1 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:15,000 Sous-titres par la Fisher Team 2 00:00:15,000 --> 00:00:25,000 Transcript: Raceman 3 00:00:25,000 --> 00:00:35,000 Synchronisation : EZ, Occeane 4 00:00:35,000 --> 00:00:45,000 Traduction : Sylvain, Petrushka, Paqui 5 00:00:45,000 --> 00:00:55,000 Relecture et corrections finales : Guzo 6 00:00:55,000 --> 00:01:30,000 http://www.sixfeetunder-france.com http://www.forom.com 7 00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:36,000 Saison 5 Episode 8 "Singing for our lives" 8 00:01:51,858 --> 00:01:53,361 Hey, Marita. 9 00:01:53,713 --> 00:01:55,235 No, I'm working. 10 00:01:55,411 --> 00:01:57,841 Another half hour and I gotta go feed a cat off mulholland. 11 00:01:59,397 --> 00:02:01,018 What kind of party  ? 12 00:02:02,020 --> 00:02:03,945 All right, I'll call you when I get home. 13 00:02:06,067 --> 00:02:07,500 Oh, shit. 14 00:02:07,627 --> 00:02:09,212 You should see this hill. 15 00:02:10,441 --> 00:02:12,178 No, I'm on my rollerblades. 16 00:02:13,055 --> 00:02:15,309 I should really take them off and walk down. 17 00:02:15,662 --> 00:02:17,646 It's really steep. 18 00:02:17,969 --> 00:02:20,365 Really, really steep. 19 00:02:21,290 --> 00:02:23,415 Call you right back. 20 00:02:26,611 --> 00:02:28,834 Come on, pup, come on  ! 21 00:02:30,270 --> 00:02:32,278 All right  ! 22 00:02:37,249 --> 00:02:39,501 Oh my god  ! Now we're safe. 23 00:02:49,634 --> 00:02:51,634 I need some help out here  ! 24 00:02:52,435 --> 00:02:54,173 I need some help  ! 25 00:03:00,921 --> 00:03:02,212 Did I tell you Nate's dragging me 26 00:03:02,271 --> 00:03:04,420 to a quaker church service tonight  ? 27 00:03:05,205 --> 00:03:06,849 - No. - Yeah. 28 00:03:07,025 --> 00:03:08,986 He thinks couples therapy is a waste of time, 29 00:03:09,649 --> 00:03:11,657 So this is his solution. 30 00:03:12,310 --> 00:03:13,731 I thought you were already going to therapy. 31 00:03:13,882 --> 00:03:15,573 Oh yeah, we went once, 32 00:03:16,429 --> 00:03:17,838 But he thought 33 00:03:17,924 --> 00:03:20,695 That the therapist and I were ganging up on him, 34 00:03:20,848 --> 00:03:22,551 So that was that. 35 00:03:22,763 --> 00:03:25,616 Well, who knows, maybe a little spirituality will help, you know. 36 00:03:25,852 --> 00:03:27,324 Quakerism  ? 37 00:03:27,430 --> 00:03:28,980 Yeah, right. 38 00:03:29,977 --> 00:03:32,361 I just wish he'd take half as much interest in his own baby. 39 00:03:32,703 --> 00:03:34,791 Hey, if it was important to you to have him here, 40 00:03:34,861 --> 00:03:36,494 You should have made that clear to him. 41 00:03:37,144 --> 00:03:38,753 I didn't tell him. 42 00:03:39,212 --> 00:03:41,595 Nate and I, we're 100 miles apart on this baby. 43 00:03:41,666 --> 00:03:43,333 On everything, really. 44 00:03:43,774 --> 00:03:45,406 I didn't want him here. 45 00:03:46,334 --> 00:03:47,708 I mean, it's not good for me. 46 00:03:48,037 --> 00:03:49,892 It's certainly not good for the baby. 47 00:03:51,185 --> 00:03:52,567 Ha. 48 00:03:53,345 --> 00:03:55,467 - Thanks for coming. - Yeah. 49 00:03:57,114 --> 00:03:58,817 - Hello, Brenda. - Hey, dr. Melnick. 50 00:03:59,968 --> 00:04:01,901 - How are you feeling today  ? - Okay. 51 00:04:02,227 --> 00:04:03,488 Yeah. 52 00:04:03,770 --> 00:04:05,355 - Would you lie back for me please  ? 53 00:04:10,053 --> 00:04:12,918 - No husband today  ? - No, no. He couldn't get away from work. 54 00:04:12,993 --> 00:04:14,566 This is my friend Jackie. 55 00:04:29,736 --> 00:04:31,497 There's your fetus. 56 00:04:34,959 --> 00:04:36,039 Oh. 57 00:04:37,920 --> 00:04:39,399 Nice heartbeat. 58 00:04:39,695 --> 00:04:41,611 Size looks good. Yeah. 59 00:04:42,227 --> 00:04:44,540 Everything seems to be developing normally at this point. 60 00:04:44,986 --> 00:04:46,747 So the baby's healthy  ? 61 00:04:47,245 --> 00:04:49,265 I'd still like to do an amnio. 62 00:04:49,359 --> 00:04:51,343 No. No. 63 00:04:53,405 --> 00:04:55,377 Do you want to know the baby's sex  ? 64 00:04:57,253 --> 00:04:59,449 Here's my work number, my cell number. 65 00:04:59,588 --> 00:05:01,080 I know those numbers, David. 66 00:05:01,265 --> 00:05:03,293 Yes, but sometimes in the panic of an emergency 67 00:05:03,375 --> 00:05:05,077 It's helpful to have them written down. 68 00:05:05,140 --> 00:05:07,840 I'll be driving Roger's limo all day, so here's that number. 69 00:05:08,326 --> 00:05:10,251 This is too many numbers, honestly. 70 00:05:10,332 --> 00:05:12,516 We really appreciate you watching the boys. 71 00:05:12,630 --> 00:05:14,497 Durrell didn't tell us until last night that 72 00:05:14,590 --> 00:05:16,974 - It was teacher development day. - You didn't ask me. 73 00:05:17,816 --> 00:05:20,223 I'm glad to finally have some time with my new grandchildren. 74 00:05:20,539 --> 00:05:21,936 You've been hiding them from me. 75 00:05:21,989 --> 00:05:24,173 We've been trying to keep them to a regular schedule. 76 00:05:24,733 --> 00:05:26,060 Well, we'll have fun today. 77 00:05:26,124 --> 00:05:27,932 I brought the makings for chocolate chip cookies. 78 00:05:28,028 --> 00:05:30,541 - I thought I'd bake. - I like chocolate chip cookies. 79 00:05:30,846 --> 00:05:32,290 All boys do. 80 00:05:32,392 --> 00:05:34,094 - I don't. - You'll like mine. 81 00:05:35,383 --> 00:05:36,592 Oh, we'll see about that. 82 00:05:36,698 --> 00:05:39,023 Durrell, you do whatever Mrs. Fisher tells you to do. 83 00:05:39,152 --> 00:05:41,535 What if she tells me to jump out the window  ? 84 00:05:41,915 --> 00:05:44,804 They're allowed one hour of television, one our of playstation 85 00:05:44,874 --> 00:05:46,894 And they can take their soccer ball down to the courtyard. 86 00:05:47,197 --> 00:05:49,334 But they'd better not be kicking the ball against the building. 87 00:05:49,477 --> 00:05:51,720 - Or you'll whup us. - I did not say that. 88 00:05:51,966 --> 00:05:54,150 We'll be fine, really. You two go now. 89 00:05:58,795 --> 00:06:00,703 Have a good day. 90 00:06:00,756 --> 00:06:02,764 I'll be home by 5 :00. 91 00:06:13,035 --> 00:06:14,667 You look like a witch. 92 00:06:14,888 --> 00:06:16,532 I assure you I'm not. 93 00:06:16,600 --> 00:06:18,984 I didn't say you were. I said you look like one. 94 00:06:22,039 --> 00:06:24,293 This is what they made very efficient. 95 00:06:24,725 --> 00:06:28,108 This is why the republicans rely so much on this base. 96 00:06:28,378 --> 00:06:31,170 This is a corporatized christian cult situation 97 00:06:31,267 --> 00:06:33,077 Where it's about personal empowerment 98 00:06:33,193 --> 00:06:35,350 Which is part of the republican agenda 99 00:06:35,494 --> 00:06:37,016 The neo-Contact cult agenda. 100 00:06:37,112 --> 00:06:38,576 What Ray was talking about 101 00:06:38,692 --> 00:06:41,446 Ray is obviously a different type of christian 102 00:06:41,632 --> 00:06:44,234 Who I offended 103 00:06:53,939 --> 00:06:56,154 Oh god. Jesus. 104 00:07:17,889 --> 00:07:21,805 Usted decidiro sobra la señora de Guadalupe. 105 00:07:21,863 --> 00:07:24,829 Sí. Perro con manguillos de cobre. 106 00:07:24,921 --> 00:07:27,030 Amarillo pulido. 107 00:07:27,175 --> 00:07:29,476 - ¿Qué  ? - El cobre pulido. 108 00:07:29,583 --> 00:07:32,127 Pulido, pulido what  ? 109 00:07:32,512 --> 00:07:35,089 - Qué pulido  ? - Con en el interior en seda rosada, 110 00:07:35,366 --> 00:07:37,388 - En vez de marrón. - Polished. 111 00:07:37,870 --> 00:07:40,518 Pulido, polished. Polished what  ? 112 00:07:40,942 --> 00:07:43,484 I don't know what you're talking about. 113 00:07:43,693 --> 00:07:45,754 Qué dio. 114 00:07:47,830 --> 00:07:51,360 Por favor, un momento. 115 00:07:51,822 --> 00:07:53,306 If you knew they didn't speak english, 116 00:07:53,363 --> 00:07:55,222 Then why did you even try to handle the intake  ? 117 00:07:55,309 --> 00:07:58,201 I'm trying to learn spanish. By using our clients as a classroom  ? 118 00:07:58,324 --> 00:08:01,216 I didn't plan this. It was a walk-In. I was the only one available. 119 00:08:01,703 --> 00:08:04,519 What am I supposed do with this body now  ? 120 00:08:04,651 --> 00:08:06,641 You wanna take over for me  ? 121 00:08:06,773 --> 00:08:09,308 Oh, that's right. You can't. 122 00:08:10,349 --> 00:08:11,753 I already did most of the work. 123 00:08:11,908 --> 00:08:14,926 Great. I'm really in the mood for dealing with a grieving widower. 124 00:08:15,020 --> 00:08:17,105 It's her parents. 125 00:08:17,153 --> 00:08:18,712 She's married, then her parents don't have the right to make these decisions. 126 00:08:18,806 --> 00:08:21,398 - To make these decisions Nate. - I think she was divorced. 127 00:08:21,517 --> 00:08:24,710 - You think  ? - Yes, Rico, I think. 128 00:08:34,232 --> 00:08:36,391 - Gracias. - Gracias. 129 00:08:40,380 --> 00:08:43,501 - Are you really sure about all this  ? - What  ? 130 00:08:43,798 --> 00:08:46,455 Didn't you overdo it on the merchandise  ? 131 00:08:46,755 --> 00:08:48,502 What are you talking about  ? 132 00:08:48,577 --> 00:08:50,868 You sold them a casket for $4,000, 133 00:08:50,957 --> 00:08:53,173 You added another $600 just to switch handles, 134 00:08:53,304 --> 00:08:55,633 Three grand for the monument, another $400 for doves. 135 00:08:56,766 --> 00:08:57,612 It just goes on. 136 00:08:57,613 --> 00:08:59,752 This is their youngest daughter they're burying Nate. 137 00:08:59,959 --> 00:09:02,320 The guy works in a machine shop. He can't afford this. 138 00:09:02,377 --> 00:09:04,818 Besides learning to mangle a few words in spanish, 139 00:09:04,926 --> 00:09:07,705 Maybe you should learn something about latin culture as well. 140 00:09:08,189 --> 00:09:09,710 We honor our dead, Nate. 141 00:09:09,785 --> 00:09:12,654 - And end up broke because of it. - That is so fucking racist. 142 00:09:12,854 --> 00:09:15,634 How am I being racist  ? ! You're the one who said it's cultural thing. 143 00:09:15,702 --> 00:09:18,669 Every single member of the family pitches in at moments like this. 144 00:09:18,801 --> 00:09:22,012 Everyone. We take care of each other. No one's left broke. 145 00:09:23,284 --> 00:09:25,538 I've got work to do. 146 00:09:29,250 --> 00:09:31,973 As you can see we've got a top of the line retort 147 00:09:32,311 --> 00:09:34,565 To the primary and secondary chambers 148 00:09:34,715 --> 00:09:37,814 Just we're lined last year. Feel free to look over everything. 149 00:09:38,077 --> 00:09:39,757 - You're asking 340,000  ? 150 00:09:40,058 --> 00:09:41,861 Oh, it's worth every penny, David. 151 00:09:41,961 --> 00:09:43,989 I get over 300 cases a year. 152 00:09:44,083 --> 00:09:46,092 I could handle more if I added another retort 153 00:09:46,294 --> 00:09:49,130 Which is exactly what I would do If I were 20 years younger. 154 00:09:49,520 --> 00:09:51,567 Cremation is a growing business, you know that. 155 00:09:51,660 --> 00:09:52,919 Yes, I do. 156 00:09:53,039 --> 00:09:55,198 You don't want fisher & sons to get left behind. 157 00:09:56,100 --> 00:09:57,934 Fisher & Diaz. 158 00:09:59,395 --> 00:10:02,419 I've got another prospective buyer stopping by in the morning. 159 00:10:02,508 --> 00:10:05,194 - I see. - I'm not trying to push you, 160 00:10:05,301 --> 00:10:08,006 But I've had this place since 1972. 161 00:10:08,377 --> 00:10:10,405 It's been good to me. 162 00:10:10,461 --> 00:10:13,611 I'd be pleased to pass it on to the sons of Nathaniel Fisher. 163 00:10:15,217 --> 00:10:17,302 I'll talk to my partners. 164 00:10:17,503 --> 00:10:19,719 Regular non-fat latte. 165 00:10:19,907 --> 00:10:22,137 Oh  ! Steal us a bunch of splendas. 166 00:10:22,419 --> 00:10:25,123 - Like a whole bunch. - Splenda. 167 00:10:25,217 --> 00:10:27,658 Yeah. A large mocha ice-Blended please. 168 00:10:29,640 --> 00:10:32,550 I want a regular soy 169 00:10:32,658 --> 00:10:35,494 pomegranate blueberry tea latte. But in a large cup. 170 00:10:35,759 --> 00:10:38,667 and then could you just fill up the rest with soy  ? 171 00:10:39,123 --> 00:10:42,823 Isn't that just a large soy pomegranate blueberry tea latte  ? 172 00:10:43,236 --> 00:10:46,278 No, it's a regular in a large cup. 173 00:10:46,668 --> 00:10:48,246 Oh, and also... 174 00:10:48,940 --> 00:10:50,875 A reduced-Fat... 175 00:10:51,170 --> 00:10:53,480 Wholesome morning muffin. 176 00:11:03,030 --> 00:11:04,926 Claire  ? 177 00:11:05,020 --> 00:11:06,786 Hey, Anita. 178 00:11:07,086 --> 00:11:09,320 Oh, someone's very thirsty. 179 00:11:10,052 --> 00:11:11,893 And on her way to bible class, I'm guessing. 180 00:11:11,989 --> 00:11:14,205 Oh yeah. It's pretty awful, isn't it  ? 181 00:11:14,862 --> 00:11:16,984 I'm kind of temping at this place. 182 00:11:17,374 --> 00:11:19,928 Is that where you've been  ? Shit, I've left you like 100 messages 183 00:11:19,966 --> 00:11:22,214 - I thought you were dead. - Sorry. 184 00:11:22,889 --> 00:11:26,007 You were like my best friend and then suddenly you were gone. 185 00:11:27,190 --> 00:11:29,406 Well, how've you been  ? 186 00:11:29,603 --> 00:11:33,039 Fabulous. You know. School, sex, drugs, creating art. 187 00:11:33,791 --> 00:11:36,288 - Well, that's good. - Yeah. 188 00:11:36,715 --> 00:11:39,208 I'm kind of on the clock, so I should probably go. 189 00:11:39,453 --> 00:11:41,575 Ah, here, let me give you this. 190 00:11:43,436 --> 00:11:46,009 Lac-Arts junior show. I got a piece in it. 191 00:11:46,117 --> 00:11:47,770 Oh, wow  ! 192 00:11:48,051 --> 00:11:49,910 Please promise you'll come. 193 00:11:50,004 --> 00:11:52,333 Everybody'll be there. 194 00:11:52,779 --> 00:11:54,976 Yeah, okay. Great. 195 00:11:55,122 --> 00:11:56,943 Good. 196 00:11:57,900 --> 00:12:00,792 Boys, the first batch is ready  ! 197 00:12:01,102 --> 00:12:03,468 Anthony, Durrell, 198 00:12:03,557 --> 00:12:05,961 The cookies are ready  ! 199 00:12:41,517 --> 00:12:44,484 I really appreciate you doing this for me. 200 00:12:44,794 --> 00:12:46,503 Sure. 201 00:12:47,664 --> 00:12:50,669 Come on, a quaker church service. At the very least it'll be interesting. 202 00:12:51,570 --> 00:12:54,143 I'm trying to keep an open mind. 203 00:12:54,232 --> 00:12:56,692 There's no sermon or anything. 204 00:12:56,894 --> 00:12:59,373 People just sit silently And wait to be filled 205 00:12:59,493 --> 00:13:01,901 with the presence of god. 206 00:13:03,455 --> 00:13:05,836 Maggie says we can say something if we feel like it, but 207 00:13:06,699 --> 00:13:08,915 You don't have to. It's not like a requirement. 208 00:13:09,009 --> 00:13:11,750 Is there anything else Maggie thinks we should know  ? 209 00:13:15,158 --> 00:13:17,637 Melnick says the baby's looking really good. 210 00:13:18,108 --> 00:13:20,230 - When was this  ? - This morning. 211 00:13:20,307 --> 00:13:22,278 - I had a sonogram. - What  ? 212 00:13:22,353 --> 00:13:23,630 Why didn't you tell me about it  ? 213 00:13:23,761 --> 00:13:25,583 Because I wanted to spare you the grief. 214 00:13:25,672 --> 00:13:27,898 I'm sorry, but this is one of the things that we talked about really. 215 00:13:27,992 --> 00:13:30,377 It pisses me off when you do stuff like this without telling me. 216 00:13:30,609 --> 00:13:33,171 Ok, why don't you sit there and allow yourself 217 00:13:33,267 --> 00:13:35,627 To be filled with the presence of god  ? 218 00:13:40,032 --> 00:13:42,108 - So what did she say  ? - She said that the baby 219 00:13:42,221 --> 00:13:43,836 was developing normally. 220 00:13:43,892 --> 00:13:46,784 There's no sign of any irregularities, 221 00:13:46,873 --> 00:13:49,596 All of which is very very encouraging. 222 00:13:49,780 --> 00:13:52,052 So it's perfectly healthy. 223 00:13:52,273 --> 00:13:53,953 Well, you know, there are some things 224 00:13:54,208 --> 00:13:56,649 That the sonogram can't tell. 225 00:13:57,279 --> 00:13:59,559 What, so it could have down's or Spina Bifida  ? 226 00:13:59,653 --> 00:14:01,700 Oh, no probably not downs because we did 227 00:14:01,775 --> 00:14:04,479 this neck measurement test. And at looked really good. 228 00:14:06,540 --> 00:14:08,643 Wow. So, great  ! 229 00:14:08,756 --> 00:14:11,573 We get to maybe check this one thing off the list 230 00:14:11,662 --> 00:14:13,521 And it could still have a million other things wrong with it. 231 00:14:13,709 --> 00:14:16,282 The baby's not an it, Nate, it's a girl. 232 00:14:18,540 --> 00:14:21,057 We're having another daughter. 233 00:14:27,113 --> 00:14:29,197 Mom, how could you let them take off like that  ? 234 00:14:29,272 --> 00:14:31,188 I had no idea they'd left. 235 00:14:31,282 --> 00:14:33,855 - Why weren't you watching them  ? - I was making cookies. 236 00:14:33,934 --> 00:14:35,540 You said they could play in the courtyard. 237 00:14:35,610 --> 00:14:37,329 You never thought once to check on them  ? 238 00:14:37,386 --> 00:14:38,775 Don't talk to me like I'm an imbecile. 239 00:14:38,813 --> 00:14:41,160 - I've raised three children. - That's why I expected 240 00:14:41,273 --> 00:14:43,714 A little more from you. This just can't happen, mum. 241 00:14:43,854 --> 00:14:46,614 Then you can take me off your list of babysitters. 242 00:14:47,578 --> 00:14:49,850 I'm taking my cookies. 243 00:14:55,786 --> 00:14:57,776 You can wipe that smirk right off your face. 244 00:14:57,870 --> 00:15:00,311 You are grounded, mister. 245 00:15:01,198 --> 00:15:04,090 And you cannot tell Keith about this. 246 00:15:10,142 --> 00:15:12,489 You can't just shuffle through the process 247 00:15:12,636 --> 00:15:15,240 - and pretend I don't exist. - It's nerve-Wracking enough 248 00:15:15,259 --> 00:15:18,132 - For me without you being- - What, the voice of reason  ? 249 00:15:48,360 --> 00:15:50,877 Wow, you look great. 250 00:15:51,924 --> 00:15:53,895 - Are we going out tonight  ? - I am 251 00:15:54,285 --> 00:15:56,557 I'm going to dinner with Angelica And some of her friends. 252 00:15:57,102 --> 00:15:59,562 We might go to a party afterwards so don't wait up. 253 00:16:02,473 --> 00:16:03,619 Oh. 254 00:16:04,478 --> 00:16:06,637 Boys eaten  ? 255 00:16:07,201 --> 00:16:09,905 This is wednesday. It's your night to take care of dinner. 256 00:16:12,189 --> 00:16:14,706 - Oh, right right. - Don't give me that look. 257 00:16:14,762 --> 00:16:16,640 You have one night a week, I have six. 258 00:16:16,715 --> 00:16:18,762 Order some pizza if that's the best you can do. 259 00:16:18,814 --> 00:16:20,710 - I can cook something. - Don't forget to clean up. 260 00:16:20,823 --> 00:16:23,076 That's not my job. 261 00:16:23,184 --> 00:16:24,180 - Okay, I get it. 262 00:16:24,236 --> 00:16:25,884 And do not make me the bad guy here, please  ? 263 00:16:25,922 --> 00:16:27,837 Vanessa... 264 00:16:28,133 --> 00:16:30,593 I'm fine. Just Just go. 265 00:16:30,889 --> 00:16:33,255 I am. 266 00:16:38,609 --> 00:16:40,510 So, friends... With the doctor saying 267 00:16:40,601 --> 00:16:42,517 everything's in remission, 268 00:16:42,742 --> 00:16:44,916 Kathy and I are feeling very... 269 00:16:45,235 --> 00:16:47,770 Very blessed right now. 270 00:17:02,654 --> 00:17:04,983 Friends... I have 271 00:17:05,058 --> 00:17:08,438 been dizzy all week. And I had to take the bus here. 272 00:17:09,499 --> 00:17:12,072 I need someone to give me a ride home. 273 00:17:15,185 --> 00:17:16,462 Oh 274 00:17:16,537 --> 00:17:18,096 Thank you. 275 00:17:32,162 --> 00:17:34,566 I just wanted to say how good it feels to be here. 276 00:17:37,054 --> 00:17:39,213 All day long I deal with death... 277 00:17:40,336 --> 00:17:42,683 And stress... 278 00:17:43,838 --> 00:17:46,317 And it's nice to be in a place of peace. 279 00:17:49,387 --> 00:17:51,485 That's all. 280 00:19:00,343 --> 00:19:02,935 Is it okay if I take some of those cookies to work  ? 281 00:19:03,217 --> 00:19:04,682 You made so many. 282 00:19:04,832 --> 00:19:07,423 - Take as many as you'd like. - Thanks. 283 00:19:09,780 --> 00:19:12,203 - Do you want some help  ? - No. 284 00:19:13,005 --> 00:19:15,297 I think I've already made a mess of it. 285 00:19:15,974 --> 00:19:18,565 I don't know why I try and cut my own hair. 286 00:19:19,750 --> 00:19:22,116 Pamper yourself. Go to a salon. 287 00:19:22,267 --> 00:19:24,746 It's not like we're living on the prairie. 288 00:19:34,729 --> 00:19:37,320 You want to give quaker church another chance tomorrow night  ? 289 00:19:37,433 --> 00:19:39,930 - Not really. - One, two, four, three, five. 290 00:19:40,250 --> 00:19:42,428 - Okay. - Why  ? 291 00:19:43,217 --> 00:19:45,184 Well, Maggie's car is in the shop 292 00:19:45,461 --> 00:19:47,752 And I offered to give her a ride, so... 293 00:19:47,877 --> 00:19:50,412 It's 8 :30 in the morning and you've already talked to Maggie  ? 294 00:19:50,657 --> 00:19:53,098 She needed a ride. 295 00:19:53,323 --> 00:19:55,290 That place looked like it was full of friends 296 00:19:55,704 --> 00:19:57,995 Who just love to be her ride. 297 00:19:58,384 --> 00:20:00,769 Do you want to come or not  ? 298 00:20:02,371 --> 00:20:04,793 Are you really buying into this  ? 299 00:20:04,850 --> 00:20:06,690 I'm not buying into anything. 300 00:20:06,784 --> 00:20:08,737 So, when you went into that church last night, 301 00:20:08,850 --> 00:20:11,385 You really believed you were in the presence of god  ? 302 00:20:11,605 --> 00:20:13,990 What I said was that it felt like a place of peace. 303 00:20:14,093 --> 00:20:16,685 - Which it isn't here. - Not a lot lately, no. 304 00:20:17,027 --> 00:20:19,262 One, two, three, four, five. 305 00:20:20,032 --> 00:20:22,699 Hey, sweetie. Can you get your shoes for me, 306 00:20:22,769 --> 00:20:25,267 Then I'll get you ready for daycare, okay  ? 307 00:20:26,840 --> 00:20:28,849 Thank you. 308 00:20:32,130 --> 00:20:34,083 It was just nice, Brenda. It was really nice to 309 00:20:34,139 --> 00:20:36,674 be around some people who didn't think they know everything 310 00:20:37,102 --> 00:20:39,280 And who thought there might be something more to life 311 00:20:39,402 --> 00:20:41,712 Than what they can see and feel and be right about. 312 00:20:41,970 --> 00:20:44,168 Well, I feel sorry for you 313 00:20:44,670 --> 00:20:46,867 That you have such emptiness inside you 314 00:20:46,942 --> 00:20:49,027 That you need to fill it with something so... 315 00:20:49,604 --> 00:20:50,844 ridiculous. 316 00:20:50,970 --> 00:20:53,261 - You really don't believe in anything  ? - You know I don't. 317 00:20:53,445 --> 00:20:55,172 Well, I feel sorry for you then. 318 00:20:55,243 --> 00:20:57,121 And I don't understand where you draw the line. 319 00:20:57,214 --> 00:20:59,412 The service is basically 320 00:20:59,482 --> 00:21:01,247 silent meditation. You meditate. 321 00:21:01,322 --> 00:21:04,308 Yes, but I'm not waiting for some mythical, historical ghost 322 00:21:04,487 --> 00:21:06,553 With his shaming, blood-sacrifice bullshit 323 00:21:06,722 --> 00:21:08,506 To come and save my soul. 324 00:21:08,566 --> 00:21:09,973 I meditate to see the world as it is 325 00:21:10,089 --> 00:21:11,764 To accept the world, 326 00:21:11,921 --> 00:21:13,717 To feel alive. 327 00:21:13,811 --> 00:21:15,534 And you can't do that with other people  ? 328 00:21:15,665 --> 00:21:17,294 Not with those people, no. 329 00:21:17,386 --> 00:21:19,771 So if I get involved with Quakerism 330 00:21:19,841 --> 00:21:21,907 Or whatever because it makes sense to me, 331 00:21:22,052 --> 00:21:24,606 - Because it means something to me, - Nate, you can't you're just using this 332 00:21:24,697 --> 00:21:26,969 As a way to distance yourself from me and your baby, 333 00:21:27,120 --> 00:21:29,001 Because you're scared and you don't know what to do. 334 00:21:29,091 --> 00:21:31,702 How could I be distancing myself  ? ! I'm here every night  ! 335 00:21:31,885 --> 00:21:34,321 Not tomorrow night  ! Apparently you'd rather be with that sappy, 336 00:21:34,453 --> 00:21:36,368 - Little ferret, Maggie. - Hey  ! 337 00:21:36,453 --> 00:21:38,613 - She is a deeply kind person. - Oh. 338 00:21:38,969 --> 00:21:40,755 Is that what you're looking for now  ? 339 00:21:40,831 --> 00:21:42,635 A deeply kind person  ? 340 00:21:42,672 --> 00:21:43,754 Well, I know I don't want someone 341 00:21:43,767 --> 00:21:45,942 Who makes me feel like shit every second of the day. 342 00:21:46,014 --> 00:21:48,546 If I'm so awful, why don't you leave  ? 343 00:21:48,584 --> 00:21:51,575 Will you stop threatening me  ? It's like you think you can win every argument 344 00:21:51,600 --> 00:21:54,561 - By giving me some fucking ultimatum  ! - No, it was a question  ! 345 00:21:54,615 --> 00:21:56,512 Yeah  ? Well, I'm not leaving  ! 346 00:21:56,633 --> 00:21:58,405 Maybe you want to leave, but I'm here Brenda  ! 347 00:21:58,463 --> 00:22:00,900 I am here, Brenda, I m'not going anywhere 348 00:22:01,964 --> 00:22:03,453 I gotta go to work. 349 00:22:15,350 --> 00:22:17,064 Hey, Benny. What's up  ? 350 00:22:17,124 --> 00:22:20,224 - Can you tell me what this is  ? - A side mirror. 351 00:22:20,564 --> 00:22:22,619 Can you tell me what it's doing in my hand  ? 352 00:22:23,529 --> 00:22:25,666 - You got me. - It's in my hand because it's no longer 353 00:22:25,719 --> 00:22:28,325 attached to my car. And it's no longer attached to my car 354 00:22:28,860 --> 00:22:31,243 Because your kid knocked it off with your ginormous truck 355 00:22:31,378 --> 00:22:33,280 - Trying to park last week. - What, Durrell  ? 356 00:22:33,668 --> 00:22:35,605 He's 12 years old, man. 357 00:22:38,360 --> 00:22:39,898 Oh, fucking kid. 358 00:22:42,175 --> 00:22:43,979 All right, I'll pay you for it. 359 00:22:44,213 --> 00:22:45,927 $280.00 360 00:22:48,324 --> 00:22:50,859 I'll, I'll write you a check. 361 00:23:00,085 --> 00:23:04,310 So, was that you I saw crawling out of a lime-Green hearse yesterday  ? 362 00:23:05,831 --> 00:23:08,047 It's actually more of an avocado. 363 00:23:08,395 --> 00:23:11,231 Ah. You don't seem particularly goth and... 364 00:23:11,756 --> 00:23:14,606 I don't think you have your own band, so... 365 00:23:14,681 --> 00:23:17,179 - My dad was a funeral director. - Ah. 366 00:23:19,141 --> 00:23:21,977 - Really  ? - Yeah. I grew up in a funeral home. 367 00:23:22,104 --> 00:23:24,263 - I still live in a funeral home. - Wow. 368 00:23:24,338 --> 00:23:27,019 - With dead bodies and everything. - Yep. 369 00:23:27,677 --> 00:23:30,451 - Isn't that kind of scary  ? - Not compared to this. 370 00:23:46,479 --> 00:23:49,143 "Lac-Arts junior show." 371 00:23:49,667 --> 00:23:52,388 - Tonight. You going  ? - I don't know. I said I would. 372 00:23:52,500 --> 00:23:55,195 But I think I might become conveniently sick. 373 00:23:55,571 --> 00:23:58,331 - Not into it  ? - No, it's just these friends from school 374 00:23:58,425 --> 00:24:01,200 - Who I don't see anymore. - No way  ? I got the same thing 375 00:24:01,632 --> 00:24:03,941 This get together with all my old fraternity brothers. 376 00:24:04,012 --> 00:24:07,223 I'm the only one who's not married or in a serious relationship, 377 00:24:07,406 --> 00:24:10,054 So I end up looking like a loser. 378 00:24:10,298 --> 00:24:13,073 - Which you are. - Beside the point. 379 00:24:16,636 --> 00:24:18,767 How about I go with you to your thing, 380 00:24:18,904 --> 00:24:21,439 - And you come with me to mine  ? - Are you serious  ? 381 00:24:21,660 --> 00:24:24,307 Yeah. We'll take my car. 382 00:24:30,904 --> 00:24:32,538 Cool. 383 00:24:35,004 --> 00:24:37,172 - Just going to - Please. 384 00:24:39,923 --> 00:24:42,665 I think it's an opportunity we can't afford to pass up. 385 00:24:45,316 --> 00:24:48,490 - Did you start without me  ? - No, I'm just reading David's proposal 386 00:24:48,565 --> 00:24:51,495 - While we waited for you. - Proposal  ? What proposal  ? 387 00:24:52,096 --> 00:24:54,011 This. I think now 388 00:24:54,063 --> 00:24:56,115 At the end of our corporate year. Instead of taking 389 00:24:56,185 --> 00:24:58,063 our traditional bonuses, we should think 390 00:24:58,115 --> 00:25:00,462 reinvesting in the company. 391 00:25:00,575 --> 00:25:04,161 - I'm all for that. - So I suggest we buy a crematory. 392 00:25:04,595 --> 00:25:07,330 What  ? No. No. No way. 393 00:25:07,503 --> 00:25:08,938 You haven't even read it yet. 394 00:25:09,083 --> 00:25:10,576 People who want their loved ones cremated 395 00:25:10,653 --> 00:25:12,341 Are people who don't wanna spend anything. 396 00:25:12,425 --> 00:25:14,152 There's no money to be made in cremation. 397 00:25:14,325 --> 00:25:16,437 Of course, there is. There's no overhead if we own our own. 398 00:25:16,559 --> 00:25:19,755 Yeah, just a $340,000 mortgage. 399 00:25:20,783 --> 00:25:23,526 No, here's another number to think about. 400 00:25:26,170 --> 00:25:29,520 35%. Do you know what that number is  ? 401 00:25:31,421 --> 00:25:34,788 That is the percentage of our clientele that was latino last year. 402 00:25:34,944 --> 00:25:38,614 Do you know why it was so high  ? I'm not saying anything. 403 00:25:38,701 --> 00:25:40,254 I've already been called a racist once this week. 404 00:25:40,298 --> 00:25:43,208 Because the name Diaz went up on our sign. 405 00:25:44,385 --> 00:25:46,143 That's why we have all this extra money, because 406 00:25:46,203 --> 00:25:48,107 I'm bringing in the latino community. 407 00:25:48,242 --> 00:25:50,492 And there's no way that I'm voting that we get a crematory. 408 00:25:50,702 --> 00:25:52,558 So what is it you want  ? 409 00:25:52,833 --> 00:25:54,804 Well, another spanish speaking employee 410 00:25:54,898 --> 00:25:57,002 To work exclusively in community outreach. 411 00:25:57,077 --> 00:25:59,795 Fisher and Diaz needs to be a visible member in our community. 412 00:26:00,077 --> 00:26:02,631 We should be sponsoring soccer teams 413 00:26:02,720 --> 00:26:04,185 Rico, I'm gonna stop you right there. 414 00:26:04,354 --> 00:26:06,903 We can't think of all the fun things we'd like to do. 415 00:26:07,011 --> 00:26:10,072 - We have to plan for our future. - This is our future  ! 416 00:26:10,161 --> 00:26:12,884 I don't think it's the future of Fisher and Diaz. 417 00:26:13,687 --> 00:26:16,279 Oh, I get it. 418 00:26:17,776 --> 00:26:20,030 The fisher boys are ganging up because you're afraid of 419 00:26:20,125 --> 00:26:23,025 - losing a little control, huh  ? - Wait, don't include me in this. 420 00:26:34,944 --> 00:26:37,573 - Ruth Fisher. - Hello, Hiram. 421 00:26:41,402 --> 00:26:44,256 Have a seat, I'll be with you in a moment. 422 00:26:44,463 --> 00:26:46,961 Or if you'd prefer one of our other stylists... 423 00:26:47,745 --> 00:26:49,867 No, I'm here to see you. 424 00:26:51,225 --> 00:26:53,629 I think the last thing we need to do is buy a crematory. 425 00:26:53,873 --> 00:26:56,314 - Thank you. - But I don't agree with you either. 426 00:26:56,633 --> 00:26:59,089 God, this whole business is so screwed up. 427 00:26:59,239 --> 00:27:01,150 Death used to be something that happened at home, 428 00:27:01,187 --> 00:27:03,310 It was taken care of by family And all the undertaker, 429 00:27:03,366 --> 00:27:06,123 did was build the caskets. We were cabinet makers. 430 00:27:06,346 --> 00:27:10,061 Okay, I'm not sure I know how to build a cabinet. 431 00:27:10,136 --> 00:27:13,474 It wasn't until the civil war. That they needed to transport bodies 432 00:27:13,601 --> 00:27:16,760 back home without them decomposing That they started embalming them. 433 00:27:16,848 --> 00:27:20,017 Of course, some asshole figured out a way to make money off of it. 434 00:27:20,111 --> 00:27:22,476 There is no real reason for most of what we do. 435 00:27:22,617 --> 00:27:24,630 We don't need to embalm bodies. 436 00:27:24,728 --> 00:27:26,289 Well, there is a little problem of smell. 437 00:27:26,327 --> 00:27:27,637 So what  ? 438 00:27:27,772 --> 00:27:30,987 That's a part of death. And I think that's where 439 00:27:31,045 --> 00:27:33,820 This business went wrong. We tried to disguise it, make it look pretty, neat, 440 00:27:33,898 --> 00:27:37,085 - And someone else's problem. - Nate, do you actually have a proposal 441 00:27:36,997 --> 00:27:39,182 Or is this just more of a general lecture  ? 442 00:27:39,429 --> 00:27:41,852 - Green funerals. - Oh, brother. 443 00:27:41,903 --> 00:27:44,985 No caskets, no toxic chemicals to leach into the soil. 444 00:27:45,041 --> 00:27:48,046 - And we make money on this how  ? - This isn't about making money. 445 00:27:48,104 --> 00:27:49,664 This is about making a better world. 446 00:27:49,761 --> 00:27:51,990 I'm sorry, but a world that I'm broke in 447 00:27:52,043 --> 00:27:54,932 - Doesn't seem better to me. - All right, look, 448 00:27:55,144 --> 00:27:57,624 We find a natural setting that's worth preserving. 449 00:27:57,682 --> 00:27:59,974 We get a conservation easement so that it's protected 450 00:28:00,046 --> 00:28:01,684 From being developed in the future. 451 00:28:01,761 --> 00:28:03,552 Look who's doing his homework all of a sudden. 452 00:28:03,585 --> 00:28:05,974 I just know that when I die, please, wrap me in a shroud, 453 00:28:06,032 --> 00:28:08,035 Plant me next to a beautiful tree so that, 454 00:28:08,093 --> 00:28:09,494 Nobody could build a mini-Mall there. 455 00:28:09,937 --> 00:28:11,959 According to your pre-Need you wanna be cremated. 456 00:28:12,398 --> 00:28:14,439 - So I'll change it. - Nate. 457 00:28:16,337 --> 00:28:19,900 Really, I understand and it all sounds very wonderful, 458 00:28:20,011 --> 00:28:23,054 - But we don't have that kind of money. - So we'll get some investors  ! 459 00:28:23,401 --> 00:28:25,924 Jesus, David, can you just try to be optimistic 460 00:28:25,991 --> 00:28:28,746 Instead of always coming up with reasons to never change  ? 461 00:28:29,197 --> 00:28:32,067 If you want to pursue this, you have my blessing, 462 00:28:32,121 --> 00:28:34,914 But I'm not putting any of our money into it. 463 00:28:36,398 --> 00:28:39,326 Yeah, great meeting, guys. 464 00:28:46,077 --> 00:28:48,196 - Hey, man  ! - Jesus. Hey, man. 465 00:28:48,234 --> 00:28:49,889 - How are you doing  ? - Did you meet Claire  ? 466 00:28:49,910 --> 00:28:51,620 No. Hey, I'm lauderback. 467 00:28:51,658 --> 00:28:55,018 - Thanks. Claire here is just visiting. - Oh  ! 468 00:28:55,394 --> 00:28:57,985 She's actually the biggest soap opera star in all of Holland. 469 00:28:59,198 --> 00:29:00,816 Cool. 470 00:29:01,529 --> 00:29:03,874 Welcome to America. 471 00:29:04,890 --> 00:29:06,739 Danke. 472 00:29:08,116 --> 00:29:10,870 It's good to see you. Good to meet you. 473 00:29:13,253 --> 00:29:15,199 Lauderback invented this game 474 00:29:15,257 --> 00:29:18,223 Where we'd all put diapers on under our pants, go to a strip club 475 00:29:18,334 --> 00:29:21,069 And the first one who could take a shit while getting a lap dance won. 476 00:29:23,375 --> 00:29:25,475 - What was the point of that  ? - We were in college. 477 00:29:25,759 --> 00:29:27,955 And idiots and drunk. 478 00:29:28,952 --> 00:29:31,610 - I never won. - Good. 479 00:29:33,165 --> 00:29:36,435 Strange to think that these were My best friends for four years. 480 00:29:37,451 --> 00:29:39,550 I have nothing in common with them anymore. 481 00:29:39,603 --> 00:29:42,011 They're all bmws and baby strollers. 482 00:29:42,069 --> 00:29:43,841 And golf on the weekends. 483 00:29:43,932 --> 00:29:46,475 I'm not ready to be my dad just yet. 484 00:29:47,573 --> 00:29:50,250 So what made you decide to become a lawyer  ? 485 00:29:51,685 --> 00:29:53,380 That's what my dad is. 486 00:29:53,573 --> 00:29:55,961 I know, I'm a complete hypocrite. 487 00:29:56,086 --> 00:29:58,706 It's actually pretty good, though. 488 00:29:58,783 --> 00:30:01,287 Maybe not my dream come true, but... 489 00:30:01,634 --> 00:30:03,534 I like it. 490 00:30:05,149 --> 00:30:08,346 I knew he did it once. I didn't know it was a regular thing. 491 00:30:08,765 --> 00:30:11,862 - Why the hell didn't you tell me  ? - Because I took care of it. 492 00:30:11,953 --> 00:30:14,919 You've got to stop babying him, David. 493 00:30:15,261 --> 00:30:17,919 Grab the vegetables, please. 494 00:30:21,512 --> 00:30:24,420 - You are grounded, my man. - I'm already grounded. 495 00:30:25,090 --> 00:30:28,094 But I wasn't supposed to tell you. 496 00:30:30,051 --> 00:30:31,706 So are you gonna pay for that mirror  ? 497 00:30:32,188 --> 00:30:33,801 It was $280. 498 00:30:33,873 --> 00:30:36,161 I'm not paying for nothing. You pay for it. 499 00:30:36,323 --> 00:30:39,679 - You don't talk to me that way, you hear  ? - I'll talk to you anyway I want to, bitch. 500 00:30:40,219 --> 00:30:42,679 That's it. Come on, big man 501 00:30:43,026 --> 00:30:46,166 - Try me  ! - What's wrong with you  ? 502 00:30:46,551 --> 00:30:48,932 Let go  ! Come on  ! 503 00:30:51,378 --> 00:30:52,746 This is Jimmy's. 504 00:30:52,838 --> 00:30:55,284 He's sort of the star of our class. 505 00:30:56,054 --> 00:30:57,879 Why  ? 506 00:30:58,033 --> 00:30:59,647 Well... Well 507 00:30:59,801 --> 00:31:02,223 His use of gigantism. 508 00:31:02,358 --> 00:31:04,708 Sculpting his little cultural tokens 509 00:31:04,780 --> 00:31:06,937 But on such heroic scale. 510 00:31:07,014 --> 00:31:10,014 It sort of forces us to look differently at the things that... 511 00:31:10,587 --> 00:31:13,496 Surround us. Sounds pretty stupid, doesn't it  ? 512 00:31:15,316 --> 00:31:18,032 - I like this one. - Really  ? 513 00:31:18,200 --> 00:31:20,531 - Yeah. - Yeah, this is Anita's. 514 00:31:20,685 --> 00:31:23,801 It's funny. We always thought her work was kind of surfacy. 515 00:31:25,207 --> 00:31:27,301 I like it. 516 00:31:35,614 --> 00:31:37,309 Russell, hey. 517 00:31:37,502 --> 00:31:39,659 Claire, shit, hi. 518 00:31:49,416 --> 00:31:50,976 Russell, this is Ted. 519 00:31:51,056 --> 00:31:52,886 - Hey. - Hey. 520 00:31:54,176 --> 00:31:55,640 You her secret service agent  ? 521 00:31:55,987 --> 00:31:58,197 Yes, actually I am. 522 00:32:01,308 --> 00:32:03,747 Claire and I went out for a very long time. 523 00:32:03,947 --> 00:32:05,761 - Ah. - Yep. 524 00:32:06,116 --> 00:32:07,730 It ended horribly. 525 00:32:09,560 --> 00:32:12,056 - How have you been  ? - I've been, I've been good. 526 00:32:14,437 --> 00:32:15,639 Really really good. 527 00:32:16,163 --> 00:32:19,930 My work has gone to some amazing places 528 00:32:20,100 --> 00:32:21,683 Since I got hit by a car. 529 00:32:23,424 --> 00:32:25,088 Oh my god. You were hit by a car  ? 530 00:32:25,196 --> 00:32:27,119 What happened  ? 531 00:32:27,392 --> 00:32:29,626 To be honest, I prefer to... 532 00:32:30,069 --> 00:32:32,011 Process those emotions 533 00:32:32,839 --> 00:32:34,319 Through my art. 534 00:32:34,823 --> 00:32:36,734 Oh. But you're okay  ? 535 00:32:37,547 --> 00:32:40,224 I hope to be. One day Okay, yes. 536 00:32:42,637 --> 00:32:44,659 - Good. - And you  ? 537 00:32:45,064 --> 00:32:47,760 Oh, I'm good. You know  ? 538 00:32:47,967 --> 00:32:50,279 Yeah. Yeah. 539 00:32:51,646 --> 00:32:53,413 So... 540 00:32:53,625 --> 00:32:56,356 Hey, I'm gonna go find Jimmy, because I think he's looking for me. 541 00:32:56,832 --> 00:32:58,797 - Okay. - And... 542 00:33:00,834 --> 00:33:03,030 I think I saw some evil ninjas down that hallway. 543 00:33:03,704 --> 00:33:05,837 - I'll check it out. - Okay. 544 00:33:09,969 --> 00:33:12,396 So, you dated him  ? 545 00:33:13,176 --> 00:33:16,335 He was sort of my boyfriend for a while, yeah. 546 00:33:17,240 --> 00:33:18,839 And then he went gay. 547 00:33:18,911 --> 00:33:20,876 And then he ended up with Anita 548 00:33:21,011 --> 00:33:23,568 And I switched to Jimmy, I think. 549 00:33:23,717 --> 00:33:25,450 It gets kind of confusing. 550 00:33:25,816 --> 00:33:28,436 - You probably think I'm a freak. - I once dated a girl 551 00:33:28,523 --> 00:33:31,085 who had a pet donkey, So far be it for me 552 00:33:31,809 --> 00:33:33,408 Let's get some wine or something. 553 00:33:33,605 --> 00:33:36,860 Well well well. If it isn't the queen of disappearance. 554 00:33:36,976 --> 00:33:38,594 - Hey. - Hey  ! 555 00:33:41,554 --> 00:33:43,885 These are my friends Jimmy and Anita. This is Ted. 556 00:33:43,943 --> 00:33:46,042 Nice to meet you. Hi. 557 00:33:46,158 --> 00:33:48,835 Are you rich  ? Please buy my stuff. 558 00:33:49,461 --> 00:33:51,830 Actually, Ted was just admiring your photograph. 559 00:33:51,888 --> 00:33:54,489 Oh really  ? I got a whole box of them in the car. 560 00:33:54,643 --> 00:33:56,030 Really. Please, buy them. 561 00:33:56,089 --> 00:33:59,730 I need clothes and drugs and shampoo. 562 00:34:00,201 --> 00:34:03,071 So did you see the big review of our show in "LA weekly." 563 00:34:03,522 --> 00:34:05,371 Oh, no, I guess I missed it. 564 00:34:05,634 --> 00:34:08,735 They said the way Jimmy's sculptures clashed with reality 565 00:34:08,832 --> 00:34:10,681 Caused a frisson. 566 00:34:12,366 --> 00:34:14,235 Oh  ! Russell was just looking for you. 567 00:34:14,293 --> 00:34:16,277 Oh jesus  ! I gotta hide. 568 00:34:16,768 --> 00:34:19,541 If he comes anywhere near me, please tackle him and beat him unconscious. 569 00:34:20,350 --> 00:34:21,487 Bye. 570 00:34:22,246 --> 00:34:24,345 What's with him and Russell  ? 571 00:34:24,518 --> 00:34:27,620 It's so great. Jimmy got drunk and let russell blow him. 572 00:34:27,711 --> 00:34:29,984 - Now russell's majorly in love. - Oh god. 573 00:34:30,018 --> 00:34:32,772 Yeah, it's my new favorite story. 574 00:34:44,056 --> 00:34:46,780 I can't believe what idiots you have to work with. 575 00:34:47,242 --> 00:34:48,706 Tell me about it. 576 00:34:48,821 --> 00:34:50,767 They don't listen to me. They don't respect me. 577 00:34:50,844 --> 00:34:53,170 You sure you're not talking about someone else, baby  ? 578 00:34:53,824 --> 00:34:56,266 Vanessa treats you like a dog. 579 00:34:56,285 --> 00:34:58,654 She's never going to forgive you. 580 00:34:59,015 --> 00:35:00,402 Yeah, well, I fucked up. 581 00:35:00,518 --> 00:35:02,805 That's what men do. They can't help it. 582 00:35:03,826 --> 00:35:05,964 I'd forgive you. 583 00:35:08,989 --> 00:35:11,628 I'd even forgive you a second time. 584 00:35:12,495 --> 00:35:14,806 You need a nice mexican girl. 585 00:35:14,955 --> 00:35:17,324 Not one of those puerto rican bitches. 586 00:35:17,478 --> 00:35:19,616 They all got razor blades in their pussies. 587 00:35:19,674 --> 00:35:22,366 - Whoa. - You know it's true. 588 00:35:22,501 --> 00:35:24,268 A girl like me, 589 00:35:24,306 --> 00:35:26,290 I'd let you be the man of the house. 590 00:35:26,367 --> 00:35:28,886 I'd let you do anything you wanted, Rico. 591 00:35:30,803 --> 00:35:32,363 Anything. 592 00:35:48,448 --> 00:35:50,837 Did you find Jimmy yet  ? 593 00:35:52,283 --> 00:35:54,267 I'm such a mess, I guess. 594 00:35:55,119 --> 00:35:57,854 I'm always falling in love with people who hate me. 595 00:35:59,648 --> 00:36:01,690 Not always. 596 00:36:04,945 --> 00:36:06,987 Thing is, I'm not even in love with Jimmy. 597 00:36:07,683 --> 00:36:09,802 I want to be Jimmy. 598 00:36:12,217 --> 00:36:15,434 And the paradoxical thing is 599 00:36:15,550 --> 00:36:18,401 Underneath all of that... 600 00:36:18,979 --> 00:36:21,541 I hate Jimmy. 601 00:36:23,114 --> 00:36:24,925 He's... 602 00:36:25,077 --> 00:36:27,311 He's so self-Absorbed. 603 00:36:29,244 --> 00:36:31,883 He builds a seven-Foot sculpture 604 00:36:32,175 --> 00:36:34,275 Of his penis. 605 00:36:34,737 --> 00:36:36,490 It's a lollipop. 606 00:36:36,625 --> 00:36:38,878 It's subliminal, Claire. 607 00:36:39,716 --> 00:36:42,239 Hey, I'm sorry, you know  ? 608 00:36:45,875 --> 00:36:47,878 About the collage stuff 609 00:36:48,187 --> 00:36:50,113 And taking all the credit. 610 00:36:51,076 --> 00:36:52,694 It was part yours. 611 00:37:01,405 --> 00:37:04,264 It's good seeing you, Claire. 612 00:37:04,329 --> 00:37:05,909 You too. 613 00:37:23,837 --> 00:37:25,725 Avoid the shrimp rolls. 614 00:37:25,821 --> 00:37:28,017 They seem to be covered with fecal matter. 615 00:37:28,325 --> 00:37:30,574 - Olivier. - Claire. 616 00:37:31,075 --> 00:37:33,054 One of my most brilliant students. 617 00:37:33,111 --> 00:37:36,651 And the smartest. Which, of course you know, is not the same thing. 618 00:37:36,805 --> 00:37:38,558 God, shut up. 619 00:37:38,692 --> 00:37:40,306 She smiles. 620 00:37:40,402 --> 00:37:42,535 Do you know how long it's been since I saw that smile  ? 621 00:37:42,612 --> 00:37:44,673 Where's your self-righteousness  ? 622 00:37:44,726 --> 00:37:46,363 I guess I lost it. 623 00:37:46,498 --> 00:37:49,055 So, who's this young man you're with tonight  ? 624 00:37:49,262 --> 00:37:51,882 I'd introduce you to him, but I don't want you to fuck him. 625 00:37:53,799 --> 00:37:56,168 There's yourself righteousness, Claire. 626 00:37:57,298 --> 00:37:59,879 Speaking of ex-boyfriends of mine whom you've had sex with, 627 00:38:00,033 --> 00:38:01,767 I heard Billy quit. 628 00:38:01,908 --> 00:38:04,297 Yeah, well, apparently you crushed him. 629 00:38:07,378 --> 00:38:09,516 So you got anything hanging on the wall  ? 630 00:38:09,577 --> 00:38:11,157 Nada. 631 00:38:11,908 --> 00:38:14,104 I still paint, but it's all shit. 632 00:38:15,050 --> 00:38:18,383 And the only person who buys my art Is my rich patron of a mistress. 633 00:38:19,326 --> 00:38:21,729 Do you know the humiliation involved in that  ? 634 00:38:21,787 --> 00:38:22,827 I'm sorry. 635 00:38:22,923 --> 00:38:25,230 We all go through fallow periods 636 00:38:25,326 --> 00:38:27,195 When we must let the soil rest 637 00:38:27,517 --> 00:38:29,598 To prepare for new growth. 638 00:38:29,713 --> 00:38:31,692 Really  ? 639 00:38:32,092 --> 00:38:35,135 - You think that's true  ? - Oh god, please let it be true, 640 00:38:35,386 --> 00:38:37,158 Otherwise I'm doomed. 641 00:38:37,307 --> 00:38:39,864 I'd have to stop teaching and start driving a cab. 642 00:38:39,960 --> 00:38:41,342 You don't drive. 643 00:38:41,535 --> 00:38:44,270 Oh, well, then I'm really fucked, aren't i  ? 644 00:38:45,903 --> 00:38:47,499 What about you  ? 645 00:38:47,595 --> 00:38:49,213 I haven't taken a photograph in months. 646 00:38:49,283 --> 00:38:52,076 Oh, fuck art. I mean what have you been doing  ? 647 00:38:52,500 --> 00:38:54,387 Working at a shitty job. 648 00:38:55,172 --> 00:38:57,368 Feeling sorry for myself. 649 00:38:57,811 --> 00:39:00,392 Going home every night pretty much hating my life. 650 00:39:02,636 --> 00:39:04,350 It sucks, doesn't it  ? 651 00:39:11,760 --> 00:39:14,437 Ah, he's indestructible. He's fucking indestructible. 652 00:39:14,538 --> 00:39:16,445 Fucking bitch  ! I'll kill you. 653 00:39:20,289 --> 00:39:22,370 Ah, theater. 654 00:39:23,483 --> 00:39:25,409 Don't touch me  ! 655 00:39:27,779 --> 00:39:29,945 This is going to be pretty inconvenient when I want to butter 656 00:39:29,946 --> 00:39:32,354 - My toast in the morning. - Use a spoon. 657 00:39:34,049 --> 00:39:35,725 Chopsticks  ? 658 00:39:36,098 --> 00:39:38,467 You can kill a man with a chopstick, David. 659 00:39:39,019 --> 00:39:41,330 Don't you think this is a little drastic  ? 660 00:39:41,764 --> 00:39:43,999 - He pulled a knife on me. - You scared him. 661 00:39:44,667 --> 00:39:46,651 Gotta get a stronger lock for his bedroom door. 662 00:39:46,691 --> 00:39:49,176 That way we know when we put him in there he stays in there. 663 00:39:49,619 --> 00:39:52,258 - What if there's a fire  ? - Let him burn. 664 00:39:55,814 --> 00:39:58,068 I was nervous about seeing everyone tonight. 665 00:39:58,357 --> 00:40:01,689 Like they were all moving forward with their lives 666 00:40:02,203 --> 00:40:03,859 And all doing amazing things 667 00:40:04,115 --> 00:40:06,773 While I was going nowhere, but... 668 00:40:06,869 --> 00:40:09,470 God, they're all exactly where I left them. 669 00:40:10,023 --> 00:40:11,987 And that makes you feel  ? 670 00:40:12,411 --> 00:40:14,087 I am feeling good. 671 00:40:15,907 --> 00:40:17,448 I had a lot of fun tonight. 672 00:40:18,036 --> 00:40:19,904 Yeah, me too. 673 00:40:23,337 --> 00:40:25,282 So, I'll see you tomorrow. 674 00:40:25,725 --> 00:40:27,382 9:00. 675 00:40:28,499 --> 00:40:30,002 Yeah. 676 00:40:32,860 --> 00:40:36,192 I had no idea eating dinner on a pillow could be so much fun. 677 00:40:36,485 --> 00:40:39,297 It makes me want to throw away every chair in the house. 678 00:40:39,370 --> 00:40:40,959 If you want to take the full experience, 679 00:40:41,016 --> 00:40:42,846 You'll have to let me take you to morocco. 680 00:40:43,328 --> 00:40:45,543 Where would you like to enjoy our aperitif  ? 681 00:40:45,629 --> 00:40:47,652 Your sun porch  ? 682 00:40:47,729 --> 00:40:49,790 I was thinking we could take it upstairs 683 00:40:50,188 --> 00:40:52,365 to the bedroom. 684 00:40:52,979 --> 00:40:54,790 What  ? 685 00:40:54,833 --> 00:40:56,952 All the way back I was practicing how to say that. 686 00:40:57,183 --> 00:40:59,070 It sounded so silly. 687 00:40:59,436 --> 00:41:01,709 I should have just done this. 688 00:41:13,915 --> 00:41:15,745 He won't even consider that what I'm saying 689 00:41:15,822 --> 00:41:18,635 Might actually be valid. He just wants me to agree with him 690 00:41:18,734 --> 00:41:21,797 And say, "wow, Nate  ! Gee, yeah. 691 00:41:21,950 --> 00:41:24,223 Quakers. I never thought of it like that." 692 00:41:24,488 --> 00:41:26,781 He hates the fact that I'm questioning 693 00:41:27,108 --> 00:41:30,209 Why he's being drawn to something that he knows we can't possibly share. 694 00:41:30,313 --> 00:41:32,509 Brenda, please shut the fuck up. 695 00:41:33,233 --> 00:41:34,966 I can't do this anymore. 696 00:41:35,011 --> 00:41:37,708 All day long I have to listen to my students complain about their problems, 697 00:41:37,783 --> 00:41:40,441 And when I finally get a break, I have to listen to you go on about yours. 698 00:41:41,674 --> 00:41:42,444 Okay. 699 00:41:42,502 --> 00:41:44,197 Honestly, I should tape one of your monologues 700 00:41:44,293 --> 00:41:47,163 Because you say the same fucking thing every time. 701 00:41:47,929 --> 00:41:50,178 If you want to change the dynamic of your relationship, 702 00:41:50,263 --> 00:41:51,939 Then you need to change. 703 00:41:52,055 --> 00:41:54,539 If you want him to open up to you, you need to open up to him. 704 00:41:56,077 --> 00:41:58,061 There, I've said it. Thank god. 705 00:41:58,641 --> 00:42:00,394 Now can we please talk about something meaningless 706 00:42:00,471 --> 00:42:03,206 Like last night's episode of "american idol" ? Thank you. 707 00:42:05,397 --> 00:42:07,458 I've never watched "american idol." 708 00:42:07,531 --> 00:42:10,401 Well, let me know when you have, okay  ? 709 00:42:15,398 --> 00:42:17,209 That was delicious, Hiram. What a treat. 710 00:42:17,528 --> 00:42:20,187 My pleasure. I'll clean up, then I should probably get going. 711 00:42:21,683 --> 00:42:23,917 Let's go camping. 712 00:42:24,986 --> 00:42:26,546 Today  ? 713 00:42:26,647 --> 00:42:28,612 Right now. 714 00:42:30,208 --> 00:42:32,230 Okay. 715 00:42:34,308 --> 00:42:36,331 You don't have to make us lunch. 716 00:42:36,465 --> 00:42:38,026 Of course I'm gonna make you lunches. 717 00:42:38,122 --> 00:42:40,645 I don't want you eating that awful cafeteria food. 718 00:42:40,814 --> 00:42:43,010 I mean, if you're mad at us. 719 00:42:43,120 --> 00:42:45,547 I'm not mad at you. I'm mad at Durrell. 720 00:42:45,851 --> 00:42:48,701 He only does bad stuff because he wants to have fun. 721 00:42:49,331 --> 00:42:51,681 Yeah, well, that's not a very good reason. 722 00:42:51,931 --> 00:42:54,012 You know, when you give us back. 723 00:42:58,336 --> 00:43:01,379 - What  ? - Everybody always gives us back. 724 00:43:02,698 --> 00:43:05,129 - Who  ? - Our foster parents. 725 00:43:05,206 --> 00:43:07,229 So Durrell wants to have fun while we're here. 726 00:43:23,177 --> 00:43:24,622 Señor. 727 00:43:25,065 --> 00:43:26,914 Muchas gracias, padre. 728 00:43:27,025 --> 00:43:28,585 Gracias. 729 00:43:28,720 --> 00:43:30,973 Ah, there you are. 730 00:43:31,069 --> 00:43:33,949 - $400 for 50 doves. - I'm throwing in an extra 20 doves. 731 00:43:34,361 --> 00:43:36,768 - We appreciate your business. - Thank you very much. 732 00:43:37,057 --> 00:43:38,772 Thank you. 733 00:43:49,534 --> 00:43:51,306 - Gracias. - Por favor. 734 00:44:11,263 --> 00:44:13,478 Hey, can you help me with something  ? 735 00:44:13,613 --> 00:44:15,982 I need a new cartridge for my printer. 736 00:44:16,054 --> 00:44:18,058 Supply closet. 737 00:44:23,358 --> 00:44:25,901 I think they're stacked up here. 738 00:44:53,307 --> 00:44:54,443 - Hey. - Hey. 739 00:44:54,482 --> 00:44:56,928 - You're here. - Yeah, sorry I'm a little early. 740 00:44:57,275 --> 00:44:59,220 It's okay. Come on in. 741 00:45:00,988 --> 00:45:03,761 Had to get out of the office. Sometimes it's just... 742 00:45:04,056 --> 00:45:05,963 Too fucking depressing, you know  ? 743 00:45:06,316 --> 00:45:08,108 Rough day  ? 744 00:45:08,146 --> 00:45:09,726 Yeah. 745 00:45:09,860 --> 00:45:12,191 - You want something to drink  ? - Water, thanks. 746 00:45:12,867 --> 00:45:14,870 Okay. Make yourself at home. 747 00:45:18,205 --> 00:45:20,362 So what happened  ? 748 00:45:22,138 --> 00:45:23,256 Nothing. 749 00:45:23,795 --> 00:45:25,259 Here. 750 00:45:25,336 --> 00:45:27,262 Sit down. 751 00:45:33,075 --> 00:45:34,847 It's... 752 00:45:35,078 --> 00:45:37,081 Brenda and I lately, it just feels like we're fighting 753 00:45:37,205 --> 00:45:39,266 Even when we're not. 754 00:45:40,050 --> 00:45:42,516 There's always this underlying layer of... 755 00:45:42,834 --> 00:45:44,904 tension 756 00:45:44,987 --> 00:45:47,183 Resentment, whatever. 757 00:45:48,213 --> 00:45:50,486 Well, being married isn't easy. 758 00:45:51,032 --> 00:45:53,093 I know that. 759 00:45:53,937 --> 00:45:56,268 Yeah, we just see the world In such completely different 760 00:45:56,306 --> 00:45:58,097 ways, you know  ? 761 00:45:58,156 --> 00:45:59,986 Yeah  ? 762 00:46:00,275 --> 00:46:02,895 I say I conveniently ignored that fact when we got married. 763 00:46:06,993 --> 00:46:08,996 I'm sorry. I come in here, I start unloading all my shit. 764 00:46:09,073 --> 00:46:10,787 It's okay. 765 00:46:10,883 --> 00:46:13,118 It'll be nice tonight just to... 766 00:46:13,482 --> 00:46:16,352 Go to the meeting and be quiet. 767 00:46:17,286 --> 00:46:20,021 Yeah, I think of it as my landing strip. 768 00:46:21,141 --> 00:46:23,009 You know, no matter how weird the day gets 769 00:46:23,048 --> 00:46:25,321 Or how much goes wrong, 770 00:46:25,378 --> 00:46:27,786 I can always go to a friends meeting 771 00:46:29,173 --> 00:46:30,829 And land. 772 00:46:31,368 --> 00:46:33,877 - So how are you  ? - Oh god. 773 00:46:33,973 --> 00:46:35,764 You adjusting to L.A. ? 774 00:46:35,929 --> 00:46:37,816 Well, I... 775 00:46:38,585 --> 00:46:41,777 I look out my window every morning and I wonder how I got here. 776 00:46:43,061 --> 00:46:45,148 And then I think, I was on my way out 777 00:46:45,423 --> 00:46:47,633 And my dad begged me to stay. 778 00:46:47,883 --> 00:46:50,178 And, that is exactly how I wound up back here. 779 00:46:51,237 --> 00:46:53,645 After my dad died my mother asked me to 780 00:46:54,133 --> 00:46:55,840 To stick around. 781 00:46:55,917 --> 00:46:57,939 Any regrets  ? 782 00:46:58,127 --> 00:47:00,015 That becoming the one thing I never wanted to be. 783 00:47:00,053 --> 00:47:02,326 Oh yeah. 784 00:47:04,228 --> 00:47:06,482 Or not. I don't know. 785 00:47:07,217 --> 00:47:09,972 For a while I was thinking I was really helping people. 786 00:47:13,443 --> 00:47:16,597 Lately the whole business just seems unnecessary. 787 00:47:20,158 --> 00:47:21,834 I just feel useless. 788 00:47:21,891 --> 00:47:24,241 Nate, you are far from useless. 789 00:47:24,354 --> 00:47:26,839 I don't just mean at work. I mean everywhere. 790 00:47:28,033 --> 00:47:30,749 We may have this handicapped child, right  ? 791 00:47:32,226 --> 00:47:34,403 And there is not a damned thing I can do about it. 792 00:47:34,480 --> 00:47:35,899 I can't make the baby healthy. 793 00:47:35,932 --> 00:47:38,044 I can't make myself feel any more ready to deal with it. 794 00:47:38,057 --> 00:47:41,047 I can't even make myself want to deal with it. I can't do anything. 795 00:47:43,439 --> 00:47:46,059 You're allowed to be scared. 796 00:47:47,089 --> 00:47:49,342 Life is scary. 797 00:47:51,076 --> 00:47:53,252 Yeah, it's fucking terrifying. 798 00:48:18,984 --> 00:48:21,122 Nate. 799 00:48:21,494 --> 00:48:23,690 No, this is 800 00:49:04,571 --> 00:49:06,382 - Hey. - Hey. 801 00:49:09,175 --> 00:49:10,407 Where are the boys  ? 802 00:49:10,513 --> 00:49:12,728 They're at your mother's. You can pick them up tomorrow morning. 803 00:49:14,615 --> 00:49:16,560 This used to be our pizza night. 804 00:49:17,485 --> 00:49:19,835 There's a lot of things that used to be. 805 00:49:24,339 --> 00:49:27,133 You couldn't even wait to have dinner with me  ? 806 00:49:27,149 --> 00:49:29,460 Here. Finish it. 807 00:49:35,154 --> 00:49:36,637 Vanessa... 808 00:49:37,512 --> 00:49:39,467 I can't do this anymore. 809 00:49:39,588 --> 00:49:41,129 Do what  ? 810 00:49:41,245 --> 00:49:42,786 I feel like 811 00:49:42,893 --> 00:49:45,301 I feel like I'm just the guy who mows the lawn 812 00:49:45,494 --> 00:49:48,248 And takes out the trash and occasionally gets to have sex with you 813 00:49:48,493 --> 00:49:50,939 While you lay there looking bored out of your mind. 814 00:49:51,016 --> 00:49:52,846 I don't know what you expected when you came back. 815 00:49:52,904 --> 00:49:55,701 I was expecting you to try to make this work. 816 00:49:55,767 --> 00:49:57,686 You know, if we're gonna be married, 817 00:49:57,743 --> 00:49:59,535 Then let's be married. 818 00:49:59,583 --> 00:50:01,673 But if you can't do that and you don't love me anymore, 819 00:50:01,788 --> 00:50:03,695 Then I don't want to be here. I'll move out. 820 00:50:07,840 --> 00:50:09,786 Rico, I do love you. 821 00:50:09,805 --> 00:50:11,924 I really do, but I cannot 822 00:50:13,744 --> 00:50:15,400 I can't get over this. 823 00:50:15,485 --> 00:50:17,334 Ever  ? 824 00:50:18,948 --> 00:50:21,683 - You can't ever get over this  ? - Hopefully... 825 00:50:23,494 --> 00:50:25,612 - Eventually. - But why  ? 826 00:50:27,100 --> 00:50:30,734 Why  ? You know I'll never do anything like that again. 827 00:50:30,801 --> 00:50:33,400 I know, but 828 00:50:33,467 --> 00:50:36,184 Don't ask me to explain. It's not a mental thing. 829 00:50:36,280 --> 00:50:39,133 It's just this is how I feel. 830 00:50:47,628 --> 00:50:49,997 - So what do we do now  ? - I don't know. 831 00:51:08,301 --> 00:51:10,497 It has too much salt. 832 00:51:10,843 --> 00:51:13,015 I know, it's really bad. 833 00:51:16,182 --> 00:51:18,551 You want to go out and get something to eat  ? 834 00:51:20,199 --> 00:51:21,894 Yeah. 835 00:51:31,308 --> 00:51:33,003 My knife broke. 836 00:51:33,118 --> 00:51:35,122 That's okay, Anthony. 837 00:51:36,285 --> 00:51:38,601 We have a whole box of them. 838 00:51:38,956 --> 00:51:40,651 I told Roger I'm gonna want a couple of weeks off 839 00:51:40,767 --> 00:51:42,809 - As soon as school's out. - Oh  ? 840 00:51:43,733 --> 00:51:45,901 I was thinking we'd go on vacation. 841 00:51:45,958 --> 00:51:49,117 You know, go down to Mexico. Go swimming in the ocean. 842 00:51:49,262 --> 00:51:51,266 But who's gonna take care of us  ? 843 00:51:52,756 --> 00:51:55,087 You're coming with us. 844 00:51:57,612 --> 00:51:59,577 I don't want to swim. 845 00:51:59,654 --> 00:52:01,869 I want to go to the mountains and learn to snowboard. 846 00:52:02,898 --> 00:52:04,766 We can do that in the winter. 847 00:52:04,843 --> 00:52:06,943 All four of us. 848 00:52:07,261 --> 00:52:09,476 We'll go all kinds of places. 849 00:52:11,226 --> 00:52:13,403 Yes, we will  ! 850 00:52:23,185 --> 00:52:25,189 It smells so good up here. 851 00:52:25,615 --> 00:52:27,733 This is the way the world is supposed to smell. 852 00:52:27,810 --> 00:52:29,448 - And listen. - What  ? 853 00:52:29,498 --> 00:52:32,426 Did you hear it  ? There's a river about a half mile down. 854 00:52:32,792 --> 00:52:34,487 We can go fishing in the morning. 855 00:52:34,506 --> 00:52:36,548 Oh, this is wonderful  ! 856 00:52:36,607 --> 00:52:39,843 I feel so completely free  ! There's no one waiting for me 857 00:52:40,038 --> 00:52:42,696 Or expecting me to do anything  ! 858 00:52:42,888 --> 00:52:45,489 - You can do anything you please. - Exactly. 859 00:52:49,347 --> 00:52:52,392 I guess we missed the church service  ? 860 00:53:02,606 --> 00:53:04,975 - Are you crying  ? - No. 861 00:53:07,133 --> 00:53:09,387 No, I'm okay. 862 00:53:14,582 --> 00:53:16,470 You should get going. 863 00:53:19,083 --> 00:53:21,260 - Are you sure you're all right  ? - I'm fine. 864 00:53:25,426 --> 00:53:27,390 You should go. 865 00:53:44,666 --> 00:53:46,419 This wasn't planned, you know. 866 00:53:47,367 --> 00:53:49,080 I know. 867 00:53:57,778 --> 00:54:01,834 - What  ? - My arm is numb. 868 00:54:02,992 --> 00:54:05,034 Numb arm. Numb arm, numb, numb 869 00:54:06,369 --> 00:54:07,968 Nate  ! 870 00:54:08,044 --> 00:54:10,221 What's the matter  ? 871 00:54:10,974 --> 00:54:12,881 Oh my god.