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" FALLING INTO PLACE "
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Sous-titres par la Fisher Team :
Guzo, TRaUMA, WillyOdin, Rico,
De$ol@t!on, Paqui, FranckblisT, Sylvain
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www.sixfeetunder-france.com
www.forom.com
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See, we think we know
what we're capable of...
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But maybe there's even more to being human,
then, even the scientist you know... right.
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- I dig science, I dig oceanography the best.
- I mean, this acid that we're on right now.
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It's made by science.
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That's what so fucking mind
blowing about it. It's scientific.
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- I love you.
- I love you too.
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Bruno your...
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your face is all like
glowing from underneath.
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It's like you're one of those lava lamps.
It's like you're made of human taffee.
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- I am.
- Let me try.
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No, come on. I want
to show you something.
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- Hey Bruno, man! Nice party!
- Hey, Cramboon, it's all happening, man!
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- The moments.
- Yes, the motherfucking moments, man,
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- they just keep on coming.
- Right, right.
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- Where are we going?
- Higher... Come on.
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- We shouldn't be up here.
- No! We should always be up here.
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See, that's the tragedy of life...
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- The fucking tragedy Sandy is that...
- My name is Cindy.
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Cin.. That is a beautiful name too.
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There are so many beautiful names,
I just want to tear every fucking name out,
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I love every name.
And the hearts and blood...
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- Let's go back to the party now.
- No, I gotta go.
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- Ho Wahou.
- Bruno...
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- I'm sorry.
- Don't be.
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- I didn't know where else to go.
- It's not a problem.
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- Where did you get yourself so messed up?
- It just doesn't matter.
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Some bar.
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When do I get to self destruct.
When do you?
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- Claire.
- I mean it...
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I'm sick of Nate's bullshit, I hate that he didn't
come to our mother's wedding, I'm sick of...
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I'm so sick of everything being
so fucking awful all the time.
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I'm sorry but I am.
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- I'll take Maya tonight if you want.
- No, it's ok, I'll do it!... Obviously my thing.
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- Good night.
- Good night.
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- Sweet dreams.
- Thanks.
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- I feel like I've been eatin' this cake for twelve monthes.
- Well, I wasn't going to say anything.
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- Well, I guess I'd better get going.
- You can stay over tonight... if you want.
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Here?
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Yes, if you are too drunk
to drive or whatever...
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- I guess I could do that.
- What's wrong with "here" anyway?
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- Nothing.
- Here is where I grow up.
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Nothing's wrong with it. I just never stayed
over your house before. That's all I meant.
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You can if you want:
that's all I meant.
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Look, I'm tired. Ok? My mother just married
some guy. Let me be a little edgy.
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You can be whatever you want,
I don't give a shit.
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- So stay over.
- Ok
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- Jesus.
- God.
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I have to drive to Santa Barbara
to pick up her body...
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- To pick up my wife's body.
- Go to sleep.
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I can't.
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- It sounds impossible. It's sounds so fucking impossible...
- Just sleep Nate, it helps.
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- It's weird.
- What?
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It's quieter here than all over town.
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- Your place?
- Yeah.
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Yeah, it's quieter. It's stranger.
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What's so strange?
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Ho, I don't know... the thought that
I just got blown in the same bed
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where my mum used to read
me the "Runaway Bunny".
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"The Five Chinese Brothers".
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- Oh God!
- What is that?
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- Is that Claire?
- No!
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God... George!
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Oh that was nice...
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It certainly was.
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I'm married again...
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- And?
- I think...
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I just never thought
I'd be married again.
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- Are you happy?
- Very.
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Me too.
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I'm sorry your children
couldn't come at the wedding.
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Well, they were,
very busy. I get it.
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I'd like to meet them though some time...
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Rayan and May? Sure.
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You know so much about my family
and I know so little about yours...
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I'm sure you'll meet them someday.
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- At my funeral if not before.
- George.
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- If they even bother to come to that...
- George, I'm serious...
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Ok.
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You've lived your life one way.
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I've lived mine another.
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The costs are different.
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But I can tell you this.
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Everyday, when I wake up,
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I'm glad that I'm alive.
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And if people don't like
the way I've done things,
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that's their business.
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But right now,
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I'm so very happy I found you.
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And I'm looking forward, not back... Ok?
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Do you think we were too loud?
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It's possible that we were too loud, yes.
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- Nate...
- You don't have to say it.
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I know.
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- Bye.
- Bye.
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Call me if you need anything.
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Yeah, I will.
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I waited up until like four,
he never showed up.
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- God, sorry.
- Y'know, I couldn't sleep anyway.
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- Could you believe that?
- I was like completely scandalized.
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I never knew the word "George"
could sound so obscene.
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Good for them.
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- You want some more coffee?
- Yes, please.
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We have all gotta get out of this house
if they're gonna keep doing that.
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Yeah, out of the state,
out ot the universe.
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What happened to you?
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Lisa's dead.
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Shit.
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Her body washed up near
Carpinteria a few days ago.
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- And some kids found her.
- Fuck.
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Took the lab 'til yesterday
to figure out it was her.
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- Do they know what happened?
- Well, she drowned.
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- She just... drowned?
- That's what they said.
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No evidence of anything else, 'bout...
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- But she can swim. Right?
- Yeah,
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Just, looks like she drowned.
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God.
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So I have to...
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- go to the coroner up there and get her.
- I'll come with you.
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Thanks.
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- Nate, what happened to your face?
- I got into a fight.
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Good morning, morning glories...
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I hope we didn't keep
any of you folks up last night.
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They found Lisa's body.
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- She's dead.
- Oh Lord.
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- I'm sorry.
- So am I.
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So am I.
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Angelica!
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Sweety, I gotta be at work in like ten minutes,
David is going up too with Nate so...
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Wait a minute honey, ok?
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- Angelica come on.
- Gimme a second.
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- Why were you so late last night?
- I was at work.
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Yeah, and we had these body comings,
a young girl... you really don't wanna know...
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Thank you for taking
such good care of us.
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Angelica, I'm serious.
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So Keith?
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- So what about him?
- You guys are back together?
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No.
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- Ha, he was there this morning.
- He was a little drunk last night, I let him stay over
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I was being polite.
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Polite and horny?
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And horny, yeah, thank you
for bringing that up.
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I never really thought Lisa
and I'd be together forever.
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I always knew something
would come along and end it.
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I just didn't want it to be me.
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I don't believe how much time I wasted thinking.
"please don't let it be me that fucks it up".
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- And it wasn't.
- No!
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Good for me.
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You smell terrible.
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It's the cavity fluid, sorry. The smell
of it just permeates everything.
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You always smell
so cold and lonely...
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and it's also weirdly sweet
like an old lady's hair.
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It's the Velveton, a moisturizer.
It's to mask the other smell.
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- I'll take a shower before I come to bed.
- When I'll die I don't want any of that stuff in me.
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- Yeah I don't blame you.
- No, I'm serious.
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I don't wanna be chemichalized and boxed up.
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I just wanna be taken
out to some open space,
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in a forest somewhere,
buried right into the ground,
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... nothing between me
and the earth that made me.
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- All right you don't wanna end up in a graveyard.
- Nate, the whole world's a graveyard.
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- Anybody home?
- Hello.
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It's... Joe, I'm across the way, the guy
that you didn't go on a date with last night.
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Oh... Hi... Euh yeah... Come on in.
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- Hey.
- Hey, what's in the bag?
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- Are you... ok?
- Yeah I'm alright I guess...
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What's the matter?
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- A friend of mine died.
- God... I'm sorry.
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Yeah.
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- I can go if you wanna just be alone...
- No, no, stay, stay...
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I've just been sitting here staring
in the space all morning...
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... gotta get my shit
together at some point.
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- Chinese food?
- Heu, yeah yeah.
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Do you want some? I got a little extra
just in case of... you're around.
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It's not a date thing,
just a neighbour thing.
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All right.
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- You eat shrimp?
- Hummmm...
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- There is some salt and pepper shrimp in here somewhere.
- I eat everything but mushrooms.
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I don't like mushrooms either.
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- They're too much like parts of people, aren't they?
- They just taste dirty to me.
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- Here.
- Thanks
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Hu..
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What's funny?
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I don't think I ever had a neighbour
who just stops by before.
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So? How is it?
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It's interesting!
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I don't wanna go in there.
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- Ok, I'll handle it.
- Thanks.
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This is the worst that I've had in a long time.
It's like those whales when they die.
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- Do you know what happens?
- No!
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The guts turn to cream and explode, all that's
left when they wash up on shores are big bags of...
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- This is my sister in law.
- Oh shit shit shit,
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I'm sorry, I thought
you were here on business.
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I am and this is my sister in law,
you shouldn't talk like that about anybody.
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- Wait, hold on a second.
- What?
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It's her jawbone, they used
dental work to ID her.
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And here is your death certificate.
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- I can help if you want.
- I've got it.
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- Very sorry man.
- You didn't know.
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- I just need to drive for a while.
- That's fine.
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Oh God, Jesus... Fuck.
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Oh God let's get the fuck out of here.
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- Hey Barb.
- Hi.
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- I miss her so much, it's so screwed up!
- I know.
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- Where is Maya?
- Nappin'.
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You guys have to come up
to Santa Cruz, to the farm,
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she'll have a blast with the kids and Hoyd is
so great with the little ones, she'll love him!
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Yeah, we will and I hope it'll be fun!
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And you remember Simon and Sean.
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- Hi
- Hi
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- So, which one of you is which?
- Him!
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A lot of people like ask you
that everytime they see you...
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Hum Hum.
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Sorry.
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- How was the flight?
- Very very long.
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Flying over those mountains is a little scary to us.
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I took a couple of Atavan.
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- But you found this ok once you got here.
- Well good directions, no problem.
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- And the hotel?
- Everything, those were good... good directions...
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Love that Mapquest.
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Oh that's a good site...
hell of a site, extremely helpfull.
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- I'm still a little... shaken up.
- Of course you are.
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My little girl is... dead.
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- You wanna take a peek at Maya, maybe?
- Yeah, it'd be great
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- You are Michaela.
- I am.
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- I'm David
- I remember, I met you at the wedding.
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- I'm sorry about your aunt Lisa.
- We're not gonna have to see her, are we?
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- No.
- That's a relief.
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Are you...
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- do you think you want something to eat?
- Not me but I bet the rest of them do.
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They all love to eat.
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I've had this goofy feeling
in my ear for like a week now.
234
00:25:16,565 --> 00:25:20,084
I think it started the other day you know,
when I took the boys to the beach.
235
00:25:21,981 --> 00:25:23,596
- Angelica.
- Hum what?
236
00:25:24,979 --> 00:25:29,577
I was wondering that hum maybe if it wasn't time
for you to start looking for a new place...
237
00:25:34,884 --> 00:25:38,591
- Is he making you do this? He is, isn't he?
- No.
238
00:25:38,657 --> 00:25:41,561
- You know, that's bullshit.
- Seriously, don't you think it's time,
239
00:25:41,562 --> 00:25:43,140
... that you get on your own two feet a little.
240
00:25:43,141 --> 00:25:46,125
I've always been there for you Vanessa
whenever you needed anything.
241
00:25:46,226 --> 00:25:47,426
And I've been there for you.
242
00:25:47,549 --> 00:25:51,600
Oh well yeah, when it's easy for you when it
fits for you you're there for me... Shit!
243
00:25:51,812 --> 00:25:56,500
- Watch your mouth in front of my kids.
- I'm sorry but this ear thing is driving me crazy.
244
00:25:57,585 --> 00:26:00,903
- Angelica...
- No you know what, don't even talk to me Vanessa.
245
00:26:01,305 --> 00:26:02,577
Don't even talk...
246
00:26:03,381 --> 00:26:04,930
Congratulations.
247
00:26:06,570 --> 00:26:08,177
I'm gonna go pack my things.
248
00:26:18,401 --> 00:26:19,777
Come in.
249
00:26:20,418 --> 00:26:23,865
- Can I escape in here for a second?
- Sure.
250
00:26:26,247 --> 00:26:29,293
This house is crawling with people,
there's nowhere to hide...
251
00:26:33,921 --> 00:26:39,006
- What are you doing?
- I try to break my eye open.
252
00:26:39,986 --> 00:26:40,624
Ouch.
253
00:26:41,466 --> 00:26:45,244
It's what Olivier called it.
It's learning to see things differently,
254
00:26:45,445 --> 00:26:52,445
without all the same tired associations
we've made all our sad lives... bla bla bla...
255
00:26:57,946 --> 00:27:01,329
- Well, it's pretty cool.
- Yeah that one's cool,
256
00:27:01,330 --> 00:27:04,730
they're all really cool...
fucking Nan Goldin. Hello!...
257
00:27:09,399 --> 00:27:11,957
So... you're back together with Keith ha?
258
00:27:14,530 --> 00:27:16,322
I don't know, maybe...
259
00:27:16,896 --> 00:27:18,356
Do you wanna be?
260
00:27:25,432 --> 00:27:28,047
Mmh.. What I want is...
261
00:27:31,725 --> 00:27:35,470
I think I could be happy going back if I could...
262
00:27:37,619 --> 00:27:41,203
- Break your eye open a little...
- Yeah!
263
00:27:43,004 --> 00:27:44,304
If we both could...
264
00:27:44,305 --> 00:27:46,905
- Why, is it that hard?
- You tell me.
265
00:27:49,696 --> 00:27:53,622
- Yeah the hardest fucking thing in the world...
- Yeah it is...
266
00:27:54,510 --> 00:27:57,530
What about you, are you seeing anybody?
You got a thing for anybody?
267
00:27:57,531 --> 00:27:58,831
You're kidding?
268
00:27:59,396 --> 00:28:04,002
Err.. Everyone is an asshole who ultimately fucks
you over and I'm totally done with that.
269
00:28:04,203 --> 00:28:06,903
I'm thinking about becoming
like a crazy ermite recluse..
270
00:28:07,253 --> 00:28:09,603
- You won't always feel that way.
- Yes I will...
271
00:28:11,227 --> 00:28:12,672
- What?
- David!
272
00:28:13,014 --> 00:28:15,521
Everybody's waiting
for you in the kitchen.
273
00:28:16,722 --> 00:28:17,922
Gotta go...
274
00:28:19,566 --> 00:28:20,927
Thanks for the hide out.
275
00:28:21,610 --> 00:28:26,514
Thanks for listening to me complaining
about my cushy alienated life.
276
00:28:28,040 --> 00:28:29,397
Anytime.
277
00:28:34,264 --> 00:28:35,881
Ok here we go, gentlemen.
278
00:28:41,385 --> 00:28:42,928
That's not what Lisa wanted.
279
00:28:43,296 --> 00:28:47,348
With all due respect Nate, you only knew
my daughter for a few years.
280
00:28:47,449 --> 00:28:51,949
I think I have a little better idea than you
of what she would have really wanted.
281
00:28:51,950 --> 00:28:55,750
She hadn't been so busy throwing
everything in my face with your strange ideas.
282
00:28:55,894 --> 00:28:58,098
- Mum!
- No Barb!
283
00:28:59,154 --> 00:29:05,704
She's getting cremated and she is going
in the family mausoleum in Coeur D'Alène, that is final.
284
00:29:06,919 --> 00:29:08,542
- Peg, in times like these...
- David!
285
00:29:08,743 --> 00:29:13,143
The Kimmels have always
done it this way. Tell him Ed.
286
00:29:13,468 --> 00:29:17,015
We've got a real nice space
set aside for her.
287
00:29:17,116 --> 00:29:21,216
It's almost like a little chapelle
onto itself upon the hill, there.
288
00:29:21,350 --> 00:29:24,091
But that's not what she wanted,
does that matter to you people at all?
289
00:29:24,130 --> 00:29:28,092
But did she have a plan or a will
or something that we could consult...
290
00:29:28,172 --> 00:29:29,659
- Of course she didn't.
- Honey!
291
00:29:29,697 --> 00:29:32,427
- She wanted... She didn't want...
- What?
292
00:29:32,628 --> 00:29:37,228
She didn't want to be embalmed, she didn't
wanna be cremated, she just wanted to be... put...
293
00:29:37,829 --> 00:29:39,629
back in the earth somewhere...
294
00:29:40,862 --> 00:29:42,572
...no casket, nothing.
295
00:29:43,077 --> 00:29:46,030
That is just the sickest thing
I've ever heard.
296
00:29:47,137 --> 00:29:49,444
- Mum.
- No!
297
00:29:49,645 --> 00:29:53,845
... want to be eaten? By bugs... and worms?
298
00:29:54,246 --> 00:29:58,146
Yeah, well you should know that a lot of her
already has been eaten by sharks and fish and shrimp...
299
00:29:58,196 --> 00:30:01,146
- Nate!
- Stop yelling at me, tell him to stop yelling!
300
00:30:01,147 --> 00:30:07,347
- She just wanted to return to the earth it's how she put it.
- Well, ashes to ashes, dust to dust, right?
301
00:30:07,948 --> 00:30:09,548
It seems pretty clear to me.
302
00:30:09,749 --> 00:30:13,049
I just can't believe that you wouldn't wanna
honor your daughter's wishes about this.
303
00:30:13,250 --> 00:30:15,750
- Look it seems to me...
- What?
304
00:30:16,824 --> 00:30:23,613
I think we all need to be a little more aware of
each other's grief right now and a little less agressive...
305
00:30:24,439 --> 00:30:30,338
Well it would be nice to do something that bares
some relation to what Lisa would have wanted.
306
00:30:30,370 --> 00:30:31,470
Thank you.
307
00:30:33,993 --> 00:30:38,111
- But if that's not possible.
- I'm sorry I can't deal with this...
308
00:30:38,212 --> 00:30:40,512
David, you gotta deal with this!
309
00:30:49,121 --> 00:30:52,802
- Why not...
- Why not what David?
310
00:30:54,164 --> 00:31:00,795
Let's all start to try thinking
in terms of... a middle ground...
311
00:31:04,439 --> 00:31:05,282
Yeah.
312
00:31:06,426 --> 00:31:08,501
Hey! It's me.
313
00:31:11,007 --> 00:31:11,916
Hey!
314
00:31:13,864 --> 00:31:15,574
What's going on?
315
00:31:16,578 --> 00:31:18,174
Not much.
316
00:31:19,984 --> 00:31:21,931
A fucking lot I guess,
317
00:31:23,016 --> 00:31:26,172
- where are you? Can you talk for a second?
- Sure.
318
00:31:26,573 --> 00:31:29,273
Yeah, I was just on my way
to grab coffee with these...
319
00:31:29,974 --> 00:31:34,874
two absolute idiots who think they're revolutionarists
because they just went to their first flash mob, so...
320
00:31:36,274 --> 00:31:37,874
Later ain't any better!
321
00:31:42,878 --> 00:31:44,503
Say something, speak!
322
00:31:50,409 --> 00:31:56,524
Well, you know my sister in law Lisa,
she was missing for like a very long time.
323
00:31:57,195 --> 00:32:03,752
- They just found her body, she's dead.
- Holy fucking shit! Claire.
324
00:32:04,732 --> 00:32:11,585
- Yeah, it's really fucked up, isn't it?
- Claire, I'm so sorry.
325
00:32:14,486 --> 00:32:15,286
Yeah.
326
00:32:18,600 --> 00:32:22,588
Nate she's their little girl. If something happened
to Maya, don't you think you'd be a nightmare to deal with?
327
00:32:22,589 --> 00:32:24,710
God David, that's not
the fucking point! You know it!
328
00:32:24,811 --> 00:32:28,011
- It's their last chance to be her parents!
- Yeah and I'm her husband so the fuck what?
329
00:32:28,212 --> 00:32:30,012
- Should I perhaps leave?
- No!
330
00:32:30,213 --> 00:32:33,413
- Look you know I'm with you on this!
- Well I'm sorry because that's not painfully fucking obvious.
331
00:32:33,414 --> 00:32:36,414
That's because, you asshole,
I'm trying to keep everybody happy!
332
00:32:36,415 --> 00:32:38,515
- Well it's working!
- I know it's not working!
333
00:32:38,616 --> 00:32:42,716
I think I could go realphabetize
those unclaimed cremains while you guys...
334
00:32:42,817 --> 00:32:43,417
Arthur!
335
00:32:43,418 --> 00:32:47,018
Or I can do that later!
Also it's good for me too.
336
00:32:48,718 --> 00:32:50,818
You're just honest!
You tell me, you think it's ok,
337
00:32:50,819 --> 00:32:55,019
for that fucking hydra which
incidently is what Lisa called her. Ok?
338
00:32:55,119 --> 00:32:58,519
Do you think it's ok for her to burn my wife up
in a oven and stick her in a drawer.
339
00:32:58,520 --> 00:33:02,220
And all that Lisa wanted was to be
outside somewhere under the stars.
340
00:33:02,320 --> 00:33:06,220
No but what you're suggesting is against
the law, Nate. We could lose our licence.
341
00:33:11,795 --> 00:33:16,081
Look, I know you wanna do
a good thing for Lisa!
342
00:33:17,182 --> 00:33:20,282
They do too, so do I...
We all wanna do a good thing!
343
00:33:28,776 --> 00:33:32,029
I'm over here!
What can I do for you?
344
00:33:32,581 --> 00:33:38,995
I'm looking for someone to.
I wanted to make a confession.
345
00:33:39,778 --> 00:33:44,291
- Do I know you?
- Hum, no. No I didn't wanna go to my own church.
346
00:33:45,254 --> 00:33:46,807
Ok. Let's have a seat!
347
00:33:47,508 --> 00:33:51,508
- We're not... going in there?
- Well we can if you like but...
348
00:33:51,509 --> 00:33:54,809
... now there's a lot of people
who prefer to do it face to face.
349
00:33:57,675 --> 00:33:58,681
Well!
350
00:34:01,478 --> 00:34:02,921
Ok.
351
00:34:12,627 --> 00:34:16,974
I say hum... I say everything else the same, right?
Like the official way?
352
00:34:17,649 --> 00:34:20,023
You can say it however you like.
353
00:34:21,563 --> 00:34:22,735
- Ok
- Ok
354
00:34:25,718 --> 00:34:34,486
Well I'm married and I have two kids but the other
night I went to a strip club called The Seventh Veil.
355
00:34:36,194 --> 00:34:41,670
- I'm not very familiar with it.
- Oh, neither was I,
356
00:34:41,691 --> 00:34:47,271
but this, but this guy made me go and I met
this girl and and I let her give me a...
357
00:34:49,572 --> 00:34:54,172
.. you know. She... she oraly.
358
00:34:54,473 --> 00:34:57,443
Do you know what the scriptures say
about the sanctity of mariage?
359
00:34:57,844 --> 00:35:00,644
Oh yeah, yeah I'm
kinda.. you know! I... I...
360
00:35:00,745 --> 00:35:04,845
I know the basic position
of the scriptures and and...
361
00:35:05,344 --> 00:35:08,244
- Whatever. Yeah.
- Good.
362
00:35:08,245 --> 00:35:11,322
- Do you know the act of contrition?
- Yes sir... yes.
363
00:35:12,999 --> 00:35:17,593
Oh my God, I am heartily sorry for having
offended Thee, and I detest all my sins,
364
00:35:17,594 --> 00:35:19,594
but most of all because
they offend Thee,
365
00:35:19,628 --> 00:35:24,050
My God, Who are all good and deserving of all
my love. I firmly intend to confess my sins,
366
00:35:24,051 --> 00:35:27,051
to do penance, and
to amend my life. Amen.
367
00:35:27,258 --> 00:35:28,931
That was fast.
368
00:35:32,419 --> 00:35:35,097
- Hello.
- Hi! It's me.
369
00:35:37,501 --> 00:35:43,089
- What's up?
- I just wanted to know when Lisa's funeral is gonna be.
370
00:35:46,348 --> 00:35:48,950
- Nate?
- Yeah, I'm here.
371
00:35:50,085 --> 00:35:54,009
- It's tomorrow at 10 o'clock.
- You want me to come?
372
00:35:54,297 --> 00:35:57,554
- Euh, honestly no.
- Ok.
373
00:35:57,555 --> 00:35:59,455
It's just there's a shit
lot of people here Brenda.
374
00:35:59,556 --> 00:36:03,156
I mean it's all kinds of Lisa's family
from Idaho, it's a mess...
375
00:36:03,196 --> 00:36:05,256
You don't have to explain.
376
00:36:07,363 --> 00:36:08,109
Is that all right?
377
00:36:08,210 --> 00:36:11,710
Sure, you do what you gotta
do to get through this.
378
00:36:13,820 --> 00:36:14,993
I'm trying.
379
00:36:17,773 --> 00:36:18,789
Thanks.
380
00:36:22,318 --> 00:36:25,012
Ok... bye.
381
00:36:26,091 --> 00:36:26,988
Bye.
382
00:36:37,527 --> 00:36:41,086
My sister Lisa didn't believe in borders.
383
00:36:41,808 --> 00:36:45,590
She didn't see the edges
and the lines in between things
384
00:36:45,591 --> 00:36:48,591
that most of us think
keep life managable.
385
00:36:49,655 --> 00:36:51,952
In this meant, if you were
her sister growing up,
386
00:36:52,053 --> 00:36:55,853
she would always come into
your room without knocking,
387
00:36:56,476 --> 00:36:59,854
or she would come into the bathroom
and open the shower curtain
388
00:36:59,955 --> 00:37:05,855
just to tell you about some article
she'd read or some boy she'd met.
389
00:37:06,544 --> 00:37:16,624
And it meant, later on, that she would call me
on the phone sometimes very very late at night
390
00:37:17,625 --> 00:37:24,625
just to tell me about a new
recipe I needed to try. Or...
391
00:37:25,711 --> 00:37:34,253
more recently, some new completely
amazing things that Maya had done.
392
00:37:34,732 --> 00:37:38,233
Or about how well things
were going with Nate.
393
00:37:40,647 --> 00:37:49,324
It also meant that she looked for ways every
day to reach out to the people around her,
394
00:37:49,696 --> 00:37:54,393
to extend kindness to strangers
when it was unexpected
395
00:37:54,765 --> 00:38:01,298
and to push everyone around her to see
the things that unifie us with nature,
396
00:38:02,755 --> 00:38:04,232
with each other,
397
00:38:07,622 --> 00:38:09,842
with life itself.
398
00:38:14,905 --> 00:38:19,739
Lisa didn't believe in borders, and that's
why I know that wherever Lisa is right now,
399
00:38:20,937 --> 00:38:24,450
she's everywhere.
400
00:38:28,373 --> 00:38:32,032
She's everywhere
and that means she's home.
401
00:38:55,515 --> 00:38:59,019
- So are you ready guys?
- Ya, I guess.
402
00:38:59,789 --> 00:39:03,145
Euh... this was one of aunt Lisa's favourite song.
403
00:39:05,546 --> 00:39:07,446
1, 2, 3, 4...
404
00:39:07,553 --> 00:39:12,500
You... who are on the road.
405
00:39:13,448 --> 00:39:16,604
Must have a code.
406
00:39:18,087 --> 00:39:21,897
That you can live by.
407
00:39:22,311 --> 00:39:27,970
And so become yourself.
408
00:39:28,659 --> 00:39:32,031
Because the past...
409
00:39:32,555 --> 00:39:37,058
it' just a goodbye.
410
00:39:37,126 --> 00:39:40,970
- That was an amazing service Nate.
- Lisa would have loved it.
411
00:39:43,316 --> 00:39:45,520
So, where is she gonna be
burried or scaterred or...
412
00:39:45,521 --> 00:39:49,221
We're gonna put her ashes in
a family mausoleum in Coeur d'Alène.
413
00:39:49,390 --> 00:39:54,665
Oh good, Idaho, good, you see that,
I didn't even know she was from Idaho.
414
00:39:57,135 --> 00:40:01,784
We've lost 3 friends in the last month
or so... Kinda takin' it all.
415
00:40:02,012 --> 00:40:05,593
- Your poor thing.
- We haven't even forty yet you know?
416
00:40:05,694 --> 00:40:10,594
- What is it gonna be like when we are fifty or sixty?
- There's so much death.
417
00:40:11,977 --> 00:40:14,983
And Maya what does she gonna do,
she never gonna know her mother.
418
00:40:15,484 --> 00:40:18,484
I don't know how
you deal with it.
419
00:40:21,965 --> 00:40:25,106
- Thanks for coming.
- Yeah...
420
00:40:25,507 --> 00:40:31,407
I'm just sorry it's under such
totaly crappy circumstances.
421
00:40:31,408 --> 00:40:35,408
- Hum.
- But it's so good to see you.
422
00:40:37,834 --> 00:40:41,655
- What have you been up to?
- Not much.
423
00:40:43,456 --> 00:40:48,269
Making bad art,
saying stupid things,
424
00:40:50,368 --> 00:40:53,970
continuing implementation
of my master plan to...
425
00:40:54,071 --> 00:40:58,971
be completely forgotten when I'm gone
and totally forgetable while I'm here?
426
00:41:02,620 --> 00:41:05,498
- You
- Not much.
427
00:41:07,916 --> 00:41:09,915
I got an abortion.
428
00:41:13,016 --> 00:41:13,816
When?
429
00:41:16,037 --> 00:41:18,535
Like right after we broke up.
430
00:41:26,162 --> 00:41:31,283
It's ok. Give me a minute,
did you just tell me that...
431
00:41:32,384 --> 00:41:33,884
we got pregnant?...
432
00:41:34,085 --> 00:41:37,885
that you had an abortion?
And it was mine?
433
00:41:38,309 --> 00:41:40,513
Ours, yeah.
434
00:41:43,786 --> 00:41:50,086
And you didn't call me?
Even think you should at least tell me?
435
00:41:50,589 --> 00:41:51,368
I'm telling you now.
436
00:41:51,369 --> 00:41:55,069
Why are you telling me now when
there's nothing I can do about it?
437
00:41:56,329 --> 00:42:02,864
Because I'm lonely... because I need
somebody to talk to about this.
438
00:42:04,999 --> 00:42:09,066
Claire, I could have been there,
I could have done something.
439
00:42:09,347 --> 00:42:12,338
Russel, believe me,
there was nothing to do.
440
00:42:12,884 --> 00:42:16,320
- What have been if I had been there?
- Like what? I wasn't gone to have it.
441
00:42:16,821 --> 00:42:17,921
I know...
442
00:42:26,526 --> 00:42:30,772
- I could have comforted you.
- With what? Flowers? Balloons?
443
00:42:30,873 --> 00:42:34,373
- Believe me you'd already done enough.
- Jesus.
444
00:42:41,052 --> 00:42:45,524
- Look, I'm sorry... that I didn't.
- Please, gimme a second. Ok? Please!
445
00:42:49,480 --> 00:42:54,841
Just give me a second to get used to
the idea of living with this for the rest of my life.
446
00:42:58,863 --> 00:43:01,283
- Are you fucking kidding me?
- No! I'm not!
447
00:43:01,384 --> 00:43:08,984
I'm not kidding you Claire! It's fucking sad!
It's fucking sad and it's fucked up! I mean did you cry?
448
00:43:08,985 --> 00:43:09,985
Did you?
449
00:43:12,479 --> 00:43:15,606
I cried more than you have ever
cried in your whole life.
450
00:43:20,206 --> 00:43:25,656
Then give me a fucking second to feel bad
about this. Ok? Just a mother fucking second.
451
00:43:25,935 --> 00:43:30,515
- Is everything alright in here?
- Yes George, we're fine thank you.
452
00:43:31,465 --> 00:43:34,645
Ok. Sorry.
453
00:43:44,061 --> 00:43:49,442
- Do you need me to come with you to the crematorium?
- No thanks.
454
00:43:50,546 --> 00:43:52,089
It could be good to have some time alone...
455
00:43:52,970 --> 00:43:59,006
I could... run by in the morning and get the ashes,
y'know, it's on my way, Nate, it's cool!
456
00:43:59,907 --> 00:44:05,007
No thanks, Rico. I told 'em Lisa's folks have
to leave first thing tomorrow.
457
00:44:05,315 --> 00:44:07,981
They'll do it when I get down,
I'll bring her right back.
458
00:44:08,882 --> 00:44:09,782
Allright.
459
00:44:12,739 --> 00:44:16,257
I'm really, really sorry Nate.
460
00:44:17,558 --> 00:44:18,658
Thanks.
461
00:44:22,296 --> 00:44:23,900
Well I'm gonna go straight home.
462
00:44:25,574 --> 00:44:26,613
Ok.
463
00:44:27,836 --> 00:44:31,821
- Say hi to Vanessa and the kids for me.
- I will.
464
00:44:36,975 --> 00:44:40,291
- So I see you in about an hour?
- Ya.
465
00:45:07,647 --> 00:45:10,664
- Hey.
- Hi.
466
00:45:11,897 --> 00:45:15,759
- Nate's gone?
- Yeah
467
00:45:30,081 --> 00:45:37,275
- I hope this whole thing helps him... move on.
- It probably will.
468
00:45:42,485 --> 00:45:46,256
If I lost you Keith
I don't know what I'd do.
469
00:45:49,407 --> 00:45:51,669
You'd find somebody else.
470
00:45:54,815 --> 00:45:57,350
I don't want anybody else.
471
00:46:00,135 --> 00:46:03,684
- I really don't.
- Neither do I.
472
00:46:09,474 --> 00:46:13,098
- Then why do we...
- Keep fucking it up? - Yeah.
473
00:46:14,200 --> 00:46:16,395
Because we're human.
474
00:46:18,805 --> 00:46:20,118
Ah, If there was
a way to start over.
475
00:46:20,619 --> 00:46:24,319
If there was actually a way
to start over, I'd do it, I really would.
476
00:46:24,507 --> 00:46:28,509
And is there? Even? Really
a way to start over? Really?
477
00:46:28,948 --> 00:46:30,549
- Just even in general.
- I don't know.
478
00:46:30,563 --> 00:46:36,187
You know, I was talking to Claire and she's trying
to see in this new way, you know, for her art.
479
00:46:38,601 --> 00:46:41,313
I don't know how it happens, I don't
know where the new comes from,
480
00:46:41,414 --> 00:46:44,014
you know, the genuinely new.
481
00:46:49,531 --> 00:46:53,769
- God I don't.
- So, stay with me.
482
00:46:55,160 --> 00:46:56,753
Maybe we'll find out together.
483
00:46:58,491 --> 00:47:02,620
- Things would really have to be different though Keith.
- I think so too.
484
00:47:02,721 --> 00:47:05,121
I mean it. I can't...
485
00:47:06,341 --> 00:47:10,791
- I mean I don't want to sit for anymore therapy.
- I don't either.
486
00:47:11,212 --> 00:47:18,471
But, we have to look for ways to bring the good things
we feel about each other more into the way that we...
487
00:47:18,772 --> 00:47:20,672
get through each day.
488
00:47:20,772 --> 00:47:23,772
Yes, see. That sounds
a little like therapy to me.
489
00:47:23,773 --> 00:47:25,973
- Yeah. Well, it's cheaper.
- Yeah.
490
00:47:26,299 --> 00:47:33,347
Ya. And this is true I know. I gotta quit
my job. That's the one thing I gotta do.
491
00:47:33,398 --> 00:47:34,148
I think you should.
492
00:47:34,149 --> 00:47:36,648
I mean it this time. Everybody
in the security is a fucking asshole.
493
00:47:36,649 --> 00:47:39,549
- Then quit!
- I'm gonna.
494
00:47:48,580 --> 00:47:51,411
So did we just... What did we just do?
Did we just get married?
495
00:47:51,412 --> 00:47:52,277
No!
496
00:47:52,312 --> 00:47:55,612
- Seems kinda like we did.
- Yeah well don't over think it.
497
00:47:59,563 --> 00:48:01,199
Come here.
498
00:48:10,698 --> 00:48:16,949
- What were you just watching when I came in?
- I have no fucking idea.
499
00:48:17,365 --> 00:48:21,297
Well, put it back on. Whatever it
was, just something.
500
00:48:34,325 --> 00:48:37,652
- Hey.
- Hey.
501
00:48:37,727 --> 00:48:40,981
You must go through a lot of money
feeding all these cats.
502
00:48:41,503 --> 00:48:43,516
Actually, I think it's saving money in the long run.
503
00:48:44,607 --> 00:48:47,256
See, this way I gotta walk by all the
homeless people and I think to myself:
504
00:48:47,357 --> 00:48:49,857
"Yeah, I'd love to help you out, but...
505
00:48:49,857 --> 00:48:53,357
- ... I take care of cats".
- You don't do that.
506
00:48:54,205 --> 00:48:55,913
Yeah I do.
507
00:48:58,219 --> 00:49:00,016
That was nice the way
you dropped by the other day.
508
00:49:00,417 --> 00:49:03,217
No that was selfish.
I just wanted to see you.
509
00:49:03,311 --> 00:49:06,567
- Well, I appreciated it.
- Anytime.
510
00:49:06,754 --> 00:49:09,836
- Like tonight?
- I could be free.
511
00:49:09,871 --> 00:49:12,163
It's ok.
512
00:49:14,938 --> 00:49:16,169
Come here!
513
00:49:30,230 --> 00:49:32,039
So what do you want to do?
514
00:49:58,340 --> 00:49:59,040
I'm so sorry.
515
00:50:01,551 --> 00:50:04,851
Thanks for everything you've done for us.
516
00:50:10,261 --> 00:50:12,032
Thank you Nate.
517
00:50:12,633 --> 00:50:17,133
- I'm sorry things got so complicated.
- I am too.
518
00:50:17,308 --> 00:50:22,190
Well these things just have a way
of doing that though, don't they?
519
00:50:23,204 --> 00:50:24,481
They do.
520
00:50:31,086 --> 00:50:32,133
Bye.
521
00:50:36,541 --> 00:50:38,463
Take care.
522
00:50:45,458 --> 00:50:50,514
- I'm glad you're in my family.
- I'm glad you're in mine.
523
00:50:56,759 --> 00:50:58,375
Come on guys.
524
00:51:03,724 --> 00:51:05,642
Watch your steps there.
525
00:51:13,831 --> 00:51:18,584
- So you're gonna go?
- Yeah.
526
00:51:20,693 --> 00:51:23,491
There's still some stuff to clean up
down in the basement, though.
527
00:51:23,592 --> 00:51:25,392
I'll take care of it.
528
00:51:27,272 --> 00:51:28,220
Thanks.
529
00:52:01,500 --> 00:52:06,200
Cremains of
Bruno Baskerville Walsh