she was premature 283 00:19:46,900 --> 00:19:49,698 Has something to do with that blood test and you know it. 284 00:19:50,759 --> 00:19:53,388 There's something wrong with our baby. 285 00:19:53,529 --> 00:19:55,942 You should never have had her. 286 00:19:55,989 --> 00:19:58,881 - Oh God. - For Christ's sake, Brenda, 287 00:19:58,923 --> 00:20:02,872 There's something to feel good about. Don't shit all over it ! 288 00:20:05,914 --> 00:20:08,012 Thank you, doctor. 289 00:20:11,735 --> 00:20:14,933 I got him 290 00:20:15,139 --> 00:20:17,012 Don't ever do that ! 291 00:20:17,048 --> 00:20:19,377 - What ? Do what ? - Pop up like that. 292 00:20:19,400 --> 00:20:22,386 - Like this ? - Don't ! 293 00:20:23,222 --> 00:20:24,114 Ruth ? 294 00:20:29,179 --> 00:20:31,479 The back door is open. 295 00:20:31,808 --> 00:20:34,780 Yes, I suppose someone could just come in and murder me in cold blood, 296 00:20:34,817 --> 00:20:38,080 - Which would be a blessing. - Ruthie... 297 00:20:39,883 --> 00:20:41,902 It just takes time. 298 00:20:42,033 --> 00:20:44,226 Liar. 299 00:20:44,498 --> 00:20:47,104 That's what everybody always says and it's a lie. 300 00:20:48,353 --> 00:20:50,761 Each day I feel worse, 301 00:20:51,024 --> 00:20:54,071 More empty, more dead. 302 00:20:55,160 --> 00:20:57,794 I barely even remember my life before Nate. 303 00:20:58,395 --> 00:21:01,846 I was practically a child when I had him. 304 00:21:03,137 --> 00:21:05,151 How can I live without him ? I can't. 305 00:21:05,254 --> 00:21:08,432 Yes, you can... for Maya. 306 00:21:11,540 --> 00:21:14,841 They've taken Maya. 307 00:21:15,907 --> 00:21:19,686 I will probably never see her or her sister again... 308 00:21:20,695 --> 00:21:22,808 If her sister even survives. 309 00:21:23,602 --> 00:21:25,442 Ruth... 310 00:21:26,029 --> 00:21:28,869 I promise you, you will get through this. 311 00:21:28,944 --> 00:21:32,200 I don't wanna get through it ! 312 00:21:33,709 --> 00:21:38,564 This is the worst thing that can ever happen to anyone. 313 00:21:40,123 --> 00:21:42,569 This is hell, George, hell, 314 00:21:42,606 --> 00:21:45,099 And I just want it to end. 315 00:21:45,785 --> 00:21:48,447 Then let me take care of you. 316 00:21:48,794 --> 00:21:51,494 Let me make sure you don't go through this alone. 317 00:21:53,761 --> 00:21:55,954 You did it for me. 318 00:21:56,245 --> 00:21:57,747 Now it's my turn. 319 00:21:57,888 --> 00:21:59,742 To do what ? 320 00:22:00,043 --> 00:22:02,475 Feel helpless while you watch me lose my mind ? 321 00:22:07,080 --> 00:22:10,489 Just... let me hold you. 322 00:22:22,353 --> 00:22:24,287 Absolutely not ! 323 00:22:24,362 --> 00:22:27,071 This is my family's business and I won't sell it. 324 00:22:27,193 --> 00:22:30,479 So... buy me out. 325 00:22:30,691 --> 00:22:32,310 Fine ! 326 00:22:32,442 --> 00:22:36,109 But I hope that you're aware that this place Is probably worth $2 million. 327 00:22:36,165 --> 00:22:38,038 I had it appraised. 328 00:22:38,198 --> 00:22:40,958 So what do you want to do with your part, Brenda ? 329 00:22:41,080 --> 00:22:43,827 I don't really care. 330 00:22:44,925 --> 00:22:48,167 Sorry, David, I don't. 331 00:22:51,494 --> 00:22:54,475 You know what ? I don't really care either. 332 00:22:55,648 --> 00:22:59,794 Why am I fighting for something I've always been ambivalent about ? 333 00:23:00,630 --> 00:23:02,832 Habit. 334 00:23:03,123 --> 00:23:07,174 So... we put it on the market ? 335 00:23:11,113 --> 00:23:13,085 Sure. Why not ? 336 00:23:15,313 --> 00:23:16,706 Cool. 337 00:23:18,783 --> 00:23:21,307 I mean, if we can make that kind of money, 338 00:23:21,363 --> 00:23:22,926 Why hang on to it ? 339 00:23:23,005 --> 00:23:24,432 I have no reason. 340 00:23:24,627 --> 00:23:28,689 We've been clutching so desperately to the past, and for what ? 341 00:23:29,032 --> 00:23:32,701 Because that's when there was hope. 342 00:23:47,299 --> 00:23:49,548 Um, I'm going over to Ted's tonight. 343 00:23:49,583 --> 00:23:52,616 Take a sweater ! Oh... damn ! 344 00:23:53,945 --> 00:23:57,372 - What is she doing ? - I have no idea. 345 00:24:00,879 --> 00:24:03,015 Mom ? 346 00:24:06,588 --> 00:24:09,424 Maya's monkey ! 347 00:24:10,311 --> 00:24:13,297 She loves this monkey ! 348 00:24:19,095 --> 00:24:21,490 I have to wash it. 349 00:24:33,245 --> 00:24:34,405 I think it's great. 350 00:24:34,433 --> 00:24:36,940 I mean, think of what we can do with your portion and my savings. 351 00:24:36,978 --> 00:24:38,715 We could finally buy a house. 352 00:24:38,799 --> 00:24:40,090 We could buy a house now. 353 00:24:40,119 --> 00:24:42,649 But we could buy a house and you could go back to school 354 00:24:42,673 --> 00:24:45,856 And become a lawyer like you've always dreamed. 355 00:24:45,945 --> 00:24:48,095 I don't think I ever really even wanted to be a lawyer. 356 00:24:48,114 --> 00:24:51,227 I think I just wanted to have sex with Harry Hamlin. 357 00:24:51,377 --> 00:24:54,724 I'm serious. You can be whatever you wanna be, David. 358 00:24:54,865 --> 00:24:57,612 - So can you. - Exactly. 359 00:24:57,968 --> 00:25:00,612 We could really buy a house, couldn't we, with a yard ? 360 00:25:00,649 --> 00:25:03,696 We could get the boys a dog and a tire swing. 361 00:25:03,752 --> 00:25:07,598 Those boys don't want a tire swing, they want a tv the size of a wall. 362 00:25:10,580 --> 00:25:13,660 So do you think you're rea to come back home soon ? 363 00:25:13,721 --> 00:25:17,247 - Because I do. - Maybe. 364 00:25:19,040 --> 00:25:21,801 Good. 365 00:25:39,270 --> 00:25:42,392 Man, those are big teeth. 366 00:25:44,378 --> 00:25:48,035 Whoa, look at the wolf brain made into asphalt ! 367 00:25:48,158 --> 00:25:52,294 - Wow ! - But it looks like poop ! 368 00:25:53,012 --> 00:25:54,895 Cool. 369 00:25:54,960 --> 00:25:57,007 No, it's not cool. 370 00:25:57,101 --> 00:26:00,871 And you saying it is just makes it even more not cool. 371 00:26:07,040 --> 00:26:08,876 I think it's cool. 372 00:26:09,345 --> 00:26:11,589 Thank you, Anthony. 373 00:26:34,209 --> 00:26:38,130 I've never never seen you act this way ! 374 00:26:38,411 --> 00:26:41,284 - So ? - Yeah, so it has to be analyzed 375 00:26:41,350 --> 00:26:44,096 And diagnosed and turned into an example of some kind of pathology. 376 00:26:44,129 --> 00:26:46,129 I mean, this is the Chenowith family. 377 00:26:46,184 --> 00:26:49,489 Oh god, Billy ! Have a drink ! 378 00:26:52,388 --> 00:26:55,478 That's what you are born into. I'm sorry. 379 00:26:56,243 --> 00:26:58,694 Aren't they funny ? 380 00:27:01,496 --> 00:27:04,450 Oh, dear, she's having guests. 381 00:27:04,891 --> 00:27:07,027 Mom, she knows we're coming. 382 00:27:07,102 --> 00:27:10,487 - I called her. - I can't go in. I'll wait in the car. 383 00:27:10,586 --> 00:27:12,567 Mrs. Fisher, 384 00:27:12,623 --> 00:27:17,093 I think Maya would be very happy to see her monkey. 385 00:27:19,008 --> 00:27:21,013 And to see you. 386 00:27:36,999 --> 00:27:39,698 - Oh, hi. - Hey ! 387 00:27:39,769 --> 00:27:42,332 Come on in. Everyone's in the kitchen. 388 00:27:42,398 --> 00:27:44,820 - Mrs. Fisher. - Hi. 389 00:27:44,886 --> 00:27:46,811 Hi. Ted. 390 00:27:47,027 --> 00:27:49,337 This is Billy, Brenda's brother. 391 00:27:49,393 --> 00:27:52,454 - Oh, Billy. - Ted. 392 00:27:52,487 --> 00:27:55,215 I've heard a lot about you. Nice to meet you. 393 00:27:56,957 --> 00:28:00,792 Yeah, nice to meet you too ! 394 00:28:03,454 --> 00:28:05,698 What-What is that ? 395 00:28:05,853 --> 00:28:08,088 Do you, can you tell me ? 396 00:28:08,694 --> 00:28:11,633 Can you tell me ? Does the monkey know ? 397 00:28:12,658 --> 00:28:15,438 You're so pensive, what are you thinking about ? 398 00:28:15,635 --> 00:28:18,625 Oh, just how much it sucks that we have to get old. 399 00:28:18,682 --> 00:28:21,644 Oh Claire, please, don't get maudlin on me. 400 00:28:24,813 --> 00:28:28,085 So Brenda tells me you're planning on moving to new york ? 401 00:28:28,198 --> 00:28:30,813 Uh, maybe. 402 00:28:32,217 --> 00:28:34,776 I've applied for this, like, entry-level position 403 00:28:34,804 --> 00:28:38,395 At this, like, stock photo house... 404 00:28:38,630 --> 00:28:40,193 .. New Image. 405 00:28:40,240 --> 00:28:43,334 - Impressive. - Not really. 406 00:28:43,494 --> 00:28:45,893 It's just a lame gofer job like I used to do for you. 407 00:28:46,024 --> 00:28:47,771 No, it isn't. 408 00:28:47,874 --> 00:28:52,001 You could easily go on to become a soulless advertising photographer. 409 00:28:52,179 --> 00:28:56,015 And with your gifts, hmm, I'm sure you probably will. 410 00:29:00,362 --> 00:29:03,062 And I'm the one who recommended you. 411 00:29:03,165 --> 00:29:04,672 Shut the fuck up. 412 00:29:04,710 --> 00:29:07,790 Claire, it doesn't matter who fucked Russell. 413 00:29:07,871 --> 00:29:10,603 I still believe in you. 414 00:29:10,707 --> 00:29:12,575 Jesus, Olivier, 415 00:29:12,660 --> 00:29:14,871 That's so nice of you. 416 00:29:16,937 --> 00:29:18,716 Thank you so much. 417 00:29:18,763 --> 00:29:21,289 Calm down. I mean, you just popped into my mind 418 00:29:21,308 --> 00:29:24,397 Because I'd just seen you at that junior show. 419 00:29:28,655 --> 00:29:30,374 Maya, 420 00:29:30,458 --> 00:29:33,712 Don't you want to show grandma your okapi ? 421 00:29:33,768 --> 00:29:36,674 - Okapi ! - Yes ! 422 00:29:36,731 --> 00:29:38,904 I don't believe I've ever heard of an okapi. 423 00:29:38,961 --> 00:29:42,411 Oh, the okapi is the only known living relative of the giraffe. 424 00:29:42,486 --> 00:29:45,308 Its young really don't seem to imprint on the mothers, 425 00:29:45,336 --> 00:29:48,482 So they nurse from many available lactating females. 426 00:29:48,562 --> 00:29:51,646 We just went to the zoo this week. 427 00:29:59,214 --> 00:30:01,331 So, uh... 428 00:30:01,824 --> 00:30:04,101 How long have you and Claire been... 429 00:30:04,177 --> 00:30:06,918 - Together ? - Uh... 430 00:30:07,294 --> 00:30:11,213 Well, we met, I guess it was about.. 431 00:30:11,214 --> 00:30:13,806 Four months ago. 432 00:30:14,331 --> 00:30:15,307 Well, we.. 433 00:30:15,392 --> 00:30:17,298 We really didn't hit it off that great at first. 434 00:30:17,350 --> 00:30:19,021 - Really ? - Yeah. 435 00:30:19,068 --> 00:30:21,974 I was there when she got the call about Nate 436 00:30:21,999 --> 00:30:25,069 And I spent most of that night In the hospital with her. 437 00:30:27,637 --> 00:30:30,041 That's how my sister met her brother. 438 00:30:30,144 --> 00:30:32,590 The night his father died. 439 00:30:33,168 --> 00:30:34,487 Really ? 440 00:30:37,365 --> 00:30:41,257 What are you saying, it like runs in the family ? 441 00:30:45,318 --> 00:30:47,717 I am so... 442 00:30:47,830 --> 00:30:50,177 Jealous of you. 443 00:30:55,088 --> 00:30:57,168 Excuse me a second. 444 00:31:07,872 --> 00:31:09,971 She looks much stronger. 445 00:31:10,055 --> 00:31:11,783 Oh, she is. She's much stronger. 446 00:31:11,830 --> 00:31:14,665 No, she's not. She's barely moving. 447 00:31:16,107 --> 00:31:18,393 She's a very calm baby. 448 00:31:18,665 --> 00:31:19,985 I think she's blind. 449 00:31:20,041 --> 00:31:22,238 She gets stronger every day. 450 00:31:22,323 --> 00:31:25,013 Oh, she's fierce when she nurses. 451 00:31:25,126 --> 00:31:26,966 I'm covered in bruises. 452 00:31:27,041 --> 00:31:29,004 Nate had a big appetite. 453 00:31:29,079 --> 00:31:30,731 Is she gassy ? 454 00:31:30,759 --> 00:31:33,309 No, not overly so, 455 00:31:34,482 --> 00:31:36,299 But she's always hungry. 456 00:31:36,374 --> 00:31:38,173 That's because she knows she doesn't have much time. 457 00:31:38,201 --> 00:31:40,773 She wants to get it while she can. 458 00:32:00,086 --> 00:32:02,368 So you're really going to sell your legacy ? 459 00:32:02,551 --> 00:32:05,509 - Your birthright ? - Yeah, and good riddance. 460 00:32:05,532 --> 00:32:07,964 Well, I can't say I'm surprised. You never had it in you. 461 00:32:08,021 --> 00:32:10,119 Neither did you. The only way you could handle it 462 00:32:10,157 --> 00:32:14,166 Was to have a secret room over a really bad indian restaurant. 463 00:32:14,443 --> 00:32:16,936 And you don't think you have a secret room ? 464 00:32:17,030 --> 00:32:21,107 What do you think being gay is, you fucking freak ? 465 00:32:22,567 --> 00:32:24,961 Fuck you. 466 00:32:26,196 --> 00:32:27,614 What did you just say to me ? 467 00:32:27,623 --> 00:32:29,656 Leave me alone, dad. 468 00:32:29,684 --> 00:32:32,454 Who do you think you are ? 469 00:32:36,816 --> 00:32:39,614 You think you can just walk away from this ? 470 00:32:41,205 --> 00:32:43,849 Are you really that stupid ? 471 00:32:45,637 --> 00:32:48,144 - It only gets closer, david. - Shut up. 472 00:32:55,346 --> 00:32:57,102 You don't exist. 473 00:33:54,275 --> 00:33:56,810 the window washer's been right outside 474 00:33:56,717 --> 00:33:59,067 This whole time watching me change my stockings. 475 00:34:00,801 --> 00:34:02,274 yes, I will call you later. 476 00:34:02,939 --> 00:34:04,730 Okay, bye. 477 00:34:06,940 --> 00:34:09,112 Actually, he's pretty cute. 478 00:34:09,536 --> 00:34:11,746 Dark hair and good build. 479 00:34:12,093 --> 00:34:14,226 - What are you watching ? - Hello, mr. Clean. 480 00:34:14,708 --> 00:34:17,746 - I don't know. It's always on. - I've been a very dirty girl. 481 00:34:22,147 --> 00:34:24,671 Isn't it weird this isn't gonna be our house anymore ? 482 00:34:30,988 --> 00:34:32,992 I guess I'll move in with Ted, 483 00:34:34,147 --> 00:34:36,459 Although I really hate his apartment. 484 00:34:37,860 --> 00:34:39,651 Mom, what are you gonna do ? 485 00:34:39,690 --> 00:34:41,958 I suppose I'll move in with George. 486 00:34:42,709 --> 00:34:44,934 - Yeah ? - He's offered. 487 00:34:47,419 --> 00:34:49,557 Well, is that what you want ? 488 00:34:51,594 --> 00:34:54,054 I'll never have what I want, never. 489 00:35:01,171 --> 00:35:03,362 - Hello ? - Is this Claire ? 490 00:35:03,960 --> 00:35:04,691 Yeah. 491 00:35:04,845 --> 00:35:06,867 This is scott in accounting at new image. 492 00:35:06,963 --> 00:35:09,943 I need you to send me your social and address in New York. 493 00:35:11,303 --> 00:35:13,995 I don't have an address in New Nork. I live in California. 494 00:35:16,386 --> 00:35:18,832 That's gonna be an awfully big commute. 495 00:35:20,123 --> 00:35:21,856 Does that mean I have the job ? 496 00:35:22,029 --> 00:35:25,049 I have you down as starting work on december 7th. 497 00:35:25,622 --> 00:35:28,261 You do ? Oh my god, mom ! 498 00:35:31,949 --> 00:35:33,394 Hello ? 499 00:35:34,261 --> 00:35:36,119 I can give you my social now. 500 00:35:36,196 --> 00:35:38,932 Can I give you my in New York address a little bit later... 501 00:35:39,967 --> 00:35:42,413 - Like when I actually have one ? - Sure. 502 00:35:53,869 --> 00:35:55,968 I called off Escrow. 503 00:35:57,124 --> 00:35:58,810 You did what ? 504 00:35:58,853 --> 00:36:01,236 This is my family's business, Rico, and I won't sell it. 505 00:36:02,469 --> 00:36:04,184 I'm sorry. 506 00:36:06,158 --> 00:36:08,720 Well then, you have to buy me out. 507 00:36:09,606 --> 00:36:11,527 I don't have that kind of money. 508 00:36:17,137 --> 00:36:19,448 So, what ? I'm just fucked ? 509 00:36:19,968 --> 00:36:22,352 Maybe you can find someone to buy your share out. 510 00:36:22,391 --> 00:36:24,182 Nobody's gonna wanna pay half a million dollars 511 00:36:24,273 --> 00:36:26,816 For 25% of this business, you fuckin' moron ! 512 00:36:27,505 --> 00:36:28,814 If they have that kind of money, They're gonna want to 513 00:36:28,911 --> 00:36:30,124 Open up their own place. 514 00:36:30,201 --> 00:36:32,532 Something smaller. Something they can finally call their own 515 00:36:32,623 --> 00:36:34,968 And run the way they want without a bunch of idiots 516 00:36:34,988 --> 00:36:37,203 Always getting in their fucking way ! 517 00:36:46,314 --> 00:36:48,086 Oh, just throw it out. 518 00:36:48,105 --> 00:36:50,233 Really ? I always liked this on you. 519 00:36:50,310 --> 00:36:52,256 It itches. 520 00:36:54,042 --> 00:36:56,700 My entire life I've been wearing clothes that I hate. 521 00:37:00,832 --> 00:37:03,586 I've been meaning to ask you, how is Maggie doing ? 522 00:37:05,123 --> 00:37:07,121 I have no idea. 523 00:37:07,333 --> 00:37:09,490 Maggie left over a month ago. 524 00:37:09,856 --> 00:37:11,912 Left ? Where did she go ? 525 00:37:13,256 --> 00:37:15,240 I don't know. 526 00:37:15,394 --> 00:37:16,872 You don't even know where your own daughter is ? 527 00:37:16,949 --> 00:37:19,660 Ruth, please, don't sensationalize it. 528 00:37:19,891 --> 00:37:23,007 George, don't talk to me like you're my father or my teacher. 529 00:37:23,792 --> 00:37:25,930 Do you have any idea how much I hate it when you do that ? 530 00:37:28,410 --> 00:37:30,509 I saw Maggie... 531 00:37:31,116 --> 00:37:33,139 Just before Brenda gave birth. 532 00:37:33,196 --> 00:37:35,792 And she was completely irrational. 533 00:37:36,675 --> 00:37:39,613 She was very very angry. 534 00:37:40,383 --> 00:37:41,972 - With you ? - No 535 00:37:42,382 --> 00:37:44,067 I think she was angry with the state of her life. 536 00:37:44,260 --> 00:37:45,867 She just chose to take it out on me. 537 00:37:45,925 --> 00:37:47,904 What state of her life ? 538 00:37:48,539 --> 00:37:51,173 I don't know. She didn't tell me. 539 00:37:51,674 --> 00:37:54,063 - You didn't ask ? - No, I didn't. 540 00:37:55,849 --> 00:37:58,021 She told me she would call me when she got settled. 541 00:37:58,502 --> 00:38:01,541 Look, this is not the first time it's happened. 542 00:38:06,400 --> 00:38:08,827 I don't think I can move in with you, George. 543 00:38:12,578 --> 00:38:14,114 Why not ? 544 00:38:14,268 --> 00:38:16,214 Because 545 00:38:16,520 --> 00:38:18,662 Don't get me wrong, You're a good, decent, 546 00:38:18,724 --> 00:38:20,188 Man with a big heart. 547 00:38:21,236 --> 00:38:23,543 But there are walls around that heart 548 00:38:23,820 --> 00:38:25,881 Walls behind walls behind walls. 549 00:38:27,665 --> 00:38:30,303 And I can spend a certain amount of time around that, 550 00:38:30,373 --> 00:38:32,569 But I cannot live with it, not anymore. 551 00:38:38,203 --> 00:38:40,649 Oh, don't look so sour. 552 00:38:41,188 --> 00:38:43,538 It doesn't mean I won't go out with you. 553 00:38:44,362 --> 00:38:46,765 We can have a lot more fun this way. 554 00:38:47,323 --> 00:38:49,476 Believe me... 555 00:38:51,262 --> 00:38:53,612 I could use a little fun. 556 00:38:55,899 --> 00:38:58,434 Father, we thank thee for these and all thy blessings. 557 00:38:58,784 --> 00:39:00,325 Amen ! 558 00:39:00,518 --> 00:39:02,601 Not so fast. 559 00:39:04,288 --> 00:39:06,349 We thank thee for the gift of this food... 560 00:39:08,280 --> 00:39:11,343 And please thank the animals who gave their lives so we could eat, 561 00:39:12,113 --> 00:39:14,829 For the love we feel for each other, 562 00:39:15,055 --> 00:39:16,904 Even when it's hard, 563 00:39:17,497 --> 00:39:19,501 Especially when it's hard. 564 00:39:25,553 --> 00:39:27,633 And finally for these two boys... 565 00:39:30,575 --> 00:39:32,713 Who came into our lives and made us a family, 566 00:39:34,018 --> 00:39:35,579 And who have given us a home 567 00:39:35,675 --> 00:39:37,827 Every bit as much as we have them. 568 00:39:42,460 --> 00:39:44,208 - Amen. - Amen. 569 00:39:44,323 --> 00:39:46,095 - Amen. - Amen. 570 00:39:59,579 --> 00:40:00,889 She can't breathe. 571 00:40:00,927 --> 00:40:03,084 She can't get any oxygen to her brain ! 572 00:40:09,600 --> 00:40:12,181 - Why can't you love her ? - Because she's damaged... 573 00:40:13,717 --> 00:40:15,855 And nobody will ever be able to fix her. 574 00:40:17,795 --> 00:40:19,259 Ever. 575 00:40:25,620 --> 00:40:27,200 I talked to my accountant today. 576 00:40:32,025 --> 00:40:34,317 Between the two of us, we can buy Rico out. 577 00:40:36,792 --> 00:40:38,025 Keith, I can't let you do that. 578 00:40:38,198 --> 00:40:40,933 - That money is yours. - That money is ours... 579 00:40:42,070 --> 00:40:44,010 For our new house. 580 00:40:44,242 --> 00:40:46,991 I don't know if you've realized, but that house you grew up in 581 00:40:47,068 --> 00:40:49,163 Is a pretty great fuckin' house. 582 00:40:52,197 --> 00:40:53,988 You don't find this depressing ? 583 00:40:54,046 --> 00:40:56,068 I don't think it has to be. 584 00:40:56,261 --> 00:40:58,567 I think we can make it into something pretty spectacular. 585 00:41:01,086 --> 00:41:02,892 - You're serious ? - Yeah. 586 00:41:09,099 --> 00:41:10,466 I am. 587 00:41:12,758 --> 00:41:14,776 Maggie, Dr. Peterman will see you now. 588 00:41:14,906 --> 00:41:16,409 Okay, thank you. 589 00:41:20,492 --> 00:41:22,452 Just give me a second. Sorry. 590 00:41:22,933 --> 00:41:24,046 This is Maggie. 591 00:41:24,084 --> 00:41:26,487 Thank heavens you still have the same cell phone number. 592 00:41:28,279 --> 00:41:29,950 Ruth ? 593 00:41:30,470 --> 00:41:32,198 I have to ask you something. 594 00:41:32,314 --> 00:41:34,664 Sure. 595 00:41:35,088 --> 00:41:37,144 You were with Nate the night he... 596 00:41:39,604 --> 00:41:41,425 Yes. 597 00:41:41,598 --> 00:41:43,023 Was he happy ? 598 00:41:44,714 --> 00:41:46,755 He was... 599 00:41:47,198 --> 00:41:50,198 Feeling, I think, that his life was very complicated. 600 00:41:50,670 --> 00:41:53,174 I'm not talking about his life, I'm talking about that night. 601 00:41:53,348 --> 00:41:54,754 Was... 602 00:41:56,545 --> 00:41:58,413 Was he happy ? 603 00:42:00,966 --> 00:42:02,738 He was. 604 00:42:07,832 --> 00:42:09,801 Good. 605 00:42:13,023 --> 00:42:15,133 Were you ? 606 00:42:17,128 --> 00:42:18,837 Yes. 607 00:42:22,828 --> 00:42:25,067 Yes, I was happy. 608 00:42:25,621 --> 00:42:27,334 Good. 609 00:42:30,948 --> 00:42:33,467 Thank you for that. 610 00:42:36,480 --> 00:42:38,734 It helps. 611 00:42:42,421 --> 00:42:44,082 Ruth... 612 00:42:47,110 --> 00:42:49,132 I'm sorry. 613 00:42:50,878 --> 00:42:53,213 I have to go. 614 00:43:02,989 --> 00:43:05,469 We're not asking you to give us anything. 615 00:43:05,493 --> 00:43:07,780 We're just asking you to let us buy you out over time. 616 00:43:07,948 --> 00:43:10,549 We'll pay you as soon as we can. I promise. 617 00:43:11,440 --> 00:43:13,504 Okay. 618 00:43:14,202 --> 00:43:16,484 Look, my dad left me a ton of money. 619 00:43:16,773 --> 00:43:19,584 Plus, Nate had life insurance, believe it or not. 620 00:43:21,022 --> 00:43:23,213 So take your time. 621 00:43:24,635 --> 00:43:26,272 Thank you. 622 00:43:27,288 --> 00:43:29,041 Come on, we're family. 623 00:43:29,638 --> 00:43:31,155 Yeah, we are. 624 00:43:31,193 --> 00:43:33,110 Yes, we are. 625 00:43:42,091 --> 00:43:44,364 - Hello. - Hello, Ruth. 626 00:43:44,821 --> 00:43:46,959 - How's the baby doing ? - She's good. 627 00:43:48,640 --> 00:43:50,277 I have new photos ! 628 00:43:52,743 --> 00:43:54,438 Thank you. 629 00:43:58,916 --> 00:44:01,167 My goodness ! 630 00:44:01,285 --> 00:44:03,264 Look at those eyes ! 631 00:44:04,112 --> 00:44:06,442 What do you mean ? Do you see something wrong ? 632 00:44:06,765 --> 00:44:10,786 Oh no, it's just that it seems like she sees more than we do, 633 00:44:11,802 --> 00:44:14,734 Like she's a very old soul. 634 00:44:17,609 --> 00:44:18,495 You poor dear. 635 00:44:18,534 --> 00:44:21,558 You're still worried about her, aren't you ? 636 00:44:23,975 --> 00:44:25,131 She seems good. 637 00:44:25,227 --> 00:44:27,630 Every visit to the doctor goes fine. 638 00:44:28,093 --> 00:44:30,476 I just can't shake the feeling 639 00:44:31,150 --> 00:44:32,999 That something' going to go wrong, 640 00:44:33,105 --> 00:44:36,110 - Something is wrong. - You're all alone. 641 00:44:39,389 --> 00:44:42,568 If my experience is anything to go by, 642 00:44:43,454 --> 00:44:46,801 Motherhood is the loneliest thing in the world. 643 00:44:48,418 --> 00:44:50,980 Nathaniel wasn't even here when Nate was born. 644 00:44:51,365 --> 00:44:53,571 He was still in Vietnam. 645 00:44:53,995 --> 00:44:55,940 Even when he came home and David was born 646 00:44:56,036 --> 00:44:57,784 And having terrible asthma, 647 00:44:57,881 --> 00:45:00,727 Nathaniel was never really here for me. 648 00:45:01,478 --> 00:45:04,420 Whether it was the war or just him, I don't think I'll ever know. 649 00:45:07,357 --> 00:45:10,093 - You know Nate and I were - I know, I know. 650 00:45:11,152 --> 00:45:14,017 I know he loved you the very best he could, 651 00:45:15,154 --> 00:45:17,633 And I know you needed more. 652 00:45:18,784 --> 00:45:20,672 So did I. 653 00:45:22,511 --> 00:45:26,094 And I hope and pray that you put everything 654 00:45:27,033 --> 00:45:29,999 Everything behind us and let me help you, 655 00:45:31,208 --> 00:45:33,269 Because I know you're gonna need it. 656 00:45:36,110 --> 00:45:37,882 Thank you. 657 00:45:39,096 --> 00:45:41,267 I will need it. 658 00:45:41,494 --> 00:45:44,017 I do need it. 659 00:45:51,929 --> 00:45:54,202 - Do we have to move ? - No. 660 00:45:54,780 --> 00:45:58,516 We're gonna keep living here. Maybe we'll move, eventually, 661 00:45:59,340 --> 00:46:00,592 If things go well. 662 00:46:00,650 --> 00:46:01,940 But I like this house. 663 00:46:02,056 --> 00:46:04,073 What if you got to have your own room ? 664 00:46:04,304 --> 00:46:06,380 - Okay. - Okay. 665 00:46:08,415 --> 00:46:10,462 To the... 666 00:46:12,051 --> 00:46:13,616 Future. 667 00:46:13,778 --> 00:46:15,753 Yes, baby. 668 00:46:35,935 --> 00:46:37,621 Mom. 669 00:46:42,340 --> 00:46:45,167 I don't know why I keep looking at this. 670 00:46:50,014 --> 00:46:52,639 It certainly doesn't make me feel any better. 671 00:47:12,400 --> 00:47:16,084 God, I would give anything if I could make things different for you. 672 00:47:16,926 --> 00:47:19,300 I would too. 673 00:47:24,619 --> 00:47:26,569 You know what ? 674 00:47:28,417 --> 00:47:30,934 I don't think I'm gonna go to New York. 675 00:47:32,474 --> 00:47:35,580 Olivier says it's a crappy place to work anyway. 676 00:47:36,254 --> 00:47:39,914 And I have no idea how to go about finding a place to live. 677 00:47:40,082 --> 00:47:42,147 You would do that ? 678 00:47:43,032 --> 00:47:46,090 You would... stay here for me ? 679 00:47:50,628 --> 00:47:52,578 Yes. 680 00:48:00,030 --> 00:48:02,467 Absolutely not ! 681 00:48:04,033 --> 00:48:06,031 Go. Live. 682 00:48:06,128 --> 00:48:07,693 I'll unfreeze your trust fund. 683 00:48:07,765 --> 00:48:10,389 Take it and find whatever life has in store for you. 684 00:48:11,852 --> 00:48:13,634 Well... 685 00:48:13,826 --> 00:48:15,904 Are you still gonna move in with George ? 686 00:48:16,020 --> 00:48:16,944 No 687 00:48:17,053 --> 00:48:19,069 No, I'm moving in with Sarah. 688 00:48:19,190 --> 00:48:20,899 She's back from Costa Rica ? 689 00:48:20,989 --> 00:48:23,590 No, Bettina's house-Sitting, but I'm moving in anyway. 690 00:48:23,686 --> 00:48:25,727 If Sarah doesn't like it, it's too fucking bad. 691 00:48:25,799 --> 00:48:29,645 Mom, really, I can wait. 692 00:48:29,814 --> 00:48:32,745 Claire, I stayed home to take care of a sick woman, 693 00:48:32,817 --> 00:48:35,514 And I've always regretted it. 694 00:48:35,676 --> 00:48:39,047 I don't regret you or any of my children 695 00:48:39,168 --> 00:48:41,617 Or... Nathaniel even, 696 00:48:41,690 --> 00:48:44,669 But I do regret 697 00:48:44,838 --> 00:48:47,649 Never giving myself any choice. 698 00:48:47,817 --> 00:48:51,158 I won't let you make the same mistake ! 699 00:48:55,311 --> 00:48:57,213 Mom. 700 00:49:01,800 --> 00:49:04,262 Oh, my little girl. 701 00:49:18,245 --> 00:49:20,099 Maya ? 702 00:49:23,343 --> 00:49:25,751 Maya, are you okay ? 703 00:49:56,491 --> 00:49:58,538 She's beautiful. 704 00:50:00,030 --> 00:50:02,312 She's so beautiful. 705 00:50:03,780 --> 00:50:06,880 Hi. We've never met. I'm Nathaniel. 706 00:50:14,928 --> 00:50:17,360 I love her so much. 707 00:50:18,660 --> 00:50:20,971 And I always will. 708 00:51:12,698 --> 00:51:15,356 You have to promise me you won't listen to this 709 00:51:15,507 --> 00:51:18,088 Until you start to drive away tomorrow morning. 710 00:51:19,725 --> 00:51:22,244 I can't play it tonight at my big farewell dinner... 711 00:51:23,727 --> 00:51:25,942 That you won't even come to ? 712 00:51:27,281 --> 00:51:29,400 everybody's gonna want a piece of you. 713 00:51:30,806 --> 00:51:32,976 I'm sorry, but... 714 00:51:34,055 --> 00:51:36,193 I don't want to share you. 715 00:51:37,445 --> 00:51:39,178 That's sweet. 716 00:51:40,767 --> 00:51:43,137 And strangely possessive. 717 00:51:48,966 --> 00:51:50,907 I want you to promise me something too. 718 00:51:51,747 --> 00:51:53,688 I want you to promise 719 00:51:54,345 --> 00:51:57,675 That if the corporate warmongers decide we have to invade Iran 720 00:51:57,966 --> 00:51:59,805 - And they reinstate the draft... - That's not gonna happen. 721 00:51:59,863 --> 00:52:02,329 - ... That you will move to Canada. - It's not gonna happen. 722 00:52:03,436 --> 00:52:06,590 Probably not. But, if they do... 723 00:52:07,180 --> 00:52:09,051 Promise me... 724 00:52:10,574 --> 00:52:12,402 That you won't go get your head blown off 725 00:52:12,522 --> 00:52:15,171 So Halliburton and Bechtel can get richer. 726 00:52:15,683 --> 00:52:17,940 I promise. 727 00:52:21,513 --> 00:52:24,643 You're too smart. You're too good. 728 00:52:27,946 --> 00:52:30,233 Don't waste that. 729 00:52:38,915 --> 00:52:41,525 I promise. 730 00:52:48,130 --> 00:52:49,996 - A what ? - A meth lab. 731 00:52:50,027 --> 00:52:51,463 Marcie, get serious ! 732 00:52:51,553 --> 00:52:54,894 I don't even know what that is. It's illegal and she's pulling your leg. 733 00:52:55,014 --> 00:52:56,339 We'd make a lot of money. 734 00:52:56,519 --> 00:52:59,009 So could opening our own professional assassin service, 735 00:52:59,160 --> 00:53:03,163 - But that's not gonna happen either. - Why not ? I think I'd like that. 736 00:53:03,726 --> 00:53:06,736 - We could steal people's kidneys. - Oh, God, 737 00:53:06,869 --> 00:53:08,525 No ! It's too messy. 738 00:53:10,355 --> 00:53:12,185 I heard on NPR 739 00:53:12,435 --> 00:53:16,393 About those people that go in and clean up violent crime scenes. 740 00:53:16,702 --> 00:53:19,721 - They make a shitload of money ! - No ! 741 00:53:19,894 --> 00:53:23,125 I'm not going to clean up someone else's violent crime. 742 00:53:24,950 --> 00:53:26,202 We just have to accept it. 743 00:53:26,279 --> 00:53:28,567 There's nothing else. We have to become hookers. 744 00:53:30,984 --> 00:53:33,257 I'm thinking of starting a day-care service. 745 00:53:33,623 --> 00:53:36,108 - Seriously ? - Yes, for dogs. 746 00:53:41,934 --> 00:53:43,697 Well, I wasn't aware such a thing existed 747 00:53:43,870 --> 00:53:46,451 Until Nate worked in one briefly last year. 748 00:53:47,183 --> 00:53:51,243 But apparently a lot of people will pay you a lot of money 749 00:53:51,416 --> 00:53:52,836 To babysit their dogs. 750 00:53:52,894 --> 00:53:55,836 Let's face it, dogs are a lot easier than children. 751 00:53:55,914 --> 00:53:58,008 They just are. 752 00:53:58,644 --> 00:54:00,950 No offense, honny. 753 00:54:01,625 --> 00:54:03,430 There's George. 754 00:54:04,105 --> 00:54:06,628 Hi, George. Come join us. 755 00:54:08,005 --> 00:54:10,991 Georgie porgie. He hates me. 756 00:54:18,657 --> 00:54:20,910 Claire, hi, this is gavin at new image 757 00:54:21,238 --> 00:54:23,472 And I hate to be the one to tell you this, but... 758 00:54:23,954 --> 00:54:25,874 New image has been bought by stock options, 759 00:54:25,970 --> 00:54:29,091 And they're consolidating their operations, and... 760 00:54:29,143 --> 00:54:33,785 Well, they're in Chicago, so I hope you haven't headed out here yet. 761 00:54:35,037 --> 00:54:36,944 Sorry. 762 00:54:40,498 --> 00:54:42,289 Aw, who cares ? 763 00:54:44,157 --> 00:54:46,353 Go anyway. 764 00:54:46,887 --> 00:54:48,505 What, are you crazy ? 765 00:54:48,597 --> 00:54:50,850 I'm gonna move to new york city without a job ? 766 00:54:51,038 --> 00:54:54,082 Mom gave you the money, you're gonna land somewhere. You'll be fine. 767 00:54:54,828 --> 00:54:57,173 You're talented, you're smart, 768 00:54:57,770 --> 00:55:00,197 - You're ready. - What if I'm not ? 769 00:55:00,635 --> 00:55:02,716 Claire, you want to know a secret ? 770 00:55:04,271 --> 00:55:06,558 I spent my whole life being scared. 771 00:55:06,770 --> 00:55:08,947 Scared of not being ready, of not being right, 772 00:55:09,000 --> 00:55:11,138 Of not being who I should be. 773 00:55:12,178 --> 00:55:14,176 And where did it get me ? 774 00:55:19,271 --> 00:55:21,197 What should I tell everyone tonight ? 775 00:55:21,313 --> 00:55:23,138 Nothing ! 776 00:55:25,459 --> 00:55:27,404 You can't stay here ! 777 00:55:35,329 --> 00:55:37,111 You've done a great job. 778 00:55:37,207 --> 00:55:39,537 And this is video game central. 779 00:55:41,475 --> 00:55:44,364 I've made it to Moscow on "Tony Hawk underground. " 780 00:55:45,279 --> 00:55:47,518 - That'll come in handy. - You can't imagine the 781 00:55:47,711 --> 00:55:49,396 respect it bought me. 782 00:55:49,487 --> 00:55:51,220 Boy, what have you done in here ? 783 00:55:51,292 --> 00:55:53,845 Well, we replaced the jalousie windows place 784 00:55:53,935 --> 00:55:56,680 - With these double-Hung windows. - That looks great. 785 00:55:59,677 --> 00:56:01,242 It's like I never lived here. 786 00:56:01,682 --> 00:56:02,799 Maya 787 00:56:03,481 --> 00:56:05,185 - There's so much space, though. - Just beige, though. 788 00:56:05,299 --> 00:56:07,833 Beige beige beige. 789 00:56:08,829 --> 00:56:10,909 - I love this. - This is the 790 00:56:16,483 --> 00:56:19,252 - Three fours. - Does it hurt to have a baby ? 791 00:56:19,541 --> 00:56:21,654 Yes, it does. 792 00:56:22,015 --> 00:56:24,850 It's beautiful I admit it, but it's a little intimidating. 793 00:56:25,211 --> 00:56:26,872 it's gay. 794 00:56:27,017 --> 00:56:29,587 This is a 100% gay kitchen. 795 00:56:29,918 --> 00:56:31,940 This table looks sort of out of place. 796 00:56:32,205 --> 00:56:34,035 David says they keep meaning to get rid of it. 797 00:56:34,228 --> 00:56:36,268 I suppose they'll get around to it. 798 00:56:37,418 --> 00:56:41,415 Oh my God, you remember that one dinner that he came to 799 00:56:41,511 --> 00:56:44,996 And he was high on ecstasy, which he had taken by accident ? 800 00:56:45,303 --> 00:56:49,517 - What's ecstasy ? - It's medicine. 801 00:56:49,800 --> 00:56:51,654 I must have missed that one. 802 00:56:51,942 --> 00:56:54,537 Nate kept groping my breasts through the meal. 803 00:56:54,657 --> 00:56:55,741 I was mortified. 804 00:56:55,813 --> 00:56:58,696 I walked in on the two of you in much more mortifying circumstances. 805 00:56:58,792 --> 00:57:02,374 Okay, that we will not get into with younger ears at the table. 806 00:57:02,928 --> 00:57:05,113 - Tell me. - What, tell me ! 807 00:57:07,255 --> 00:57:10,885 I just remember I don't know, I was in seventh grade, 808 00:57:11,102 --> 00:57:13,937 I think Nate was probably a junior in high school... 809 00:57:14,442 --> 00:57:17,157 And he had started that new wave band 810 00:57:17,253 --> 00:57:19,709 With Sam Hoviak and Tom Wheeler, do you remember ? 811 00:57:19,776 --> 00:57:21,091 I do. 812 00:57:22,064 --> 00:57:26,263 He had the worst hair. I mean really big, bad '80s hair 813 00:57:26,359 --> 00:57:28,593 With all this spray and lacquer in it. 814 00:57:28,762 --> 00:57:30,958 And I was sitting next to him at dinner, 815 00:57:31,112 --> 00:57:33,284 And I saw something move, 816 00:57:33,630 --> 00:57:35,460 And it was a spider. 817 00:57:35,605 --> 00:57:37,550 It had spun a web in his hair. 818 00:57:37,646 --> 00:57:39,534 - I swear. - Sick ! 819 00:57:41,701 --> 00:57:45,399 And I didn't say anything because I knew how cool he was trying to be. 820 00:57:46,661 --> 00:57:47,894 And... 821 00:57:48,259 --> 00:57:51,341 I wanted him to be that cool. I wanted him to be... 822 00:57:52,401 --> 00:57:55,170 The coolest brother anybody had ever had. 823 00:58:05,186 --> 00:58:06,592 To Nate. 824 00:58:12,067 --> 00:58:13,184 To Nate 825 00:58:13,993 --> 00:58:15,187 To Nate. 826 00:58:15,842 --> 00:58:17,056 To Nate. 827 00:58:19,030 --> 00:58:20,166 To Nate. 828 00:58:22,208 --> 00:58:23,903 To my first-born. 829 00:58:24,794 --> 00:58:27,972 - To uncle Nate. - Yeah, to uncle Nate. 830 00:58:31,434 --> 00:58:33,033 Can you say "to daddy" ? 831 00:58:33,207 --> 00:58:34,993 To daddy. 832 00:58:37,131 --> 00:58:38,629 To Nate. 833 00:58:50,869 --> 00:58:52,487 May he rest in peace. 834 00:59:22,334 --> 00:59:23,355 Hey. 835 00:59:25,724 --> 00:59:27,284 Get up. 836 00:59:29,037 --> 00:59:31,228 Come on, everybody's waiting. 837 00:59:51,645 --> 00:59:54,034 I have no idea how to do this. 838 00:59:56,220 --> 00:59:57,761 You just say "goodbye. " 839 01:00:02,991 --> 01:00:04,878 And just say "I love you. " 840 01:00:07,089 --> 01:00:08,398 I'll miss you. 841 01:00:08,509 --> 01:00:11,321 Oh god, I'm gonna miss you so much. 842 01:00:20,889 --> 01:00:22,513 Be happy. 843 01:00:23,997 --> 01:00:25,576 I am. 844 01:00:28,460 --> 01:00:29,751 Mom. 845 01:00:33,199 --> 01:00:34,914 My sweet baby girl. 846 01:00:37,379 --> 01:00:39,589 Don't let them work you too hard at your new job. 847 01:00:40,090 --> 01:00:41,491 I won't. 848 01:00:44,530 --> 01:00:46,803 Mom, I really hope you can come and visit. 849 01:00:47,361 --> 01:00:49,109 I'll try. 850 01:00:51,575 --> 01:00:53,361 Claire. 851 01:00:54,917 --> 01:00:58,475 I pray you will be filled with hope as long as you possibly can. 852 01:01:05,954 --> 01:01:08,188 Thank you for everything. 853 01:01:09,613 --> 01:01:12,132 And thank you for giving me life. 854 01:01:13,798 --> 01:01:15,763 You gave me life. 855 01:01:15,994 --> 01:01:17,843 Oh, God, I don't want to go. 856 01:01:18,016 --> 01:01:19,302 Yes, you do ! 857 01:01:20,708 --> 01:01:22,745 What, are you trying to sneak out on us ? 858 01:01:22,938 --> 01:01:25,052 - Bye, aunt claire. - Bye. 859 01:01:26,511 --> 01:01:27,782 Bye, Anthony. 860 01:01:31,702 --> 01:01:34,244 - You gonna come visit me in New York ? - Yes. 861 01:01:34,803 --> 01:01:36,459 Could you... 862 01:01:36,589 --> 01:01:38,920 Get me something from the fire department museum ? 863 01:01:39,633 --> 01:01:41,655 - It's in Brooklyn. - Durrell. 864 01:01:41,958 --> 01:01:43,861 Durrell's going to be a fireman. 865 01:01:44,169 --> 01:01:46,283 Did you know my dad used to be a cop ? 866 01:01:46,379 --> 01:01:47,939 I did. 867 01:01:48,209 --> 01:01:49,822 He looked really good in his uniform. 868 01:01:51,705 --> 01:01:53,150 Come here. 869 01:02:01,182 --> 01:02:03,609 I want to take a picture of everyone. 870 01:02:06,782 --> 01:02:09,613 You can't take a picture of this. It's already gone. 871 01:03:11,130 --> 01:03:13,884 So as the blood is draining out of the body 872 01:03:14,077 --> 01:03:15,810 It flows down into that drain there. 873 01:03:16,726 --> 01:03:19,090 It's replaced with this embalming fluid. 874 01:06:55,960 --> 01:06:57,723 So I'm expecting I'm expecting 875 01:06:57,857 --> 01:06:59,793 Some form of... 876 01:06:59,938 --> 01:07:02,114 Response, emotional response. 877 01:07:02,230 --> 01:07:04,060 Ted responded in a way that 878 01:07:04,271 --> 01:07:07,026 I felt some emotional closure was necessary Was necessary for me. 879 01:07:08,143 --> 01:07:10,985 This is something that I have spent a lot of time working 880 01:07:12,064 --> 01:07:13,355 Bren ?